God's Grace :)

"IN THE MOMENT OF MY WEAKNESS, YOU GIVE ME GRACE TO DO YOUR WILL."

A line in one of my favorite Christian song entitled NONE BUT JESUS.

Today is 13th of the month, and monthly i don't forget to celebrate the day i signed my manifesto. Every now and then i fall down, i struggle yet with the Grace of our God still He wants me to finish what i've been started. Isn't He so sweet? Beyond my unworthiness still He prove to me that each day and every moment I fall He'll be there to help me out - to stand out and finish the race.

Many times i feel being unloved in a sense of i wanna be with a guy, but then His unfailing love make my love tank full and longs for no one else but HIM. I'm only a human who needs a caress from a guy. But then thinking and believing that at the end of the race all would be worth it, and the thought that i'm drawing closer to Him is such a great reward for all the patience. Still at the end of the day, I will call upon our God and will wait for His right time. He keep His promises and i know it would be more life changing knowing that you follow His will. :)

"Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that He has promised." -Hebrews10:36(NLT)

**Thank you Father for telling me that i'm worth of Your love, everything is worth the wait. I may be weak at times but then Your grace made me do Your will. The more i face every struggle the more i become a stronger person and made me more into You. Thank you for not letting go of me. Guide me throughout my journey, and right now i boldly confess that there is no one else for me but YOU. Only you, total surrendered. My goal is GOD Himself, drawing closer to You. Thank you for God's Grace. Love you Daddy. Bless my heart and do protect it. :)

It ends up with Rhemas' ^^

I was about to sleep but then i'm being an insomniac again, i can't sleep at all. I've been struggling with my sleeping hours nowadays, i hate it. Really i do. Geesh! What am i suppose to do? Yeah. A lot of things can meant to be worth my time. But tonight i was overwhelmed with the these episode in the television, i'm not a die hard fan of Koreans movies or what so ever but i used to watch this lately -- btw i don't really watch the television but i had fun watching this, really had rhemas or some sorts of revelation that i tend to watch this. Haha. Aside from reading different books, movie marathon, reading the bible, and with my prayer life this episode on the television makes me wanna say that i can learned a lot of things by merely watching those episodes.

**THE BIGGEST LOSER**

A kapamilya reality show wherein the title speaks for itself. Contestants aiming to lose weight, not only to win but to do it for their own selves. Each of them had really a motivation for them to surpass every challenges that they face through. While i'm watching it a while ago, what strucks me most are these words.

"BE ON GUARD." - We must always be on guard of our own self we may not know when will the enemy will attack us, absolutely on our weakest point but surely the enemy can't attack you if your truly on guard, we may face different circumstances in life, may be on weakest point like when will i have my job again? And some other instances that really makes you weak but at the end of the day God will take away your burdens and surely you'll say "When i'm weak, You (GOD) are my strength. And Your (GOD) joy will always be my strength."

"NEVER WORRY, DON'T DOUBT" - It's really hard t put your trust to the one You haven't seen at all, right? But having that so called faith, and that firm trust in Him can bring you back to the race and to say i won't quit coz i know i have a big God and He has a greater plan on me, why should i doubt? There is no room for such doubt in my life, for i have my God. Telling Him, "When I'm afraid, i'm not weak, I only have to trust you."

"KEEP GOING, FINISH THE RACE." - We face many areas in our life that mold us into a new being, ups and downs in life. Yet with all these challenges, in my weakness or happiness whatever might it be. I would stand still and finish the race having my stronghold with our God. For i believe with the Grace of our God, He will be delighted in me knowing that i finish the race with His own will but in His will. :)

**SECRET GARDEN**
A Korean drama wherein the protagonist of the movie end up loving each other deeply that the guy even sacrifice his own life for the one he truly loves. I won't tell everything about the movie, just watch it. Haha. :)

Love is a sacrifice. Like what God has done, He even sacrifice His only begotten son in order to save us from the sins of the world. We're not even worth it of that sacrifice, yet His unfailing love for us endures. He risk everything for us in order to live freely in this world. Can't we prove at once or from this day onward that we're worth it of that risk and within that risk upon accepting God in our life, we would also carry the cross of life. Isn't it a risk? Yes it is. Would you sacrifice your own life with the one you love? If you would ask me that, I would say YES. :)


**PURE LOVE**
I dunno if it's a Korean drama, (haha.just what i told you i'm not a fanatic i only watch.haha) but the episodes would be searching for that pure love in order for the lady to be brought into her life again. Just watch it. Haha. :)

Anyways, the thought here is that we're living in this world and we don't really know who really love has. Who is that or who are the one loves you most? Well me, i can't even answer that. I dunno, but one thing is certain GOD loves me so much and so do you dear bloggers. Mind you, you can't love people who are not related by blood that easily right? But try to think of God's unfailing love for us maybe then you'll start loving someone else, showing God's love to him/her. It might be difficult but it's a challenge for us to show to the world how you can love someone else purely. Decide now to show your love, it's a risk. You can surely be hurt but taking a risk is worth it all before knowing that it's too late loving someone else. For now i'll be dealing with -- Alang samut, puru lugud ibat keng Ginu. Why? Because as we all know i'm bound to fulfill my commitment - My Manifesto. To fulfill God's perfect design for me requires my total surrender - complete abandonment of myself to Him. :)



***And that's it. After many days of not blogging here's my entry. May i be a blessing to you bloggers. Just keep your faith burning. GOD IS GREAT! GOD IS AWESOME! Lalalalabs Daddy God. :)

TAKE A LITTLE HEART :)

All right. Let's fix this one. Haha. :)

My day was filled with changes. I woke up 2 in the morning and started my devotion, really i wanna start everything with a prayer - having talk to God. I admit first i hesitate to go on Ayala but upon my devo God told me:

“Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Don’t be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you." -1 Chronicles 28:20

Then i gained strength to push through and said to Him "Okay Dad i will go, -- For when I'm afraid, I trust in YOU."

I went to Ayala not only for fun but to accompany one of my friend, honestly i don't have all the finances right but still I trust only in Him to provide everything I needed, I'm not there to find a work but i'm there for a friend. Sudden change of heart. And at Ayala i waited for her for three hours, and for that three hours i read my notes and open up my bible, i don't mind passers by and on that company Dad only revealed that "many are chosen but few are called." And yeah it's right, in a corporate world it's a battle of being tough until the end. And what i really enjoy at that moment in endurance -- God is training me to wait patiently. :)

After Ayala we went to different malls (Greenbelt, Glorietta, Trinoma, SM North Edsa). I enjoyed and give myself a treat, i bought a cap. Wee. Finances. Haha. I prayed for it. We encounter a lot of people, in MRT people raises voice to another, i can't take it that some people doesn't even have that perseverance. We're riding on MRT and common there wer many passengers every now and then so we can't avoid that crowd. I appreciate to a man who lend me his sit but i refuse to sit though i find it hard standing on that crowd, i value more the person who needs to sit first before I. I learned to hold firmly, have a grasp of faith tightly while we're at the MRT and a billboard I catches my attention says. "TALK TO ME. -GOD" :)

And wayback to Pampanga, I have to meet John to get my corporate clothes. We met at SM Clark and i barely lost my patience not because of him but because of the situation. I don't know what to say or do, I'm not that type of person who can easily catch up with it. Instead of talking and talking i just kept quiet too and kept praying. For about half an hour we didn't talked to each other, it's not my fault neither him. He asked me to go home and i said he go first but then Daddy God told me, "DON'T HARDEN YOUR HEART." And suddenly i asked him if we could just have an ice cream and i'm praying that joy would break out of nowhere, and it's the first time i didn't walked out and tears didn't even fall. Changes. I said sorry to him for being so quiet and really just wanna hug him tight but i just can't we're in public place, somehow at that time i felt so sad that i noticed every now and then his like that or carrying a burden i just can't make him happy, though i can't make him happy i know God will so i just pray that he'll be happy. Really don't wanna see him that way. :)

A friend even message me that like we're a couple just wearing couple shirt and too sweet. I just laugh at it cause at that moment maybe she see God's working on us or perhaps she see the love of God. We're not even talking to each other then but Praise God all they can see is love, all i can say is that God is there with us at that moment. Thank you Daddy for not letting our day just come to a unhappy ending, You still manage to work out on it. :)

And this photo is taken at Mcdo, he treat me a dinner. Thanks for the dinner. Hug! A picture with me and him plus Raleigh.

**I thank you for this great day Daddy, a total change of heart. It's you who does changes in my life. Really i know and i believe you're in control of me. I don't have to worry about anything else for i entrust no one else but YOU. I LOVE GOD. :)

GET UP! :)

I'm watching a movie right now, entitled (Outsourced), and it's about culture difference and how can stand up and make a difference in a situation. Actually i haven't finish yet watching yet God is talking to me and i don't wanna miss a thing to share about it.

And i'm telling you right now that God told me:
"GET UP! Believe!"

Whoa! Very powerful! I just can't find reasons to be unhappy while i'm unemployed yet God's way of sharing revelations in every day that i encounter made me feel that i'm really love by Him. I may not be employed right now but i BELIEVE (wink.haha.what did God said to me a while ago?BELIEVE.) that God has a greater plan for me a big promotion that i may not be qualified too but with God's grace i can have a great job next to me. And whoa! By means of that word which Dad told me i encourage three person today(i based on their replies.haha. one having a health problem i'm not that good in nursing but i find effort to make his feeling more light and Praise God he's ok now. second, one giving up almost giving up but then i message that GET UP and whoa she says i'm just on the right time when she's about to give up and out the blue she received that message and she's encourage. Yey! And lastly it was an aswered prayer for that lady for her prayers).Whoa! Truly God moves us! So happy that through message i can enlighten and make other people that they are truly love by God. So hey you blogger, what God told you today? Mind sharing it. Yes you can and surely you'll be a blessing to them! So what are you waiting for? GET UP AND SHARE GOD'S GOODNESS IN YOUR LIFE! :)

And i wanna share that we are celebrating our monthsary today with my friends, we usually called each other "gurlprens" they are my college friends til now. So blessed to have them in my life, they've been a blessing to me and i want you to meet them.

This photo was taken on our last day as a student during our college day, wearing our class t-shirt. I really miss them. :)

While this photo was taken in Subic, we can't be there with our own. Haha. We're accompanied with partners, each one bring one. Praying for a beach outing for our Anniversary. I'm excited. i will pray for it. Whoa! :)

And lastly this photo, seems saying that we are all unique. And God made us in His own image and likeness. Thank you for making us different with each other Dad, You add flavors and spices n our friendship. :))

Let's celebrate friendship! Let's celebrate God's love! I will sing forever of your love my Lord. :)

VIDEO SHARING :)

As i've promised here's the video blogging. Haha. But mind you, i'm not that good so don't expect much. Haha. I'm just starting, practicing to share. I'm a camera shy, haha. I'm not really into it, but slowly and surely i know i would have the heart and say no no shyness. Haha. :)

singing.
"YOU ARE GREAT, YOU ARE GREAT. AND YOUR LOVE ENDURES FOREVER."

I dunno if you would understand it, the words that i uttered weren't that so audible. Sorry. I'll practice more and more. Haha. So i can share. May you be bless! :)

**My day is not yet finished so i'll update again tonight. Have a great day! ^^

PRAY :D

MY DAY?

Learning to say NO.
Battling in prayers.
Joy Breaks with family, relatives.

And. God is great.

**bitin? haha. sorry. i'll elaborate it next time around. someone will have to use the computer. sorry guys. =(

But i'll end up with my lifeverse for today.

I always thank my God when I pray for you, Philemon, because I keep hearing about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all of God’s people. (Philemon1:4-5)

Promise i would edit this one tomorrow and i'm planning to do a video blogging. haha. excited. And i'm praying for something -- i'll share it tomorrow. :)

Sorry if i wasn't able to blog for today.
I don't feel well.
I don't wanna be discourage.
A great day can't be ruin with this.
I hate myself for being a coward.

Goodnight Bloggers.
Tomorrow i'll be sharing from the heart.
Sorry for now.

"YOU ARE GREAT. YOU ARE GREAT. -- GOD ALONE."