II. Stand Up -- Move Forward!

"For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts." -Isaiah 55:9

"LET GO AND LET GOD." Most often heard but only few can make a stand to stand out for those words.

Okay, so let me tell you this if you're struggling and find it hard to let go. Just make it easy. Make it slow. It would hurt you but as time pass by it would heal you. If you're holding unto something that continue to hurt you it would end up your heart bleeding, right? Then sometimes you would say, I love him/her no matter what happens. Common! Wake up! It's not love then, it's self pity. Reality bites it's not easy to let go of a person you loved before but hey would you love to live in everyday of your lives like being so crazy with that so called love for him/her? Face reality, you have to let it go. It would hurt you but not the same as the hurt that you would feel if you would hold unto your feelings. God wanted you to be heal, so why hold on to him/her? It's just that you have to HOLD ON TO GOD. Why? Because God ways and thoughts are higher than any other human minds. He can turn the situation on the things you don't expect to. He can move your life and be at your happiest. Do you trust Him? Would you let go?

It's your choice. It's not only about relationship, it can be with your situation right now. You might be praying for something but still unanswered prayers. Why? Because you're trying to hold on to something that God wanted you to give up. How can He move your life or give what you deserve if you won't entrust everything to Him. Follow God and you'll never get wrong. He would surprise You more and more each day if you would learn to let go of the things that make you bleed. Again, there is no risk at all. It's healing. Healing that made you stand up on your own not holding unto your burdens and struggles. MOVE FORWARD TOGETHER WITH GOD! Allow Him to work in your life more than you could ever imagine. Grab that promise, He wouldn't fail you. Firm Faith! Trust Jesus, Trust God.

"Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you." -1 Peter5:7

Dear Dad, today i surrendered every part of my life. I would entrust everything to you. I may not know what lies for me ahead but then i believe that Your ways and thoughts are higher than mine. Help me to work out my life and say no to temptation that may lead me back to my past. May i learn to live in the now and never worry for my future. Give me courage to surpass all the struggles, hold me tight and never let go. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

I. BREAKTHROUGH

‘Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.’-Jeremiah 33:3

It's the first day again of my 40th day. Actually this is the beginning period of God's breakthrough but then Darby told me to continue to 40th day. And here we go... :)

First day and i believe God release financial breakthrough on this day, God is on the move! Lot of my friends told me about the financial blessings they received, me either God never fail to shower His blessing on my life. Unexpectedly one of my closest Accounting staff in my work before texted me about my back pay and really i jump for joy! Haha. Not to mention the amount but i'm blessed. Whoa! Hopefully i can get it soon, ok motivated to wait patiently. ^^

Isn't God is a God of surprises? Like in the verse Jeremiah 33:3, all He wanted for us is to talk to Him. And boom! His promises and revelation for you would be a blast! I tell you, I'm a living testimony of His greatness. He change my life, therefore He could change yours too if you just allow Him to work in Your life. There is no risk. Talk to Him and surrender your life. Close your eyes and open up your heart. GOD IS WAITING. ^^

(Let's pray)
Dear God, thank you for the blessings you continue to shower in my life. Thank you for the breakthrough. Thank you for your grace, mercy and love. Dad i pray to that many people would allow You to work in their lives and to meet you as their Savior, Father, Best Friend, King and many more that they never thought they could have that relationship to you. May you open up their hearts so that they can see how marvelous You are. Thank you for the breakthrough. Continue to move into my life Daddy. I love you the most. In Jesus name i pray, Amen. :)

Preparation and Beginning :)

For 40 days God had been preparing me for something big yet i don't know what it is. :)

July 23, 2011 (40th day)
What happen on this day that God made me prepared for?
*Launching of 3 gigs at HLCC
*Got an exam and interview in a company (passed!GRACE!)
*Invited a close friend to attend the church and first time she say yes!
*Restoration of our friendship (blest,darby&i)

Whoa! With this truly I'm amazed, i stand in awe of our God. Who would have known that everything would happened on the 40th day that God told me. God is so great! I almost cried seeing one of my closest friend surrendering to God and having a total change of heart. All glory to God! And this day i got a new book too. Wee! Thanks Darby. Got a medication from Darby and Kuya Ron. Thanks for the medicine too. And haven't really had a lunch due to the long hours of exams and waiting for the interview in Makati. Thanks Blest for the foods. And special thanks to our Great God who plan all this wonderful things. Truly you've been faithful to your promises! :)

A photo with Darby, Blest and Kuya Ron at Mcdo, after the 3rd gig. :)

July 24,2011(Beginning)
I together with Ate Glyze, Kuya Ron, Blest and Darby attended the Healing Mass. And whoa! Tears fell continuously as i started receiving the healing. I prayed for myself because for two days i don't feel well starting last Friday til i went to Makati (i felt quite nervous going to Makati for i might collapse due to my condition,for i went there alone.Praise God i'm holding Him-Habakkuk3:19). I felt head aching, my stomach aches, i wanna vomit and heartburn really sucks. I prayed for my Mama too for her asthma to be cured, my cousin, my Lola and the rest of the family. I prayed for healing sincerely in many aspects that i end up in tears. And believed, we are healed at the moment we start receiving it from God. HEALED! :)

Got the chance to hear the testimony from Rica Peralejo entitled CHANGED. The changes in her life from the day she received God salvation in her life. Powerful! Truly our God is in move. And the second time around i was in tears. Haha. I can really cry all the happiness i can feel to our Great God! I AM RESTORED. :)

Captured moments in HLCC after the 3rd service. (L-R: Ate Glyze, Kuya Ron, Darby, Ate Rachel, and Carizza(that's me Ü). Obliviate! LOL :D

*****Thanking our great King for making us reunited again through Him. We are all restored and healed. Truly NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE THROUGH HIM AND HE IS ALL WE NEED. Thank you Daddy! Ü

"Because of this decision we don't evaluate people by what they have or how they look. We looked at the Messiah that way once and got it all wrong, as you know. We certainly don't look at him that way anymore. Now we look inside, and what we see is that anyone united with the Messiah gets a fresh start, is created new. The old life is gone; a new life burgeons! Look at it! All this comes from the God who settled the relationship between us and him, and then called us to settle our relationships with each other. God put the world square with himself through the Messiah, giving the world a fresh start by offering forgiveness of sins. God has given us the task of telling everyone what he is doing. We're Christ's representatives. God uses us to persuade men and women to drop their differences and enter into God's work of making things right between them. We're speaking for Christ himself now: Become friends with God; he's already a friend with you."
-2Corinthians5:16-20 (THE MSG)

BROKEN

I was thinking of what am I suppose to blog. I have sleepless nights. I didn't sleep at home, i didn't have my devotions this morning. I'm in the point of i really wanna blog but i just can't,. i dunno what am i suppose to write. I wanna cry. Cry. cry. My heart is broken. (not broken in the state of being in love with someone, i'm broken by means of God.) But when i start praying, He breaks me.

As i wake up this morning, saying what will i do today? I wanna work. I start to question God, you've promised me you'll never leave me behind. Yet why can't i have my work again?I'm in this room, listening songs of praise. Telling myself, don't quit, don't doubt, TRUST HIM!

Really it's hard to put your trust on something unseen, yet it's amazing at the end of the day surely i'll find myself coming back to God. This month isn't that over. It may be hard to understand His ways but surely He wanted me to learn something. He wanted me to trust Him, whole-heartedly!

At times no one is there for me, God is always by my side
At times no one listens to me, He's there quietly listening
At times I'm weak, His joy gives me strength
At times I wanna quit, His there telling me to finish the race
At times when i'm struggling, He's there saying fight the good fight of faith
At times when i'm praying for something, He's there telling me to endure patiently
At times like this, His telling me TRUST ME.

See God? His so great. He doesn't complains in spite of our human nature that sometimes we lose our trust in Him, yet He always give us strength. Why won't i be broken? He give me reasons to stand all this struggles that i'm facing through. He gives me confident, to push through. The enemy may knock me down but through God, I would bravely stand out though it may cause pain in my heart. Who am i to give up? Someone's up there cheering me up so why should i? I'm gonna trust His ways, God's will, Gods plan in my life - to prosper me and not to give me harm. It's gonna be all right! :)

(My ever first life verse in my Christian walk.)
"Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done." -Phil.4:6(NLT)

"Don't fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life."
-Phil. 4:6-7 (The Message)

AS I COME INTO YOUR PRESENCE YOU NEVER FAIL ME TO EMBRACE ME WITH YOUR LOVE, ALL I CAN SEE IS THE FULNESS OF YOUR GRACE. YOU ARE AWESOME. YOU ARE WORTHY OF ALL PRAISE! THANK YOU DAD. NOTHING MORE CAN I ASK FOR THAN YOU, MY GOD. I LOVE YOU. :)

Motivation

Have you ever ask yourself what or who motivates you most to continue your journey in life?

Before i live by: "let's go on the flow.come what may."

But after i received Jesus Christ in my life i am changed. Everyday i am changing by God's grace. And now i'm living with: "Not on my own will but with God's will."

What motivates me most in my Christian walk?

It's no one, neither myself, because if only i would cling in my own understanding i'm not where i am today. Maybe i quit fighting for that good fight of true faith, you may not even see me or hear me sharing Christ unto others. Yet by His grace He sustain me.

I am motivated by God. Why? Because I entrusted my life unto Him that whatever might happens I know He'll always be there for me until the end of the race.

I can pursue my Christian walk with the love of God and really i appreciate people who are part of my journey they give flavors in my life. I may stumble and fall at times but God give me strength always. Facing struggle is not that easy, it test your faith. God knows how many times i tried to quit in my journey yet with His grace still i'm standing still. He grabs me, hold me tightly and never wanna let go of me. Inspite of all my downfall, His mercy remains. He never sees wrong in me, instead He delights in me.

Isn't that a privilege being a children of God?

Yes it is! Indeed! If you would only cling unto God and not on humans you can always stand whenever you fall, whatever circumstances you might be facing still you'll be able to stand up for God. Because everything you do is all for Him. And if i would do this because of a person i won't last for long, i may be weaken most of the time. But if will goes up to Him, clinging on God alone you don't have to be afraid. At the end it will be just you and Him. :)

"Come close to God, and God will come close to you. Wash your hands, you sinners; purify your hearts, for your loyalty is divided between God and the world." -James4:8(NLT)

(Let's pray.)

**Lord, it is a privilege for me to bring back all the glory to you. I am not even worth it of anything but still you never leave me behind. I don't even deserve your love but Your unfailing love embraced me most when I'm at my weakest. May i found more of You in my life, may i rely more on You in everyday of my life. I'm surrendered. Thank you for your grace, thank you for the love. Lead me where You wanted me to be. Draw me close to You. In Jesus name i pray, Amen. :)

Favorable Day! :)

July 18,2011 -- Process my SSS I.D., visit a friend, bonding with GG(watched HP7).

Everything happens for a reason and there's no accident.

I went to SSS early and finished all the stuffs that i had to. Been there so early, it's a must for the customers to joined the flag seremony of the company (i don't know about that.) After 5 years, it's the first time again i sang Lupang Hinirang, recite the Panatang Makabayan and guess what there is a SSS hymn, i didn't sing that coz i don't know the lyrics. Haha. After that i was so favored that the guy let me to be first in line that's why i finished so early. Praise God! ;)

Next destination, i visited Kyzza because I was thinking that Gg would woke up after lunch. Haha. But guess what, he woke up early and i was amazed that he was en route to kyzza's house also. Whoa! Favored. I don't have to wait for him no more. :)


A picture of me(in the bed-doing nothing.haha), Gg(John Michael Liwanag-fixing the pc of SA) and SA(the one taking the picture-Kyzza Castilla.)

En route to angeles, and we're about to seperate ways with Kyzza yet we don't have plans what Gg and I would suppose to do. He decided to watch movie, and he treat me (favored again! haha) We watched Harry Potter 7, we're not fanatic - we've got no choice. Haha. And it was first time at the cinema that we're eating fruits and drinking H20! Whoa! Healthy living. :)

Rewind. While we are in the jeepney, Gg and i we're sharing. And he shared to me the 5F's.
Fresh Air, Fitness, Food, Fruits, and lastly Faith! :) And he knows that i always get sick, that he reminds me to deal with my health and put attention to it, because our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. We must really take good care of it. :)

Watching HP7 got rhemas after the movie, and i cried while watching it. It was on the part that Harry said "I am ready to die." Harry plays like Jesus Christ in the movie, like what Jesus did for all of us. He died on the cross. And while watching the movie, this word keeps repeating on my head. "GANITO KITA KAMAHAL." ( Jesus is on the cross and his arms stretched saying -- THIS IS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. ) I was so speechless then and my eyes were in tears.

And the part that Harry's mom said that, "I never leave you, we're always here." It's our God saying that, "He never abandon us, since the day that we're born He's always there for us yet sometimes we were to hard headed that we tend to go on the wrong path. But God never leave us, and though thousand times we failed still His mercy remains. Awesome God! Grace! Unfailing love! :)

My day was filled with God's love, wherever I am He's been there talking to me in different ways. Just always open your heart and listen on what God says for you each day. :)

You are Healed!

It was a tiring day. For three consecutive days i don't have a nice sleep, i feel so weak. I had a fever but i really don't mind it. Yesterday my heartburn attacks and really i wanna ignore it, i didn't had enough rest, i can't sleep at all. I didn't get the chance to blog coz i'm physically weak. Praise God, now i'm quite all right.

Anyways, Sunday. Family day. I go to church with my little brother. Respect. Why? No matter where you are you should respect that beliefs and the way they bring praise to God. I was quiet all the time, just talking to God.

I had bonding with both family sides -- our relatives n Father side in the morning and Mother side from afternoon til the evening. Obviously my day was so tiring. Haha. But then i'm happy.

I bonded with my little cousin especially with my cousin who can't talk at all, i found myself just talking and making stories to him and i was filled with joy whenever he smiles, my heart was broken and really i prayed for him.

Got a moment of teaching my little cousin too with her school works, my brain was totally damaged. LOL. And after that i take a nap.

Continue my kgb training and i was left alone in my auntie's house and before i left the house i take the chance of being alone to have my quiet time with Dad. Refresh! :)

Had dinner with mother side. And before we go home we went to church. I see that so called FAITH. Faith that whatever they ask in the moment of silence in the church and they would be healed. Faith in believing that prayers do work. Faith that each person possess deep within them. Faith that only on their they can work out with it. It's their faith that made them healed. And faith that make them believe that there can be miracles. Seeing that eyes of faith in them, made me more wanna talk and pray to Dad. While i was staring at the people beside me, i just start praying and praying for them. That so called Faith, healed me this day. :)

"Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see." -HEBREWS11:1

ME LOVE

Hi Perfect Love! Saturday, July 16,2011 i was filled with God's love.

Love is overflowing within, unexpectedly God gave me the privilege to share and pray for the youth. All over the place i can see God's grace, sharing time and one on one with Glyze before i listen to the word. But so sad that i didn't make it with our Life Group, i attended the second gig.

The gig was a blast, filled with joy. From the start til the end of the word i caught myself laughing all over again. Reality bites that as i was growing old i'm looking forward for that Perfect Love -- The Marriage. Kuya Ru mentioned at the gig, "SAVE THE FIRST FOR THE LAST." I was healed at that moment, and praying that God would give my Perfect Love at the moment that my heart is ready to love. And we all know that it will come at God's perfect timing. Patiently Endure! :)

Funny how sometimes i dream of a guy that would just held my hand and take me for a dance, sweet dance though there is no music at all. Maybe tears would fall if someone would do that for me. Weirdo me. ^^

And that's it. It's been a great day. No worries, no struggles, i was filled with God's love that made me strong at the moment the enemy wanted to steal my joy within me. Thank you for the love Daddy God, i know it's You who protect me from that moment and told me so:

"Such love has no fear, because perfect love expels all fear. If we are afraid, it is for fear of punishment, and this shows that we have not fully experienced his perfect love." -1JOHN4:18(NLT)

If you wanted that Perfect Love to come your way pray for it, sincerely from the heart and mostly you must:

"Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you your heart’s desires." -PSALM37:4(NLT)

**You only have to obey God's will -- no more, no less. TRUST HIM! :)

Power To Say NO!

There are many instances in life that saying "NO" makes you hard to deal with. In my case nowadays I encountered lot of struggles - physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually.


Yes i do have the capacity to say NO yet it was really hard to figure it out if it's the right thing to do. There's a job opportunity right there for me yet i say NO. It's really hard to ignore it but knowing that God intended it for good make me say NO to it. Okay Dad, let you handle it. It was halfway of the month that i've been declaring before this month ends i'll be having a job. Yet how can i have a job if i always say NO to it? Let me tell you, I only trust God that's why i'm brave enough in saying NO. And can i ask you, did you ever say NO to a good opportunity because of your trust in God? Might as well if you take courage to obeying His will and not your human will. I tell you if you keep praying for what your answers might be to God and you listen wholeheartedly before taking a decision then you should be happy to know that GOD DELIGHTS IN YOU! :)

Another thing, out of the blue i found myself struggling to a guy. I often question Dad why should I struggle with this guy, You're love is enough to finish the race. I say NO to struggle. I admit it's hard to say NO to temptations but breaking God's heart is much hard to do. Surely i say NO to it. God knows my heart and it's ways and i know it's one of the challenge that i need to conquer, it's all in the mind. And right now I praise God for holding me so tight that He knows i'm surrendered, He cast my enemy away. All glory to God! All of us have the ability to say NO and let go of that heart desires that doesn't please the Lord cause at the end of the line if you will fulfill your covenant unto Him,and if YOU DELIGHT IN THE LORD, SURELY HE WILL GIVE YOUR HEART DESIRES. Everything is worth a wait, Patience Endurance! :)

Are you facing struggle right now? Do you have the power to say NO? If you’ve accepted Jesus Christ into your life, you can say ‘no’!
Romans 8:9 (NLT)says,

“You are not controlled by your sinful nature. You are now controlled by the Spirit if you have the Spirit of God living in you. Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ living in them does not belong to Christ.”

PRAYER. :)

If you're praying for something and God answered it you'll might jump for joy, right? :)

It's one of the proof that God is faithful he is gracious God. And amidst of my situation right now, all i can feel is His grace. I have no rooms for negatives vibes, all i can see His greatness, His Grace. And if Grace is an ocean, all of us we're sinking. :)

And mind you bloggers, if you get the chance to see this post if you have your prayer request you can email me. I'll be glad praying for you, I may not know you but I open my heart for you to see the Greatness of our God in your life.

YAHOOMAIL: carizzaramirez@yahoo.com

FACEBOOK: search Carizza Ramirez :)

Have a great day. May you have that firm faith in God and pray not only for your own, pray for others too. God bless your heart! :)

A not so me.

I was called in one of the company and be having my interview in Friday(July 15,2011)8 in the morning at Ayala, yet i'm not that excited. Dunno if i would go.

Should i? =(

God's Grace :)

"IN THE MOMENT OF MY WEAKNESS, YOU GIVE ME GRACE TO DO YOUR WILL."

A line in one of my favorite Christian song entitled NONE BUT JESUS.

Today is 13th of the month, and monthly i don't forget to celebrate the day i signed my manifesto. Every now and then i fall down, i struggle yet with the Grace of our God still He wants me to finish what i've been started. Isn't He so sweet? Beyond my unworthiness still He prove to me that each day and every moment I fall He'll be there to help me out - to stand out and finish the race.

Many times i feel being unloved in a sense of i wanna be with a guy, but then His unfailing love make my love tank full and longs for no one else but HIM. I'm only a human who needs a caress from a guy. But then thinking and believing that at the end of the race all would be worth it, and the thought that i'm drawing closer to Him is such a great reward for all the patience. Still at the end of the day, I will call upon our God and will wait for His right time. He keep His promises and i know it would be more life changing knowing that you follow His will. :)

"Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that He has promised." -Hebrews10:36(NLT)

**Thank you Father for telling me that i'm worth of Your love, everything is worth the wait. I may be weak at times but then Your grace made me do Your will. The more i face every struggle the more i become a stronger person and made me more into You. Thank you for not letting go of me. Guide me throughout my journey, and right now i boldly confess that there is no one else for me but YOU. Only you, total surrendered. My goal is GOD Himself, drawing closer to You. Thank you for God's Grace. Love you Daddy. Bless my heart and do protect it. :)

It ends up with Rhemas' ^^

I was about to sleep but then i'm being an insomniac again, i can't sleep at all. I've been struggling with my sleeping hours nowadays, i hate it. Really i do. Geesh! What am i suppose to do? Yeah. A lot of things can meant to be worth my time. But tonight i was overwhelmed with the these episode in the television, i'm not a die hard fan of Koreans movies or what so ever but i used to watch this lately -- btw i don't really watch the television but i had fun watching this, really had rhemas or some sorts of revelation that i tend to watch this. Haha. Aside from reading different books, movie marathon, reading the bible, and with my prayer life this episode on the television makes me wanna say that i can learned a lot of things by merely watching those episodes.

**THE BIGGEST LOSER**

A kapamilya reality show wherein the title speaks for itself. Contestants aiming to lose weight, not only to win but to do it for their own selves. Each of them had really a motivation for them to surpass every challenges that they face through. While i'm watching it a while ago, what strucks me most are these words.

"BE ON GUARD." - We must always be on guard of our own self we may not know when will the enemy will attack us, absolutely on our weakest point but surely the enemy can't attack you if your truly on guard, we may face different circumstances in life, may be on weakest point like when will i have my job again? And some other instances that really makes you weak but at the end of the day God will take away your burdens and surely you'll say "When i'm weak, You (GOD) are my strength. And Your (GOD) joy will always be my strength."

"NEVER WORRY, DON'T DOUBT" - It's really hard t put your trust to the one You haven't seen at all, right? But having that so called faith, and that firm trust in Him can bring you back to the race and to say i won't quit coz i know i have a big God and He has a greater plan on me, why should i doubt? There is no room for such doubt in my life, for i have my God. Telling Him, "When I'm afraid, i'm not weak, I only have to trust you."

"KEEP GOING, FINISH THE RACE." - We face many areas in our life that mold us into a new being, ups and downs in life. Yet with all these challenges, in my weakness or happiness whatever might it be. I would stand still and finish the race having my stronghold with our God. For i believe with the Grace of our God, He will be delighted in me knowing that i finish the race with His own will but in His will. :)

**SECRET GARDEN**
A Korean drama wherein the protagonist of the movie end up loving each other deeply that the guy even sacrifice his own life for the one he truly loves. I won't tell everything about the movie, just watch it. Haha. :)

Love is a sacrifice. Like what God has done, He even sacrifice His only begotten son in order to save us from the sins of the world. We're not even worth it of that sacrifice, yet His unfailing love for us endures. He risk everything for us in order to live freely in this world. Can't we prove at once or from this day onward that we're worth it of that risk and within that risk upon accepting God in our life, we would also carry the cross of life. Isn't it a risk? Yes it is. Would you sacrifice your own life with the one you love? If you would ask me that, I would say YES. :)


**PURE LOVE**
I dunno if it's a Korean drama, (haha.just what i told you i'm not a fanatic i only watch.haha) but the episodes would be searching for that pure love in order for the lady to be brought into her life again. Just watch it. Haha. :)

Anyways, the thought here is that we're living in this world and we don't really know who really love has. Who is that or who are the one loves you most? Well me, i can't even answer that. I dunno, but one thing is certain GOD loves me so much and so do you dear bloggers. Mind you, you can't love people who are not related by blood that easily right? But try to think of God's unfailing love for us maybe then you'll start loving someone else, showing God's love to him/her. It might be difficult but it's a challenge for us to show to the world how you can love someone else purely. Decide now to show your love, it's a risk. You can surely be hurt but taking a risk is worth it all before knowing that it's too late loving someone else. For now i'll be dealing with -- Alang samut, puru lugud ibat keng Ginu. Why? Because as we all know i'm bound to fulfill my commitment - My Manifesto. To fulfill God's perfect design for me requires my total surrender - complete abandonment of myself to Him. :)



***And that's it. After many days of not blogging here's my entry. May i be a blessing to you bloggers. Just keep your faith burning. GOD IS GREAT! GOD IS AWESOME! Lalalalabs Daddy God. :)

TAKE A LITTLE HEART :)

All right. Let's fix this one. Haha. :)

My day was filled with changes. I woke up 2 in the morning and started my devotion, really i wanna start everything with a prayer - having talk to God. I admit first i hesitate to go on Ayala but upon my devo God told me:

“Be strong and courageous, and do the work. Don’t be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord God, my God, is with you. He will not fail you or forsake you." -1 Chronicles 28:20

Then i gained strength to push through and said to Him "Okay Dad i will go, -- For when I'm afraid, I trust in YOU."

I went to Ayala not only for fun but to accompany one of my friend, honestly i don't have all the finances right but still I trust only in Him to provide everything I needed, I'm not there to find a work but i'm there for a friend. Sudden change of heart. And at Ayala i waited for her for three hours, and for that three hours i read my notes and open up my bible, i don't mind passers by and on that company Dad only revealed that "many are chosen but few are called." And yeah it's right, in a corporate world it's a battle of being tough until the end. And what i really enjoy at that moment in endurance -- God is training me to wait patiently. :)

After Ayala we went to different malls (Greenbelt, Glorietta, Trinoma, SM North Edsa). I enjoyed and give myself a treat, i bought a cap. Wee. Finances. Haha. I prayed for it. We encounter a lot of people, in MRT people raises voice to another, i can't take it that some people doesn't even have that perseverance. We're riding on MRT and common there wer many passengers every now and then so we can't avoid that crowd. I appreciate to a man who lend me his sit but i refuse to sit though i find it hard standing on that crowd, i value more the person who needs to sit first before I. I learned to hold firmly, have a grasp of faith tightly while we're at the MRT and a billboard I catches my attention says. "TALK TO ME. -GOD" :)

And wayback to Pampanga, I have to meet John to get my corporate clothes. We met at SM Clark and i barely lost my patience not because of him but because of the situation. I don't know what to say or do, I'm not that type of person who can easily catch up with it. Instead of talking and talking i just kept quiet too and kept praying. For about half an hour we didn't talked to each other, it's not my fault neither him. He asked me to go home and i said he go first but then Daddy God told me, "DON'T HARDEN YOUR HEART." And suddenly i asked him if we could just have an ice cream and i'm praying that joy would break out of nowhere, and it's the first time i didn't walked out and tears didn't even fall. Changes. I said sorry to him for being so quiet and really just wanna hug him tight but i just can't we're in public place, somehow at that time i felt so sad that i noticed every now and then his like that or carrying a burden i just can't make him happy, though i can't make him happy i know God will so i just pray that he'll be happy. Really don't wanna see him that way. :)

A friend even message me that like we're a couple just wearing couple shirt and too sweet. I just laugh at it cause at that moment maybe she see God's working on us or perhaps she see the love of God. We're not even talking to each other then but Praise God all they can see is love, all i can say is that God is there with us at that moment. Thank you Daddy for not letting our day just come to a unhappy ending, You still manage to work out on it. :)

And this photo is taken at Mcdo, he treat me a dinner. Thanks for the dinner. Hug! A picture with me and him plus Raleigh.

**I thank you for this great day Daddy, a total change of heart. It's you who does changes in my life. Really i know and i believe you're in control of me. I don't have to worry about anything else for i entrust no one else but YOU. I LOVE GOD. :)

GET UP! :)

I'm watching a movie right now, entitled (Outsourced), and it's about culture difference and how can stand up and make a difference in a situation. Actually i haven't finish yet watching yet God is talking to me and i don't wanna miss a thing to share about it.

And i'm telling you right now that God told me:
"GET UP! Believe!"

Whoa! Very powerful! I just can't find reasons to be unhappy while i'm unemployed yet God's way of sharing revelations in every day that i encounter made me feel that i'm really love by Him. I may not be employed right now but i BELIEVE (wink.haha.what did God said to me a while ago?BELIEVE.) that God has a greater plan for me a big promotion that i may not be qualified too but with God's grace i can have a great job next to me. And whoa! By means of that word which Dad told me i encourage three person today(i based on their replies.haha. one having a health problem i'm not that good in nursing but i find effort to make his feeling more light and Praise God he's ok now. second, one giving up almost giving up but then i message that GET UP and whoa she says i'm just on the right time when she's about to give up and out the blue she received that message and she's encourage. Yey! And lastly it was an aswered prayer for that lady for her prayers).Whoa! Truly God moves us! So happy that through message i can enlighten and make other people that they are truly love by God. So hey you blogger, what God told you today? Mind sharing it. Yes you can and surely you'll be a blessing to them! So what are you waiting for? GET UP AND SHARE GOD'S GOODNESS IN YOUR LIFE! :)

And i wanna share that we are celebrating our monthsary today with my friends, we usually called each other "gurlprens" they are my college friends til now. So blessed to have them in my life, they've been a blessing to me and i want you to meet them.

This photo was taken on our last day as a student during our college day, wearing our class t-shirt. I really miss them. :)

While this photo was taken in Subic, we can't be there with our own. Haha. We're accompanied with partners, each one bring one. Praying for a beach outing for our Anniversary. I'm excited. i will pray for it. Whoa! :)

And lastly this photo, seems saying that we are all unique. And God made us in His own image and likeness. Thank you for making us different with each other Dad, You add flavors and spices n our friendship. :))

Let's celebrate friendship! Let's celebrate God's love! I will sing forever of your love my Lord. :)

VIDEO SHARING :)

As i've promised here's the video blogging. Haha. But mind you, i'm not that good so don't expect much. Haha. I'm just starting, practicing to share. I'm a camera shy, haha. I'm not really into it, but slowly and surely i know i would have the heart and say no no shyness. Haha. :)

singing.
"YOU ARE GREAT, YOU ARE GREAT. AND YOUR LOVE ENDURES FOREVER."

I dunno if you would understand it, the words that i uttered weren't that so audible. Sorry. I'll practice more and more. Haha. So i can share. May you be bless! :)

**My day is not yet finished so i'll update again tonight. Have a great day! ^^

PRAY :D

MY DAY?

Learning to say NO.
Battling in prayers.
Joy Breaks with family, relatives.

And. God is great.

**bitin? haha. sorry. i'll elaborate it next time around. someone will have to use the computer. sorry guys. =(

But i'll end up with my lifeverse for today.

I always thank my God when I pray for you, Philemon, because I keep hearing about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all of God’s people. (Philemon1:4-5)

Promise i would edit this one tomorrow and i'm planning to do a video blogging. haha. excited. And i'm praying for something -- i'll share it tomorrow. :)

Sorry if i wasn't able to blog for today.
I don't feel well.
I don't wanna be discourage.
A great day can't be ruin with this.
I hate myself for being a coward.

Goodnight Bloggers.
Tomorrow i'll be sharing from the heart.
Sorry for now.

"YOU ARE GREAT. YOU ARE GREAT. -- GOD ALONE."