"In times of joy i'll praise Him, in times of sadness -- i'll praise Him. Oh nothing can the enemy can do that i would love you less. Love you Daddy God!"

my files are corrupted.

memory card got virus.

so then. i was like oh geeze!

everything happens for a reason.

don't wanna be sad but can'y help it.

i guess it's the way to end before the year ends.

5 more days before the year ends.

maybe God wanted me to leave the past behind.

delete every memories but cherish every single moment.

idk what am i gonna feel.

but beyond this i wanna be thankful still.

files my be corrupted but being in an EMO mode can make the scenario more worst.

it won't make sense.

instead of making it a big deal. just let it be.

funny how it seems but it God's way of teaching me how to be grateful in every little thing i have.

i bet i got lot of things to be grateful for. In line with this is my heart, my Manifesto will about to end this year but my relationship with God will continuously grow more in love. Thank you Lord. :)

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

""ALWAYS BE JOYFUL. NEVER STOP PRAYING. BE THANKFUL IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES, FOR THIS IS GOD'S WILL FOR YOU WHO BELONG TO CHRIST JESUS."

DROP IT OUT :)

"Wisdom always chooses to do now what it will be satisfied with later on." We can choose to be led by wisdom rather than our momentary feelings. We can choose to make right choices. We can learn to be good stewards of the time God has given us." -JOYCE MEYER.

here at work, currently doing my reports. Christmas is in the air. Still finishing work stuff. Well that's life, once you graduated being in school you have to find a job that will be able to meet your needs.

but what if you've got a job wherein the atmosphere makes you feel not really into it. Today you're happy, tomorrow you're not, the next day you're laughing with your workmates the next day you're so stress with each other differences. Feeling outcast at some point but you have to adopt the environment in order to survive. like asking every minute, what's gonna happen next? well got to drop it out and go with the flow. and be brave enough to say:

"I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH." -Phil. 4:13

Been praying this morning while on my at work that our GM would not be around or she'll come at the office and in a while she'll go out for an appointment because honestly i'm too lazy to think about all of these reports. Like really i wanna relax today, praise God, He is so good that He hears my prayers. And here i am blogging. Haha. :))

Wanna share you something with this guy, my workmate who wanted to court me but apparently i ignore him. Not because he's not the one for me, oh well how can i know if he's the one -- ONLY GOD KNOWS. Is just that it's not on the proper timing. Still i'm into Manifesto and it has to about to end this year. All glory to God! Everything is worth a wait! :) But here's the twist, i didn't tell the guy about my manifesto. I just don't want to, why? Perhaps he'll wait if he knows that, but if not and i keep ignoring him, will he? Surely not if he doesn't have the patience to wait. And right now, his status? He talk to me no more, he don't get my attention, he ignore me and everything just collapse. I don't know what happen, why it came to the point like that, maybe it's the fact that i ignore him before but sincerely praying that will gonna make things right, what i mean i wanted to have a good relationship towards him as a co-worker. Praying for it, don't wanna end up that wayignoring each other, dunno how would i approach him. Been sad this past few days at work due to that, but i know God has a purpose why things used to be like that. What i did is that i obey with God and drop out emotions, it;s hard not dealing with person whom they been good to you from the start but it's a sacrifice to make things right. Choosing to endure than to entertain things that will ruin my covenant with God. I believe at the end of the day, relationship will work together. Oh yeah, 9 more days! Still in the year of EXTREME FRUITFULNESS! Let's wait and receive for greater things are yet to come! :)

"Dropping out all the worries and choosing to make things right. Got to worry no more, for God is with us!"

GENUINE FAITH

"Fight the good fight of true faith." -1Timothy 6:12

December 5, 2011 -- God revealed to me that everything is worth waiting for. :)

When you're praying for something or someone at times we're in a rush that instantly we want it to make it happen. Right? Of course that's why were praying, believing that God will answer our prayers. But isn't it feels more rewarding when you know that you endure first, made a sacrifice before receiving the prize? :) Yes it is much surprising and exciting! ^^

Struggles can be encounter most of the time especially when you hope for something, yet this struggles can change you and made you much stronger if you know what is your goal and you focus on God. Sometimes struggles attacks you at the part when you're about to receive your reward, the times that you're really weak and wanna give up. Surely there will be a point that you wanna loose the fight, wanna surrender it. Then if you quit you just proven that you have unreal faith. That you don't full entrust God with your life.

If you believe that God will answer your prayers you must fight the good fight of true faith! You must depend on God alone, depend not on what you feel or see it might cause you to breakdown and give it up in just a single glimpse. But if you possess that genuine faith you won't give up coz you believe and that's faith! Not even knowing what lies ahead but trusting God in His own ways that at His right time your heart desires and His promises for you will be fulfilled. No matter what struggles you're facing through remember we have a progressive God! He won't let you encounter a situation that He knows you can't handle. Just have a firm faith on Him, never give up because surely at the end of the day God will give your heart desires and what you deserve. And while waiting with the promise, serve God! It's even rewarding knowing that you didn't even done anything to receive the promise yet by merely serving and having that genuine faith in God will fulfill your heart desires. Isn't God awesome! Oh yes He is, when you endure expect for a reward! God loves you so, at the end of the day everything will turn out according to God's will. You just have to wait, I'm telling you. -- IT'S WORTH WAITING FOR. :)

GOD IS ABLE, AWESOME, FAITHFUL, PROGRESSIVE, AND HE NEVER FAILS TO WORK THINGS OUT FOR YOU JUST TO SEE THAT JOY IN YOUR HEART! GOD IS A GOD OF PROMISES! GOD BLESS YOUR HEART! :)

TREATMENT

Treatment that causes me to break my finances. LOL. Yet with this i learned how to value more every pain that i'm feeling. Before i was just like, "ok this pain will get by." But since the day that i can't ease the pain that i'm feeling i go for a check up and like whoa the doctor says it's unusual that i might go under surgery if treatment couldn't fix it up. Then hesitation come, how about my finances God? Got a small salary, minimum rate then. Jeez, i was like feeling the pain for a week and really can't get over it, thinking of my finances i didn't undergo treatment but then that night i prayed. Then God told me to go, and He will sustain my finances. Okay Dad. though hesitation. Haha. Dropping it out. The following day i went to see my doctor again and told me that i'm so hard headed. Haha. Okay, i learned to submit at my doctor and i feel like in everything that she's saying got authority, and my mind is at peace. So blessed to have her as my doctor. :)

1st treatment failed maybe because there's a doubt in me. Pain tortured me the following day, can't concentrate at work and in everything that i do. I call out my doctor complaining every pain that i'm feeling, i was literally in tears and just can't ease the pain. Before the day i went back to my doctor two persons prayed for me. A God stranger, (Ivan, stranger of God. Blessing in disguise) and Darby prayed for myhealing and declaring i will be healed. The following day after the treatment, i can feel pain still but a light one. The next morning no pain at all but i can't eat for a week. God is so good relieving all the pain. And after the next 2weeks which is today i went back for another treatment feeling no pain at all. My doctor was so happy about it and so do I. And funny how it seems she was declaring the next treatment it will be great. So blessed. Yiih. Thank you Lord. :)

REVELATIONS:
1st Treatment:
1. God will sustain you always. Financial Breakthrough! :)
2. Learn to obey.
3. Power of Authority.
4. Peace of mind.
5. Family Relationship Matters.
6. Trust.

2nd Treatment
1. God is with you always.
2. God is a Healer!
3. God is the light of the world. He will guide you through. Follow Him. =)
4. Relax, i'm in control.

Wee. First time to be excited about it. Haha. Really i'm not into taking medicines or obeying doctor but then that doctor made it a change, oops she's just an instrument. It's God who change me. Small things, big things. Thank you Lord!:)

APPRECIATION :)

December 3, 2011. A usual work day for me, saturday. I envy those who got no work for this day. But God is so good. I feel appreciated with my workmates. :) It was 1month and a day at work since the day i've been hired at the company. Saturday is a stress free day, no pressures, no deadline of reports, etc. It was our break time when our HR approach me and told me so that she's so happy that she met me and got the chance to work with me. I was like amaze with the situation, saying at the back of my mine, what did i do to make her say those words? Then i remembered that God is so faithful. God moves in mysterious ways, things that we cannot see. :)

I dropped out all the negative thoughts about my work, the workplace, workmates, the situation and everything. i entrust God and just go with the flow and just enjoy every good and bad moments at work. Everything is at God's hand. I have to worry no more, why should i? I have my God, and He got me. :)

"Thank you Lord."

The words that i always uttered and ways to end in everything -- i give thanks to God. God taught me how to say thank you small things or big things. So happy. :)

THANK YOU LORD FOR THE APPRECIATION, REALLY IT'S YOU WHOM THEY SEEN IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU DADDY. I LOVE YOU. :)