GREATNESS =)

Having a talk with Him made me more focus and see how great our God is.

I read the Book of Job and wow whatta a revelation for me..
I'm inspired more and more to do things for God's glory.
I've known Him much better, His marvelous works for us.
Maybe sometimes we need to face circumstances for us to see how big our Faith is.
I know He won't fail us, and the things that are coming up are the challenges in life that we need to face through.
Sometimes we fail to say a little prayer or thank you for all the good things that we received but inspite of this things He never Left us behind..
He was always there, we can't see Him but He can see us..
He guide us through in our journey in this so called Life..
He knows when He would come, when we need Him most..
Isn't He great? Wow! Say nothing no more..
Just do it for God's glory and in return his promise for you won't fail.
Love Him like His unfailing love for you.. =)

This were some of the verses that I loved:

JOB 5:8
"But as for me, I would seek God and to God i would commit my cause."

JOB22:22
"Receive, please, instruction from His mouth, and lay up His words in your heart."

JOB28:23
"God understands it's ways, and He knows it's place."

JOB28:28
"And to man He said. 'Behold the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to depart from evil is understanding."

JOB37:5
"God thunders marvelously with His voice. He does things which we cannot comprehend."

***I RECEIVED***
^_^

TIME with THEM =)

05-08-10 [SATURDAY]
A day before the fiesta -- a tiring day, everyone on my mother side were busy cooking and i can't do nothing but to be the best TAGS(sabi nga ni chubs.haha^^) TAGS as in tagahiwa, tagalagay, basta may taga.. haha.. obviously i'm not that into cooking that's why when i have chance to escape i'm grabbing the opportunity and i would only sleep.. haha.. :)
Saturday night and i'm with my lola's house helping them to assist their visitors and as usual they're asking for my boyfriend and as a usual my answer is that i don't have boyfriend at all and they won't believe, they would just asked me my ex-boyfriend the first one though they don't know that we had our past relation still they always ask him all over again it's because my tito's boss was his uncle. And his uncle come that night with his wife and siblings luckily my ex wasn't with them..
After a while when their visitors were only few i got the chance to go to my cousins (father side).. and wee! i'm with them, it's bonding time.. The friends of my cousin were there too and i'm close with them, we throw jokes with each other.. I find myself laughing and laughing, enjoying each other company.. And guess what, that night we sleep in the computer shop.. haha :)

05-09-10
FIESTA! wee.. we wake up early and we helped our titas'(father side) on doing the cooking as usual my role - TAGS.. =) stepping stone.. haha =)
I had my visitor for the first time and this two people are so dear to me.. We had bonded moments even for a while. And no doubt i enjoyed their company, i used being with them and i bet i just missed them. I felt sorry that i can't hug him, haha.. but it's ok, for God's glory -- endure! =)
When they left i had dinner with my cousins, the last supper.. haha.. just kidding, i was so happy that i eat again with the same table with my everdearest cousin - King, i missed this guy a lot.. I ate with them, i'm the only girl in that table, whoa! I would miss this thing maybe on Christmas is the next event that we can be together again.. =(
After that, we go to poblacion and we watched sta cruzan. While waiting for it we had time for pictorials, haha.. We loved capturing our bonded moments.. And whoa, when the artists were already there we find ourselves shouting their names.. haha.. We're not an avid fan of them but it's so kiligs when he smiles.. haha.. I'm pertaining to Will D. --this video was taken that night - so closed.. =)



After seeing them, we went back to our cousin's house and decided not to see the singing contest, i got tired and feel something unusual. I hate feeling that way - i had hard time in breathing. =( But Praise God, nothing happened to me. =)

05-10-10
First time to vote and i'm so excited, haha.. Honestly i don't know who will i vote then, coz i knew nothing about politics. I just asked my tatay and relatives whom shall i vote and they give me a copy.. haha.. Before going to my precinct, i had a bonding time with my little cousin and he kept cheering for Bestre David, his tito running for councilor.. This video was my little cousin showing how he his supportive with his tito..





In a while, we went voting then.. And whoa it's so hot! My head aches then, i thought it would only be for a while but i waited for 150minutes before i finished voting. It's just like taking exams in school - shading.. haha.. but the time we've waited is worth a while for the betterment of our country atleast i have patience in waiting and made my vote be counted and i become a part of the election2010 ^^.
I didn't have my lunched then i just ate mangoes and then sleep when i arrived in my cousin's house. =)
We had pictorial then too - my pregnant cousins - we took shots of her.. ^^.
We ate together with the same table with my lola's house (father side).. whoa.. i'll surely miss this bonded moments with them..
And this night also i was so favored that i received a text from Laus Company inviting me for an examination and interview at the same time. I was so lucky enough, because i received a text message while unfortunately my friend (mye) didn't. (hope so one of this days she would received a message too.) But then I don't have my TOR, haha.. It sounds funny that i don't worry that much though my requirements were not complete.. I just go out and went to the shop to unwind together with my cousins and this video ws them -- having fun with them. Endless Laughters.. indeed Ramirez were so talented.. :)




After taking up their video i go to my lola's house and decided there to sleep coz i will go home early. I slept together with my li'l cousin - janvier, i feel pity for him that he woke up many times because of his fever. For a while i just hold him and start praying for him, for his pain to be lessen i can't bear seeing and hearing him crying. =( Praise God after a while he was calm and fell asleep. =)

05-11-10
Wee! I'm so excited to go to Laus.. ^^. But oopsie! when i arrived at home they don't want me to go, because no one would be in charge of the workers at home.. No choice, i didn't pursue to go in Laus. A tear feell on my eyes, thinking it was my chance then but i just can't go. I go to the room of my kuya and close my eyes, then in a while i thought of texting Mr. Cj - the one who texted me last night saying sorry for i can't come and hoping that he would reschedule my exam. And once again I feel so favored and he set a new schedule for me -- Tuesday next week! =)
Whoa whatta a way to start a day.. It won't end up with nothing.. Thanks Daddy God ^^.
--then after that i'm ok, no more sadness so i decided to wash our clothes.. while singing praise for Him.. ^^.

***HE NEVER FAILS TO SHOW HOW HE MUCH LOVE US SO***
--MAKING EVERY OF OUR DAY WORTH A WHILE--
[♥ÜÜÜ♥ I'M YOURS ♥ÜÜÜ♥]

what a feelin..

whoa..

expect no more..

stop..

just give your best shot..

just show the real who you are carizza ^^.

SMILE left&right ALWAYS:)

GODLY.ELITE.KIDDO. -- MR. HARRY POTTER =)

Let me introduce to you Mr. Harry Potter or in reality Mr. Darby Bognot..
I don't know why all of a sudden i just missed reading his blogs..
Maybe because of one of the people i met yesterday, Migs -- they had similarities, a little only which made me reminds of Mr. Harry.. :)

This person is fun to be with and i do admire him of his good voice and specially his blogs..
Whenever I read his blogs, I feel so much blessed and found myself just smiling thinking nothing but only of Him (not Mr. Potter but i do refer to God) ^^.
He always inspires me and I guess what i really miss about him is the time we spent chatting..
Yah right! I miss that thing, we're not that close but whenever we had time or he caught me online during afternoon, he'll buzz me up.. And would say, "boring sa office eh, ngchat lang ako patago..haha.." Then the conversation will start talking about different topics, and sometimes we do talked about our future bf/gf..
Guys, F.Y.I. he had "NO GF, SINCE BIRTH"
yeah,that's true! it might sounds funny at all but for me i admire him for that thing..
He is a God-fearing person and loved all the persons around him..
This person was so so so so matalino, haha.. i always end up napipikon whenever he throw questions with me.. I end up being a looser.. haha.. but somehow he had a point always, that's why I accept the fact that I won't win over him.. ^^.
I do miss that bonding time we had before, unlike today because i seldom go online that's why I don't have the chance to had a conversation with him..
I feel blessed knowing this person, which in fact whenever I had a problem I just wanted to read his blogs which touch my heart because I see God in him.. (ok,hopefully he won't read this one..haha.. i don't know what his blogsite nowadays..i wanted to read his blogs..)

This phrase from the bible was written on the his blogs which I've read a while ago and I do admit this verse fits to me nowadays..

Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart

- Psalms 37:4

In my situation right now, I'm really looking forward on the things that can have a big change in my life and would make me whole again.. I'm holding on to your promise oh God,never let go of me.. I JUST WANT YOU :)

HOPE :)

goodmorning my heart :) how are you? haha..
ok it's early in the morning that's why i'm being weirdo again..
it's 6a.m. just finished taking a bath but not yet dressed..haha..
i just miss blogging ^^.

yeah.. no looking back.. maybe time would past away..
but this feeling won't end.. :)
i won't assure myself with what would happened after a year instead i would focus on what i should oughta do..
maybe after a year he won't feel the way he used to feel the past few days..
but i'm praying whom the lucky might be can make him happier that no one else could do..
i'm always praying for his sake not even thinking mine..
yah right, somehow i'm being selfish to myself that i wanted to give everything i had..

hoping everything would be settle..
hoping that though it won't happened today still he'll be more happier..
hoping that someone could really put smiles in his face..
hoping that no one could hurt him..
hoping.. hoping..hoping ^^.
[[what's on my mind now?hoping i won't be late..haha..it's my test today and i don't know the place where i would take the test.. and praying that this time i could have my first job.. yeah! I RECEIVED ^^ ]]

Oh God guide him and give him strength in everyday of his lives..
You know how much special he is not only to you but for me too..
Let him make feel loved everyday of his lives though that love won't come by me..
Blessed him more and more with your abundance grace especially his family..
THANK YOU :)

"I am blessed beyond the curse, for His promise will endure and His joy's gonna be my strength. ♥ÜÜÜ♥"

RUNAWAY =(

hey you! sleep! oh my! it's 12:20 am in the morning and i must be sleeping right now.. but he's running on my mind..
i love that i hate it..
i'm not that fine coz i can't be with him the moment he needs me but some can..
if only.. oh my! i'm struggling all over again..

what goes to my mind right now?
i wanna go somewhere where i can't see him no more..
it hurts.. it really hurts that i can't bear it anymore..
i'm longing for him more and more.. :(


SENTIMENTS OF MY HEART..

-PAINFUL :(

TALKING TO MYSELF

HOW ARE YOU?

Well, i'm not that good still i can't help myself to stop thinking about him.. Somehow wishing that he can be mine but when in fact he can't be mine.. (reality check!) Many stuffs were running into my mind the moment i wake up til i close my eyes all i can see was him.. I find it hard to get rid of him..
All the memories in Subic were flashing back (weirdo!).. How i'd wish it could stop coz the more i think of him the more i'm getting weaker and make me wanna say that i wanted him more and more.. The beauty he possess inside and out makes me wanna fall in love again with him and i kept saying on my mind how lucky is the girl he'll choose in 2011. :)

CHOOSE? I CHOOSE YOU.. =))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNu6Ma-rmOQ&feature=related
A PART THAT I WANTED TO SING FOR HIM:
"through my desire, Thank God I found the fire, Oh. . Everything led me straight to you..
whenever you want it,
whenever you need,
whatever you feel like it's gonna be like you better believe it,
whenever you feel like dancing you don't have to dance alone,
You know, you know, you know.. You should already know..
--I CHOOSE YOU! ♥Ü"

On the other hand, I'm praying that if it's really God's will to let this things happened then i'll gladly accept it.. All i have to do is to put my trust in him and never stop believing that everything happens for a reason.. And whatever purpose it is i'll be happier knowing that God never fails to show His love for me.. And if in 2011 he can be mine then it's God's will.. ^^.
I'm not looking forward to it but i'm thankful though for a while i felt being in love with him..

FOCUS.FOCUS.FOCUS. -- GREATER REWARDS COMING ON YOUR WAY CARIZZA =))

"To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
a time to be born, and a time to die ;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck what is planted;
a time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
a time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
a time to get, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
a time to rend, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
a time to love, and a time to hate;
a time of war, and a time of peace.
ECCLESIASTES 3:1-8

Therefore, everything happens in God's time in His own will.. FAITH! ♥ÜÜÜ♥