Wednesday, August 17, 2011

God's Victory--It's All Yours!





"In every battle you're facing through always do remember God's victory will always be yours if you'll seek His guidance!"

In every battle you'll come to the point that you'll get upset, everyone does come to that point right? But in every downfall moments, in your weakness it takes guts to trust Him, especially if you have that little faith. Like God can you do this or do that? Can you do miracles? Oh common! Stop that little faith. It's time to put your full TRUST in Him! Then surprisingly you'll receive a healing inside your heart and everything else will follow--Salvation! Restoration! :)

Have you ever tried putting your trust in Him? Me, I do. And forever i will, stand firm with my faith in Him in every battle that i will encounter, as long as I live I'll enthrone Him as my Personal Father, Savior and King! :)

UPSET? This week. Monday, i have scheduled a Family Salvation yet the enemy is everywhere. I didn't manage to go to the family of one of my LG due to the sickness i felt. I felt really sorry cause i can't come. I feel sad, 4 more days and her mother will be leaving the country. What should i do? Ok reschedule it. Tuesday. Tuesday comes and I'm available, can move freely though my body felt weakness. Yet the enemy again, her mother was on a outing. Oh common! I don't wanna be upset. Please Dad, give me a break. I know it's a risk. Whatever happen, i won't give up as long as her mother is in the Philippines. I won't give up!

He said, “Listen, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Listen, King Jehoshaphat! This is what the Lord says: Do not be afraid! Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s. 16 Tomorrow, march out against them. You will find them coming up through the ascent of Ziz at the end of the valley that opens into the wilderness of Jeruel. 17 But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out against them tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:15-17

“Listen to me, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Believe in the Lord your God, and you will be able to stand firm. Believe in his prophets, and you will succeed.” -2Chronicles20:20

What did God say? Common! DON'T BE AFRAID! DON'T BE DISCOURAGED! BELIEVE! STAND FIRM! SUCCESS! VICTORY!


Wednesday come and dandadadan. Gotcha! Schedule and i'm really nervous! Haha. This is it! I'm available, the family too! Whoa! I can feel the pressure, yet God's love sustained me. And guess what before i meet them up along the way i have a talk with 2 Pastors. Am i not blessed? What's great about it the Pastor thought i was a worship leader and amazingly he declares that i will be a Youth Pastor! Whoa, Lord! AMAZING! AWESOME! :)

Meeting her mom, should i still continue Dad? Nervous. Calming myself down saying it's All for God's glory, I won't let this night pass by not for them to receive Jesus. One step of faith. Risky. Aha! OTW to Xevera with the family, i'm being quiet. Honestly i'm just praying then for God to cast away all the nega vibes. To be bold enough. Ok. Ok. Here we are. At the house, the momentum. Common Holy Spirit. Oh God helped me, i don't know how to start it. Chillax. Ok. God is on the move. He's with me. Victory! We're eating all together now. How can i? How can i? Will i be able to share? Can i win my LG's family? Take a deep breath. Her mom is talking to me now, got it! Here i am, whatever it takes i would take this risk it's all for God's glory. (IKA MU ING ITAS KU DAD, ALA NG ALWA.) Out of the blue i whisper, can i share something to you? Oh whoa! It's not me. Honestly. I can do all of this by myself. It's God's in me, using me.

STARTING: "Alam nyo po hindi aksidente na andito po ako ngayon kasama ko kayo. blah.blah.blah." Sharing goes on and on, i just can't stop. And kaboom! Interruption! I know it's the enemy. We pause and look what was it, and i told them it's only the enemy cause i believe that God is moving right now in your family and no one can stop it now, the enemy is being afraid. And then sharing goes on. And when i ended the sharing part, 4 spiritual laws come in. It's the first time i didn't forgot, it's not me saying continuously. It's the presence of God and the Holy Spirit in the place. And ask them, do you wanna surrender your life to Jesus? One step of faith, start of something new and guess what. I didn't doubt from the moment i start sharing until the moment i ask them to receive and they all say YES. =) I say a prayer, they responded. And after that, i prayed for them. And as a token i gave them a book(Buhay na Hindi Bitin) and the Daily Devotional Plan. ^^

In response, they we're amazed with God. Thanking me, but really it's not me. I acknowledge God that without Him i can't do this. They say that from this day onwards they will start reading the bible. It maybe miles away for their family yet with prayers and God;s abiding love they will always stick together. And her mom says, now i can go with a calm heart knowing my child has a companion guiding her. Whoa! Am i not blessed? She entrust me with her daughter. Ahh. Dad is indeed so sweet! See? If you start trusting God, other people will trust you! Believe me, i am a living testimony of God's grace. :)

Funny how it seems but after the word, surrendering part and prayers, we continue to share. Haha. Non-stop. I share thoughts on how to read the bible and hear God's word for them. Whoa. A lot more. Really when God is in move, no one can ever stop us! Amen! :)

Got pictures, it takes courage to say pede po papicture? haha :D

The Noha's Family

Feels like i belong in the family. Sweet Mom :)

Korea! LOL. But she's going back to Japan.

With Asuka. :)


“Do not be afraid of them,” the Lord said to Joshua, “for I have given you victory over them. Not a single one of them will be able to stand up to you.” -JOSHUA10:8
--This verse, the last verse that i shared to her mom. :)


***DAD, WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? MY VICTORY IS ALL YOURS. A RISK THAT I DID ALL FOR YOUR GLORY I DIDN'T LOOK ON THE SMALLER PICTURE INSTEAD ENTRUST YOU WITH A BROADER SETUP. AN UPSET THAT AT THE END HAS BEEN MADE A SETUP. FAMILY SALVATION. THANK YOU FATHER FOR TRUSTING ME. THANK YOU FOR NOT LETTING ME GO ON WITH MY OWN. THANK YOU INDEED! I LOVE YOU DADDY, ALL GLORY AND HONORS ARE YOURS NOW AND FOREVER. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN!




Thursday, August 11, 2011

HD -- Heart Desire

"Deeper and deeper i'm falling in love with you.."

Whoa! It melts my heart. I was blogwalking and hear this song in my friend's blog.
Truly. You will be complete with God's unfailing love.
I just can't explain what i'm feeling right now, in tears. (happy tear.)

Yesterday I was broken, today I find myself being more in love with my Saving Grace, My Endless Love -- GOD.

***Gtg to a.c. i have to fix some documents. Favor and grace, really i don't have a courage right now, but my meditation with this song it's just like God saying: "With me, you can do everything. For with me, Nothing is impossible! I trust in you Dad!" (AMEN!)

Just like my message this morning.
ALONE? I can't.
TOGETHER. WE can!
--GOD & I :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

NVM

Whoa! This is my most painful tears ever. Woke up 3 in the morning with joy by the grace of God yet i didn't expect these tears to fell continuously. NVM.

I miss my SCSBF whom i can share all of my burdens. Aside from DG he's the one i can talk to but nowadays we have a gap. I feel so stupid at this moment. =(

I'm convincing myself to be fine but i just can't. Can i feel free to say: Hey, I'm not doing fine. I'm weak. Feels like Job.

Please do sink in Nehemiah 8:10.

***If i could go back back in time--i won't talk at all. I'll rather be in silence for you not to be hurt that cause me too much in pain now. If Our Father in heaven can easily forgive our sins what more the mere humans? (still trying to convince myself.) No Rewinds. Reality Check!

FORGIVENESS--My heart melts in pain.
(Dad, idk what's gonna happen next. In times like this, my weakness made me wanna obey Your will. Let your will be done. As the song goes by SORRY seems to be the hardest word yet Your mercy and grace prevails.)


Monday, August 8, 2011

TIME CHECK-HEART CHECK!

Time Check: It's 01:55 PHT in the morning. In this wee hour of the , i'm currently listening to the song entitled "GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART," while aiming for ACE and drinking hot milk. ^^

"My heart and my soul many times they failed. But there is one truth left: GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART AND MY PORTION FOREVER!"

"Lord, you alone are my inheritance, my cup of blessing. You guard all that is mine."
Psalm 16:5 (NLT)

"My choice is you, God, first and only. And now I find I'm your choice!
You set me up with a house and yard. And then you made me your heir!"
-Psalm 16:5(THE MSG)


***Goodmorning bloggers! Just finished my shift. Wee! Sweetdreams. Sleep na.
♥Lablab Daddy GOD. ♥ (overflowing love 02:09 a.m:)

Instant God's Gift -- Family by blood

Have you given much time of your family or relatives by blood more than other people? If you would ask me this one i might answer: "not at all." Sometimes we do tend to put other people first instead of our own family. We spend more time on our friends than our family, we wanted more bonding with our new found friends yet seldom we find time for our family, right?

There's still a time, we are capable to change. Maybe right now you can stand in your faith and give quality time to your loved ones. People whom God puts in your life since birth, surely they won't leave you behind. :)

Nowadays, i just realized on how important they are in my life. I value them the most, we can go back in time at the past we can do our best to appreciate them more. Have you ever think of blessing them first over your friends? Me, I do! And I'm praying for it. Whenever there are occasion in our family, i started being one of the person present in the celebration. I just want it to overflow when the time comes that i would have my own family. Praying will have a wonderful relationship towards others. ^^

Yesterday i got the chance to bond with my Father family side, we celebrate our cousin's second birthday. And got a chance to mentor my cousin, one of my 12, sharing time and told her to appreciate more her family. By God's Grace we had lot of fun. Precious Memoirs. :)

Some pictures of my Li'l Cousins ^^

Super likot kong inaanak, he's playing with me, playing hide and seek under the table. Really i get tired whenever i play with him. :)















The birthday celebrant, i'm playing with him together with his brother. Haha. Betcha he's so sweet, whenever he kiss me he would tell "i love you" or before sleeping he'll surely says to you, "I love you, goodnight, sweetdream." :)










Captured! Precious smile! wee. :) Who would have thought he's undergoing a therapy and as always all of us we're praying for him. He's 3 years of age yet he can't talk and walk, but with those smiles we can see how happy he is. Praying for healing as always. Dad(GOD) hear our prayers, heal him. And by faith I believe he will be heal at your own time. :)












He's fun of making wacky poses! Haha, whenever i take his picture his always on different wacky poses. haha :)
















And that's it. It takes time to upload pictures, haha. Some other time again.
Remember, KEEP THAT CHILD-LIKE FAITH AND APPRECIATE MORE YOUR FAMILY! :)

Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony.
-Colossians 3:14

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Full Armor -- Brave Heart!

Hi bloggers, maybe some(who always update my blog) would wonder why i'm not blogging almost a week. Apology, but really i don't have my heart in blogging for the past week. I have thoughts in my heart, yet i find it hard to blog. And now, i'm back again. It's been a tough week, been facing struggles. Ups and downs, but all of these comes from our God. In times of joy and sadness still I will rejoice in Him! :)

“I am the Alpha and the Omega—the beginning and the end,”[a] says the Lord God. “I am the one who is, who always was, and who is still to come—the Almighty One.” -REVELATION 1:8

A verse that sink into my heart this morning while i was reading my bible, NLT version. We all know that everything would change, except for one thing that remained constant -- GOD. God never changes -- yesterday, today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and forever -- His faithfulness never changes. No matter what we do, what we're facing through still God hold us firmly in His hands. At times we may feel that He left us hanging behind the struggles that we're facing but in fact He never abandon us nor forsake us. As what Ptr. Anthony said, "Ni anino ng Diyos di niya tayo nakuhang talikuran."

This morning we go to church, where i attend since birth, i can't change the fact that i'm a Catholic but by heart i'm Christian. Is not about what religion you belongs to, but it's all about your relationship in God. Our whole family went to church, and my parents and brothers have obligations at our church. My parents are in choir, they lead the praise songs this morning. As i was listening to their songs, I'm praying for them, praying that one day they'll let me push through Christianity. Really they admit that they are afraid on the time that i will have my full-pledge as a Christian. Yes it would hurt, both of us were hurting. I know God has a plan for our family, i will patiently endure for the right time. :)

As they sang "How great is our God" and "Be Still" ( i dunno if it's the title of the song.haha.), tears fell down on my eyes. But then i controlled it, why? People might think i'm crazy. Crying during the Catholic mass, unlike in Christianity no one would mind you. My father leads the team, he's the vocalist. At times we do jamming at home that made me cry. Really our God is so great, we may have different views in our belief but one thing i'm thankful is that even though i'm struggling at this part i believe that time would come that we will be united as one through God. :)

What i miss most is the church (HLCC), God's marvelous presence in that place. Remind me of my friend Darby that says, "whenever i go to this place to worship God i always feel like i'm in heaven." Yeah he's right, because in that place you can be who you really are. There are no pretensions, no one would stop you glorifying and praising God. Whoa! But then we must always remember that anywhere you are you can acknowledge God and bring glory to Him. It's about your heart who longs for Him, a heart that believes that wherever you are God will always be there too. God is always by your side. :)

Been struggling to? Read the verse before this post. Sink that verse into your heart and pray. Mark 11:24. God bless you bloggers! :)

STRUGGLES&BREAKTHROUGH,COMES FROM GOD. NO NEED TO DOUBT IN HIM. STAND FIRM IN HIS PRESENCE, BE IN YOUR FULL ARMOR SO THAT THE ENEMY WON'T KNOCK YOU DOWN. BRAVE HEART! :)

Friday, August 5, 2011

EMBRACE GOD'S LIFE

Jesus was matter-of-fact: "Embrace this God-life. Really embrace it, and nothing will be too much for you. This mountain, for instance: Just say, 'Go jump in the lake'—no shuffling or shilly-shallying—and it's as good as done. That's why I urge you to pray for absolutely everything, ranging from small to large. Include everything as you embrace this God-life, and you'll get God's everything. And when you assume the posture of prayer, remember that it's not all asking. If you have anything against someone, forgive—only then will your heavenly Father be inclined to also wipe your slate clean of sins."-Mark 11:22-25(THE MSG)

**Haven't blog for a week. Been facing struggle yet by God's grace, i stand firm--Trusting His ways. I'll be updating this soon. God loves you so much! :)