WARMTH EMBRACE

A warmth embrace of someone who simply appreciates you.
A warmth embrace of someone who cries out her heart to you.
A warmth embrace of someone who struggles.
A warmth embrace of someone who miss you.
A warmth embrace of someone who longs for that so called love.
A warmth embrace of someone who is broken.
A warmth embrace of someone who is desperate of love.
A warmth embrace of someone who needs healing.
A warmth embrace of someone who believes everything will work out according to God's plan.

Oh i just miss those warmth embrace, a embrace from your spiritual family.
Trusting their hearts unto you not because i'm a good friend,a bestfriend, a good sister, a good daughter, a good spiritual parent, a leader yet it's only because of one thing -- simply seeing GOD in my life. I'm longing for that warmth embrace. I really wanna continue to be a part of someone's life who will find comfort with that warmth embrace coming all from GOD.

I wanna be a part of GOD'S WARMTH EMBRACE -- PASSING GOD'S LOVE WITH THAT HEARTFELT EMBRACE.:)

Failure without YOU -- LORD.

It's me longing for GOD. Searching, finding answers to question.
Asking did i serve the Lord this year so great? Or am i a failure.
Yes a part of me is really longing for that warmth embrace of God.
I'm cold, weak spiritually. I'm praying but it's like nothing.
I wanna cry it out, i miss my first love - GOD.
Our Heavenly Father who doesn't care what you look like when you cry, who is ready to be seek, to make you feel that you're not alone, who will love you endlessly in spite of everything you've been through.

Isn't God so amazing? So great. So wonderful. So awesome.
So Lovely. So faithful. So much more to say.
Words can't define HOW BIG OUR GOD IS.

I may be torn into pieces, broken yet God completes me.
Yes, ONLY OUR GOD COMPLETES ME.
He heals every broken part of me.

Really i'm not worthy of God's love, but His love conquers it all.
I'm a failure at some point, but it's a failure if i live without GOD.
**Thank you Lord for that so called LOVE.**
♥♥I AM LOVED BY THE KING,AND SO YOU ARE.♥♥
HOLD ON, NEVER GIVE UP. RUNNING TOWARD THE GOAL.

Focused on the Goal (Philippians 3:12-21-THE MESSAGE.)

12-14 I’m not saying that I have this all together, that I have it made. But I am well on my way, reaching out for Christ, who has so wondrously reached out for me. Friends, don’t get me wrong: By no means do I count myself an expert in all of this, but I’ve got my eye on the goal, where God is beckoning us onward—to Jesus. I’m off and running, and I’m not turning back.

15-16 So let’s keep focused on that goal, those of us who want everything God has for us. If any of you have something else in mind, something less than total commitment, God will clear your blurred vision—you’ll see it yet! Now that we’re on the right track, let’s stay on it.

17-19 Stick with me, friends. Keep track of those you see running this same course, headed for this same goal. There are many out there taking other paths, choosing other goals, and trying to get you to go along with them. I’ve warned you of them many times; sadly, I’m having to do it again. All they want is easy street. They hate Christ’s Cross. But easy street is a dead-end street. Those who live there make their bellies their gods; belches are their praise; all they can think of is their appetites.

20-21 But there’s far more to life for us. We’re citizens of high heaven! We’re waiting the arrival of the Savior, the Master, Jesus Christ, who will transform our earthy bodies into glorious bodies like his own. He’ll make us beautiful and whole with the same powerful skill by which he is putting everything as it should be, under and around him.

By Faith -- Mi loves :)

It's been months. Haha. Ok, i'm blogging now. :)

So what makes me feel like suddenly i wanna blog?
Hmm. Someone so dear to me, someone who made me realize i'm never alone. ^^

O well. Let's start.

Confession of my heart. Sorry guys, forgive me.
Why? I didn't said that i'm kinda sad or disappointed. Just a little but then while on my way to Angeles before meeting P'fam, i pray that God will bless my heart and be calm. It's been a tough day at work, i wake up early. Physically weak. Waiting for like an hour. Sigh. But then, God didn't let me down. My weakness become my strength, praying that God will break that joy inspite of the situation.

Anyways that's not my blog all about, just wanna say sorry on that part. Haha.

Here we go. :)

BY FAITH.

"Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see."
-Hebrews 11:1

It is by faith that this P'fam relationship will last forever by God's grace.
It is by faith that God's love will continuously flow in our family.
It is by faith that God will continue to overflow His blessings in our life.
It is by faith that God will reward the loyalty we started to build in the family.
It is by faith that God will break joy in every moment we spent with one another.
It is by faith that God will not fulfill His promise in us, instead He will surpass all our expectations. By faith, that i strongly believe that God will do something bigger in our life much more that we pray for.

Many things that our hearts hope for, many stories that have been fulfilled with that so called faith and that faith would bring us closer to God believing that by faith this family will last forever even when the time comes that we have our own family. By faith everything will be close at hand. We don't have to doubt, we just have to depend on God alone.

I'm so blessed with you guys -- so blessed with that so called P'FAM. P'fam who brings out the best in me. We may not be there for each other always but the love that God instilled in us will be our strength in our weakest point. I can't contain this feeling anymore, the happiness within the family. I may be longing for God's promise with that so called love, but the love i found in you makes my love tank to the fullest. Sincerely, i love you P'fam. I love you with the love of God. :*


***Daddy God, continue to bless our hearts -- Daddy Darby, Bro Shan, Baby Girl Jogs, Baby Fenella, and I. And may we find joy and be an extension of your love towards one another as well as to our family, friends, classmates, workmates, and people we meet everyday. Guide our hearts, guide our lips and as you continue pouring out your blessings in our life may we be a blessing unto others too. Thank you Father for being our source of everything. We bring all the glory and praise to You. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

100 Days

Last March 1,2012 i pray to God and start in preparation of 100th day -- praying for my heart, really i don't wanna struggle and stop the issue of longingness for this someone.


Oh yes i'm really into it praying for this guy telling Daddy God to work it out, in line with this is praying that God will secure my heart and in span of the 100days He'll just keep me busy with God's work and not mind the 100 days passing by. It's like telling God to sustain me coz truly without Him i won't hold on for too long. And whoa! Guess what within this period i've been so busy with work and never notice the time running, at times i forget about him and God is so good that He didn't made me struggle within the span of time.

100 days is too long, yes it's true i may not see what God is doing but i know that God is at work. I dunno what God's plan for me in the future but i believe He is already there that's why i don't worry about it. Thank you Lord for sustaining me and securing me with your love.

I kept a record or should i say a diary of my 100 days encounter with God. But to keep the story short and truly the 100th day is a God's blessing, a love worth waiting for, yes i've been praying for love and God is awesome that He gave me more than i can ever imagined. God pouring out His love by means of these people. :)


JUNE 9, 2012-100th DAY:
PHOTOSHOOT WITH P'FAM ^^






Isn't God awesome? I may not have the exact package that i want but He gave me someone who can be ther for me, no heartbreaks, pure love. :)

MORE? After the photoshoot and bonding, i had a dinner date with someone. Haha! God's Bonus, i may not be in love with this guy but it's my heart trusting God that someday at the His right time and right place i'll be meeting the so called "HIS PROMISE."

HAPPY HEART. THANK YOU LORD. IT'S GOD ALONE WHO SUSTAIN ME ALWAYS. NO TO STRUGGLE, BACK TO MY FIRST LOVE. LOVE YOU DADDY GOD! :)


"WE KNOW WHAT REAL LOVE IS BECAUSE JESUS FIRST LOVE US."
1 JOHN 4:19

BE STILL

I guess i just really miss blogging, oh should i say i feel at home in this blogger account when i blog rather than any other blogsites -- it's just the way that i can freely say what i really wanted.

Hi bloggers, how's your heart? I pray that you're heart is not struggling, let God surrounds you with His love and surely you'll know what real love is. :)

So what made me blog again? I bet. HIS PROMISE. GOD'S PROMISE. :)
Inspired by His Promise. :)

Okay. Let's start.

HEART CONFESSION:
It's my heart longing for that someone that i will be sure he will be my God's given husband. Weird? Huh? Husband at this age of 21 and by God's grace i'm turning 22 this 19th of April. Anyways, let's go back -- It's just that i'm being futuristic but not to the point that i wanted to get married at this point, i dunno but i really wanna see my husband face. I bet is just that i don't wanna go for a happy go lucky relationship, not even minding to have a boyfriend right now but looking forward to a secured with God's love for ny future relationship with my husband, but off course i'm only human, sometimes i long for a boyfriend, Praise God i can count on Him on my struggling times -- wrapping me in His unfailing love. Sweet, God. :) At times i prayed to see his face, future husband. And to this point, i wanna admit that i'm struggling if it's the first one or the second or what. LOL. Got two guys on my mind, dunno if it's God's will. But at times God made me visioned it, recently i had one but i really wanna be sure if it's God's will.

Funny how it seems, but right now i'm surrendering it to God. Dunno what's gonna happen next, dunno if the one on my vision would be my husband in the near future, what i believe is that God has plan it out -- when, how, where, and who might he be -- i believe in God's promise -- it's worth the wait. :)

STRUGGLING? HUH? SURRENDER AND FOCUS ON GOD'S PURPOSE ON YOUR LIFE. AND WHO KNOWS THIS ONE WOULD BE ONE OF MY GREATEST LIVING TESTIMONY.

(Mind you, i dunno but whenever people closest to my heart got broken-heart they always know my name. Lol. Maybe it's God's way letting me go on to this stage so i can share and give courage to wait patiently for God's promise.)




GOD BLESS YOUR HEARTS BLOGGERS. DON'T BE A HURRY FOR

A RELATIONSHIP. THERE'S A LOT OF GREAT THINGS -- GOD'S PURPOSE FOR YOUR LIFE BEFORE YOU FINALLY FOUND THE ONE -- SURRENDER TO HIS WILL AND WAIT FOR THE PROMISE -- IN GOD'S TIME MUCH MORE THAN YOU EVER HOPE FOR -- BE STILL. :)

Best For You :)

Hi bloggers, i'm about to have a new blogger account entihttp://www.blogger.com/img/blank.giftled "I AM JOYFUL PRINCESS."
yet i decided to continue it no more. Why? I feel at home blogging at this account, but still i will use it on another account. Tumblr.
here's the link :)

http://iamjoyfulprincess.tumblr.com/

i'll be deleting my other account. :)

I'm praying for a heart, a heart that speaks in every blog that i will post. I admit i'm having a hard time blogging now. Please to pray for me too bloggers. :)

Like the new blogger account that i've done, yes it saddens me because someone close to me made it that i won't continue writing on it. I'll be deleting it for what purpose. I'll be opening something just like that but in Tumblr. (Sorry to P.D. but i do appreciate that blog, thank God for his life.)

In life, if God take away something so special to you it means that God have something best right waiting for you. You might want that thing you really prayed for to have but what God would gave to you is more than you could ever imagine. You don't have to be sad, saying that God doesn't give what you want. But hey, did you ever think why God wouldn't give something you really wanted? Because God wanted the best for you, not only the one that would just satisfy you or in the other hand it can have a bad side effect in your life that's why He didn't give it to you. God would never left you hanging, He's always thinking about you -- Best for you! Learn to wait. God's best will run after to you. ENDURE. :)

"Sometimes we may not understand God's purpose in taking away something we really wanted to have -- but hey just wait God's best will be knocking at your door."

NEW BLOGGER ACCOUNT

Hey bloggers! Just wanna make an update. I'm moving in a new blogging account, if you wanna reach me out here's the link. Thank you! GOD BLESS YOU! :)

Let me introduce the mature me -- grown up by God's grace! ALL GLORY TO GOD :)


HERE'S THE LINK:

http://joyfulprincess2012.blogspot.com/

BUSY.

Hi, it's been a while. Whoa! How i'd wish i can blog every now and then. So how are you today? Hmm. Praying you're doing great! But as for me, kinda busy -- work stuffs -- and that's the bottom line --BUSY.

It's lunch break at office wondering if where am i going to be or should i say what are my plans ahead? What gonna happen next? Hmm. Praying that God would give me wisdom to handle every situation that i'm facing through, really everything do changes. Perhaps a lot of people do change as well as every situation changes too. What next, am i ready for changes? Waaahhh. My mind is struggling, lot of thoughts keep running on my mind every now and then. Hope i could have a laptop, can somebody give me a laptop? Seriously. Wanna update my blog, today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

I've been too busy that i tend to forget what should i prioritize first. How about you in your everyday life did you even ask yourself what you should prioritize first, yeah there's a lot of stuffs here on earth but take this moment to stop and pause for a while and ask yourself what should be your priority? Is your time being used in a proper way or just being wasted? What is your routine, eat-work-sleep? Don't be too busy that when you dial the hotline in heaven GOD would say His too BUSY to answer you. Oh common!

It's time to change your lifestyle and prioritize what matter most. Don't waste your energy here on earth doing things that make you comfortable, go out in your comfort zone, live life to the fullest that would glorify God and betcha everything else will follow, blessings will run after you and joy will breaks into your life! So what are you waiting for? :)

"But seek first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all of these things will be given well." -Matthew 6:33

"In times of joy i'll praise Him, in times of sadness -- i'll praise Him. Oh nothing can the enemy can do that i would love you less. Love you Daddy God!"

my files are corrupted.

memory card got virus.

so then. i was like oh geeze!

everything happens for a reason.

don't wanna be sad but can'y help it.

i guess it's the way to end before the year ends.

5 more days before the year ends.

maybe God wanted me to leave the past behind.

delete every memories but cherish every single moment.

idk what am i gonna feel.

but beyond this i wanna be thankful still.

files my be corrupted but being in an EMO mode can make the scenario more worst.

it won't make sense.

instead of making it a big deal. just let it be.

funny how it seems but it God's way of teaching me how to be grateful in every little thing i have.

i bet i got lot of things to be grateful for. In line with this is my heart, my Manifesto will about to end this year but my relationship with God will continuously grow more in love. Thank you Lord. :)

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

""ALWAYS BE JOYFUL. NEVER STOP PRAYING. BE THANKFUL IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES, FOR THIS IS GOD'S WILL FOR YOU WHO BELONG TO CHRIST JESUS."

DROP IT OUT :)

"Wisdom always chooses to do now what it will be satisfied with later on." We can choose to be led by wisdom rather than our momentary feelings. We can choose to make right choices. We can learn to be good stewards of the time God has given us." -JOYCE MEYER.

here at work, currently doing my reports. Christmas is in the air. Still finishing work stuff. Well that's life, once you graduated being in school you have to find a job that will be able to meet your needs.

but what if you've got a job wherein the atmosphere makes you feel not really into it. Today you're happy, tomorrow you're not, the next day you're laughing with your workmates the next day you're so stress with each other differences. Feeling outcast at some point but you have to adopt the environment in order to survive. like asking every minute, what's gonna happen next? well got to drop it out and go with the flow. and be brave enough to say:

"I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH." -Phil. 4:13

Been praying this morning while on my at work that our GM would not be around or she'll come at the office and in a while she'll go out for an appointment because honestly i'm too lazy to think about all of these reports. Like really i wanna relax today, praise God, He is so good that He hears my prayers. And here i am blogging. Haha. :))

Wanna share you something with this guy, my workmate who wanted to court me but apparently i ignore him. Not because he's not the one for me, oh well how can i know if he's the one -- ONLY GOD KNOWS. Is just that it's not on the proper timing. Still i'm into Manifesto and it has to about to end this year. All glory to God! Everything is worth a wait! :) But here's the twist, i didn't tell the guy about my manifesto. I just don't want to, why? Perhaps he'll wait if he knows that, but if not and i keep ignoring him, will he? Surely not if he doesn't have the patience to wait. And right now, his status? He talk to me no more, he don't get my attention, he ignore me and everything just collapse. I don't know what happen, why it came to the point like that, maybe it's the fact that i ignore him before but sincerely praying that will gonna make things right, what i mean i wanted to have a good relationship towards him as a co-worker. Praying for it, don't wanna end up that wayignoring each other, dunno how would i approach him. Been sad this past few days at work due to that, but i know God has a purpose why things used to be like that. What i did is that i obey with God and drop out emotions, it;s hard not dealing with person whom they been good to you from the start but it's a sacrifice to make things right. Choosing to endure than to entertain things that will ruin my covenant with God. I believe at the end of the day, relationship will work together. Oh yeah, 9 more days! Still in the year of EXTREME FRUITFULNESS! Let's wait and receive for greater things are yet to come! :)

"Dropping out all the worries and choosing to make things right. Got to worry no more, for God is with us!"

GENUINE FAITH

"Fight the good fight of true faith." -1Timothy 6:12

December 5, 2011 -- God revealed to me that everything is worth waiting for. :)

When you're praying for something or someone at times we're in a rush that instantly we want it to make it happen. Right? Of course that's why were praying, believing that God will answer our prayers. But isn't it feels more rewarding when you know that you endure first, made a sacrifice before receiving the prize? :) Yes it is much surprising and exciting! ^^

Struggles can be encounter most of the time especially when you hope for something, yet this struggles can change you and made you much stronger if you know what is your goal and you focus on God. Sometimes struggles attacks you at the part when you're about to receive your reward, the times that you're really weak and wanna give up. Surely there will be a point that you wanna loose the fight, wanna surrender it. Then if you quit you just proven that you have unreal faith. That you don't full entrust God with your life.

If you believe that God will answer your prayers you must fight the good fight of true faith! You must depend on God alone, depend not on what you feel or see it might cause you to breakdown and give it up in just a single glimpse. But if you possess that genuine faith you won't give up coz you believe and that's faith! Not even knowing what lies ahead but trusting God in His own ways that at His right time your heart desires and His promises for you will be fulfilled. No matter what struggles you're facing through remember we have a progressive God! He won't let you encounter a situation that He knows you can't handle. Just have a firm faith on Him, never give up because surely at the end of the day God will give your heart desires and what you deserve. And while waiting with the promise, serve God! It's even rewarding knowing that you didn't even done anything to receive the promise yet by merely serving and having that genuine faith in God will fulfill your heart desires. Isn't God awesome! Oh yes He is, when you endure expect for a reward! God loves you so, at the end of the day everything will turn out according to God's will. You just have to wait, I'm telling you. -- IT'S WORTH WAITING FOR. :)

GOD IS ABLE, AWESOME, FAITHFUL, PROGRESSIVE, AND HE NEVER FAILS TO WORK THINGS OUT FOR YOU JUST TO SEE THAT JOY IN YOUR HEART! GOD IS A GOD OF PROMISES! GOD BLESS YOUR HEART! :)

TREATMENT

Treatment that causes me to break my finances. LOL. Yet with this i learned how to value more every pain that i'm feeling. Before i was just like, "ok this pain will get by." But since the day that i can't ease the pain that i'm feeling i go for a check up and like whoa the doctor says it's unusual that i might go under surgery if treatment couldn't fix it up. Then hesitation come, how about my finances God? Got a small salary, minimum rate then. Jeez, i was like feeling the pain for a week and really can't get over it, thinking of my finances i didn't undergo treatment but then that night i prayed. Then God told me to go, and He will sustain my finances. Okay Dad. though hesitation. Haha. Dropping it out. The following day i went to see my doctor again and told me that i'm so hard headed. Haha. Okay, i learned to submit at my doctor and i feel like in everything that she's saying got authority, and my mind is at peace. So blessed to have her as my doctor. :)

1st treatment failed maybe because there's a doubt in me. Pain tortured me the following day, can't concentrate at work and in everything that i do. I call out my doctor complaining every pain that i'm feeling, i was literally in tears and just can't ease the pain. Before the day i went back to my doctor two persons prayed for me. A God stranger, (Ivan, stranger of God. Blessing in disguise) and Darby prayed for myhealing and declaring i will be healed. The following day after the treatment, i can feel pain still but a light one. The next morning no pain at all but i can't eat for a week. God is so good relieving all the pain. And after the next 2weeks which is today i went back for another treatment feeling no pain at all. My doctor was so happy about it and so do I. And funny how it seems she was declaring the next treatment it will be great. So blessed. Yiih. Thank you Lord. :)

REVELATIONS:
1st Treatment:
1. God will sustain you always. Financial Breakthrough! :)
2. Learn to obey.
3. Power of Authority.
4. Peace of mind.
5. Family Relationship Matters.
6. Trust.

2nd Treatment
1. God is with you always.
2. God is a Healer!
3. God is the light of the world. He will guide you through. Follow Him. =)
4. Relax, i'm in control.

Wee. First time to be excited about it. Haha. Really i'm not into taking medicines or obeying doctor but then that doctor made it a change, oops she's just an instrument. It's God who change me. Small things, big things. Thank you Lord!:)

APPRECIATION :)

December 3, 2011. A usual work day for me, saturday. I envy those who got no work for this day. But God is so good. I feel appreciated with my workmates. :) It was 1month and a day at work since the day i've been hired at the company. Saturday is a stress free day, no pressures, no deadline of reports, etc. It was our break time when our HR approach me and told me so that she's so happy that she met me and got the chance to work with me. I was like amaze with the situation, saying at the back of my mine, what did i do to make her say those words? Then i remembered that God is so faithful. God moves in mysterious ways, things that we cannot see. :)

I dropped out all the negative thoughts about my work, the workplace, workmates, the situation and everything. i entrust God and just go with the flow and just enjoy every good and bad moments at work. Everything is at God's hand. I have to worry no more, why should i? I have my God, and He got me. :)

"Thank you Lord."

The words that i always uttered and ways to end in everything -- i give thanks to God. God taught me how to say thank you small things or big things. So happy. :)

THANK YOU LORD FOR THE APPRECIATION, REALLY IT'S YOU WHOM THEY SEEN IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU DADDY. I LOVE YOU. :)

Single Blessedness ^^

Loving Japanese =)

God appreciates you, learn to appreciate others.
God loves you so much, make others feel your love.

A bonding time with Asuka, one of my Lifegroup members. We had dinner together in her apartment, and i was like turning Japanese. LOL. We ate Japanese food and at times we talked Japanese, few words only, not good at it. Haha. It's a God's given time for us to share, to bond and to make her feel loved. Her mom told me that she's thankful for my life that somehow i can guide her child. Funny how it seems but her mom kept calling me Mama too. Haha. Enjoying her company, thankful that she entrust me. =)

Captured moments with Asuka. Cute. Love her so much! The bond we had together is priceless, though at times it's hard for me to understand what she's trying to say still i wanna make her feel loved. She might be far away with her real parents but i will always be here for her. Thank you Lord for her life, for making me her spiritual mama. =)

SCSBF =)

DAY 40: Dinner with my Super Close Special BF at Mr. Frosty. First time nya dun at first time din naman na yun so it's a marked date, not to be forgotten. A MEMOIR 11-09-11.=) Let me introduce him to you. From the moment i met him. =)

Sa HLCC sa Greenfields pa yan. Haha. The one right beside me wearing a cap, so obvious naman kung sino sya jan kasi siya lang nman katabi ko nkcap. FYI, hindi man kami close before. Haha. As in hindi, pero nung nagsign ako ng Manifesto, sya kasama ko dko nga alam bt sya kasama ko. At reminiscing the past pag pngkukuentuhan namin yun tinatawanan nya ko dahil super iyak ko daw dat time. =)

Eto naman nung graduation, so dahil nga di kami close during my college days kaya wala kami masyado pictures together. Haha. Eto napasakto lang nkduty sya sa Cafe Juan kaya yun, nakita nya ako. Nagpicture. Haha. Ancute pamo ng kulay parang pinag-usapan lang at parang mamarcha din sya for graduation. =)

So after ng graduation wala di talaga kami close though kasama ko sya sa LG. haha. At pano ba kami nging closer? Yan na oh, kung may HHWW meron din nman HHWS. LOL. =) It was during my first job, sa NSO. So yun dahil night shift ako, naghanap ako ng kasabay papunta Sn Fdo, sakto taga St. Jude sya kaya yun, match! Sakto papunta work, lalabas sya school. May times pa nga na mamimili muna sya ingredients before ako mgwork, kasi culinary students sya. At yan ay sa Arayat, sinamahan nya ako that day with NSO friends, kasi nga dahil hinahatid nya ko sa NSO naging kclose na din nya frens ko so kasama sya sa bonding. Super di namin makakalimutan to may, panu kasi nangyari dpat St. Jude lang kami eh may nangyari nga kaya kailangan mgpunta ng Arayat, in the wee hours of the night gorabels kami ng Arayat, 4 kami sakay sa motor. Ohj dba, exciting! Muntikan pa kami nahuli sa pulis. haha. At Praise God nakadating kami ng safe dun kaya lang kadating dun sumumpong hika nya. Kawawa sya in short at kasalanan ko nga daw sabi ni tita nya, haha. So yun dahilsa NSO naging close kami, pag morning shift after work ngdidinner kami pag okay sked namin at walang lakad. NSO -- We Cares. =)


Ito naman nagwowork pa ako NSO, at super bata ng face namin lalo na sya, haha. new hairdo kasi. During these times, it's my lifegroup days sa Johnny's. Yun pag nglilifegroup ako with my anaks sinasamahan nya ako at sya ang aming dakilang photographer as always. haha =)


After NSO, natawagan ako sa SM na kilala yung company namin as MSP, Inc. or sa mga tao naman Dept. Store, SMP. Ito yung araw na nag-aasikaso ako ng kailangan ko sa SM at sinamahan nya ako. =)
After sa lahat ng kapaguran na nagpatulong ako sa kanya, at dahil mahilig sya kumain at sa kanya lang ako nakakain ng madami kaya yun anong trip? Bumili ng cake sa red ribbon at hinati nya ito. Grabii, dko na nga maubos pero kailangan. haha. =)






Dahil late na at wala ako masakyan sa sn fdo papuntang gua-gua hinatid nya ako sa a.c. at yun kumain nnman. haha. Puro kain. =)


Pictures ng mga bagay-bagay, haha. It was taken at SM, during the days na pinupuntahan nya ako after work. Mga times na nagtatampo na sya dahil daw nagbago ako. Dito yung time,oh dba sakto orasan. Haha. Na dahil super ewan ng sked ko sa work madalang nalang kami magkita, magkatext at lahat-lahat at dahil dito nagkagap kami. Nakakamiss nga eh. =)

At lastly ito yung pinakarecent naman ngkasama, last recent picture namin dalawa. It was taken on the day before ako mgpreach ng DW. Super i appreciate him na kahit bumabagyo still sinamahan nya pa din ako sa apartment. Super thankful ako sa buhay ng taong ito. Thank you Lord! =)

That's it. haha. Wala kami picture sa dinner namin sa Mr. Frosty, nakaligtaan na dahil inaaway nya ako at sinisisi. haha. Nakakatuwa, pero everything that we've been together and looking forward for upcoming bonding together is God's given grace na sa dami-dami ng tao sa mundo meron isang tao na nandyan pa din lagi kahit super nega muna at super naaappreciate ka inspite of your imperfections. At sya yung tipo ng tao pag kasama mo wala ka naiisip na problema, puro tawa lang kayo kahit after mag-away at magsigawan sa daan. haha.

Oha. Diba? Ikaw ba may kclose ka din katulad ko na kagaya ng sa amin. Dba ansaya? haha. Kaya treasured every moments ika nga. At lagi pgpray ang relationship nyo together kay Big Daddy God para mas tumibay ang inyong samahan. Thank you Daddy God sa buhay ni Dj, super isa sya sa mga taong gusto ko makasama forever and ever, in Jesus name i pray. Amen. =)

**MAY KANYA-KANYANG TAO INILAGAY SA BUHAY NATIN SI LORD KAYA DAPAT NATIN SILA PAHALAGAAN AT INGATAN. THANK YOU LORD FOR BEING SO FAITHFUL. GOD IS FAITHFUL. GOD IS A GOD OF PROMISES. ^^

November 24, 2011. Super pagod and sleepy lang namin pero had a great time with friends. Thank you Lord. =)



**LOVE FULFILLS GOD'S REQUIREMENT. -Romans 13:10

39th day -- Dinner =)

"Don't let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God and trust also in me."

-John 14:1

It's day 39 again but on different prayer. I used to do this Day 1 -40 whenever i pray for my heart's desire. =) Got a dinner date with Darby and Jogs. Parang feeling ko lang mgtagalog, so tagalog muna. Haha. Ayun i invited them for dinner, kasi kinakabahan ako for Day 40 and one thing i do miss them a lot. Plus the fact na i missed the trip with them, how i'd wish i'm there. =( Declaring next time around will be all together on a trip. Excited! =)

Back to the topic, i shared my burdens. It's should i confess or should i back out. Whoa! We got lot of kuentos and find ourselves laughing and laughing again. Praise God for their lives, ansaya lang na may kaibigan ka na makikinig sa iyo ng totoo. nakakatuwa at ang gaan sa pakiramdam na alam mong dadamayan ka nila. Andame nga namin goals at gusto pa gawin, enjoying every God's given moment. Thankful super na nakilala ko sila. Grabii. haha, yun. Super encourage nila ako that day for DAY40, nakakatuwa at dahil dun di ako nkapagpamedical. Haha. at yung tipong nakikitext ka para kitain sila, yiih. Ano ba magagawa ko bawal cp sa work. At yun, nagdinner kami sa pizza hut and after that dr.pearl. Dami pngsharean, dame-dame. Yiih, super thank you Big Daddy for thier lives, looking forward sa mga upcoming Day 39 ko with them, not only on every 39th day but on every given chance to be with each other. Thank you Big Daddy GOD. Love you =)

Sa Pizza Hut, with Darby and Jogs. super busog, thankful to have them. Super! =)

Picture taken by dadarby. Plus token from their trip - Corregidor. Small things, big things. Thank you Lord. =)

AKO NA LANG. =)

"Kung sino-sino pang tinatawagan mo, nandito lang naman Ako.

Kung saan-saan ka pa naghahanap, nandito lang naman Ako."

AKO NA LANG.

-GOD.

Super i'd love hearing this song entitled "AKO NA LANG" this whole day. Feeling like i'm a desperate one looking for that love. LOL. Oh yeah btw i admit it's him, the one i've been praying for, whom i thought of while singing this song. It's day 38 today and whoa! I'm praying on what's gonna happen next will be all God's will. Im'ma excited on day40 and really been waiting for that day, that sweet special day. It's not really me working on it but God. And back to the song, tonight while singing that song it feels like God is serenading me with that song saying that GOD IS ALL I NEED. Whoa! Speechless! SO true that He's all that i need, and with Him i don't have to doubt. All i need to do is to wait for Him, wait until at the right time. Trusting Him with all that I am. =)

Isn't God so sweet? Betcha He's super duper sweet! He always embrace me with His love, filling every emptiness in my life. Thank you Big Daddy GOD! I love you! Bless my heart, surround us with Your love on that most awaited time. I entrust everything to you, in Jesus name i pray. Amen! :)

Thank you Lord! =)

"Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God."
-Philippians 1:3 (THE MESSAGE)

"I thank my God every time I remember you."
-Philippians 1:3(NIV)

Every time i think of you, I give thanks to my God."
-Philippians 1:3(NLT)

October 31, 2011 - A memoir, cannot be replaced. It is mark inside my heart. It was a day where God gave us the chance to bond with each other, it's not an accident -- it's God's will. A new family born, new people who touch my heart, new people who made a great impact in my life, they will always be a part of my life whom i will treasure forever.

It was a fun day, worry free, having that child-like faith! Cosplay, DDR, videoke, and basta super enjoy lang. Fun.fun.fun. Not worrying on what to do but enjoying the time with them praying that the time would just stop so we can bond more. Whoa! Like what more can i say with this people? Haha. I couldn't ask for more baby. Oh baby, baby,baby. Haha. Feels like i wanna sing with them again!!! Err, i'm missing them so much! Again and again and again and always again as in i will repeat it again, you guys seriously i'm thankful for your lives, Dad Darby, Baby Bro Shan, Baby Fhen. Thank you guys, i love you so much! You put a smile in my heart, praying for upcoming bondings and my we get more closer and grown up as one family. We may be busier with our own career and far at distance at times but the love that God instilled to us cannot be replaced. I miss you, seriously. Remember i'm always here for you, love you with the love of God! May God bless more our relationship with each other. Love my family, love you! =)

#CapturedMoments =)

COSPLAY - different characters but all of us are children of God. UNIQUE. GOD PLAYS NO FAVORITES NO MATTER WHAT YOUR CHARACTER IN THIS SO CALLED LIFE. GOD LOVES YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE COZ HE MADE YOU IN HIS OWN IMAGE AND LIKENESS. =)

Dad Darby, my mentor. Betcha the love of God surrounds him because he never fail to show how much he care for us. Thank you Dad! =)

After DDR, with Fhen and Shan, super sweet! Fhen, my baby beautiful girl whom surely you'll love to be with. =)

Shan, my mortal enemy. Haha, we always argue with each other, haha. It's our kulitan by the way and i'm used to it. Though at times he's sweet naman, after ka nyang pikunin. haha =)

Our Family Portrait. Dad Darby, Daughter Carizza, Baby Fhen, Son Shan. A family that surrounded by God's love. Thank you for that so called love Big Daddy God. =)

Heart Matters

how's my heart? been struggling in a while yet God is so faithful and surrounds me with His unfailing love that's why nowadays got no rooms for struggle. It's Him saying, "konti nalang, konti nalang, tiis pa." It's God encouraging me to finish the race and by God's grace i'm able to do His will, not my own will but His will, believing that He'll work out for everything i just have to entrust Him. :)

It's good to know that your accomplishing things with God, that you know you're working it out not for your own good but obeying God's will for you. And knowing that at the right time He'll give your heart desires, before i had a doubt about it yet God confirmed it. So much happiness that all the doubts in my heart has been set free, really if you open up your ears for God's word you'll get to know more His will for you. Thank you Lord for your faithfulness, you never fail us to encounter more of your love! So betcha bloggers, never stop until you fully encounter God's presence and His great love for you, His love surrounds me! How can i ask for more? God is too sweet! Thank You Big Daddy! You always put a smile in my heart. =)

See Psalm 37:4, 1John4:18 on biblegateway.com, God bless your heart bloggers! =)

Never stop until you fully encounter God's love and surely once you encounter it you will never be the same! Heart-changing! God loves you bloggers! :)