Saturday, September 25, 2010

To God be the Glory! :)

It's the last day of gig at Greenfields, Sindalan (sept.25,2010). Really God made this day so great. Remembering from the moment i step in that place, broken hearted and meeting a LifeGroup leader, it was last year Nov. then. Truly God is so close with the broken hearted, a testimony from me. I'm amazed with His own ways that when i started surrendering everything to Him,I signed the Manifesto a day before Valentine's day, whoa! I really cried then. Many memoirs that i spent their, different people that touch my life, though i have my limitations going to church yet our God was so great that on the last day of the gig i've been there. It's my faith and trust unto Him that made me present on that very last gig at Greenfields, and it was memorable that Dad gave me this 5 new souls unexpectedly, it's all because of His Grace! Praise God, for He never fails to made you feel that you're loved every now and then. I'm thankful that i have them whom i've been praying for a long time ago, truly God gave the desires of heart. I'm loving more and more the idea of falling in love with Daddy God - His own ways moving my life, i won't take control of my life, i will let His ways be done. :)


***DON'T STOP.NEVER STOP.--PRAYING FOR YOUR HEART'S DESIRE!***

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

EGR

it's my first time to this at home. a tiring day for me after the laundry then while checking on my fb account it made me listen to this song - Deeper by Planetshakers. Tears started to fall. I off the pc and go to my room. Read a certain passage in the bible and reflect. In mood for worship, almost an hour and a half. Whoa! It feels so great, like what Dad said from now on you can worship me anytime and anywhere. Encountering Him once again made my day so complete. It's a good thing i didn't go at H.A.U. instead i take the opportunity to have a rest and had my quiet time with Dad. And guess what after EGR, i just fell asleep. Haha. I didn't even know i fallen asleep, i'm home alone then. Just woke up this dinner time. I bet i won't sleep this early for today. :)

Thanks Dad. Putting you first in my life made my life worth living for! ILOVEYOU :)

***GRACE.GRACE.GRACE***

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

JOY ^^

Good Morning bloggers! :) Just woke up and writing this blogpost put smile on my face. Why? Simple. By means of people who never fails to remember me, their Personal Message. I find them thoughtful. And to those who look forward and appreciate my advices, thanks Dad! I'm happy that i can made them smile too. :D

Yesterday?
It was a tough day, though tiring but being at school with my anaks relieve my stress and this not feeling that make me sick. I loved being hug and kissed with my anak, especially this 4 kids who were so close to me, i really find them sweet -ina,ems,anjo,dwaine, with their hugs and kisses it made me feel well. We tend to play with the org. too while waiting for their opening number, nanay-tatay, langit-lupa, and the likes. haha. Where like little kids, we run and run thinking nothing but to enjoy. Wow! How i'd wish i can spent more times having bonding with them and making them feel loved inspite of our busy schedules. Thanking Dj too who accompany me, singing songs together. Haha. Whatta trip and the likes, we're like little kids whenever were together, endless laughters. And finally this guy who put smile on my face, haha. I dunno but by just merely seeing him, he always made me smile though doing nothing. BLESS OUR HEARTS DAD! :)

Thank you Daddy for giving me the opportunity to have them in my life. Love you!^^

***No work for today but i gotta do the laundry. God bless your day my dear readers! ^^

***NEHEMIAH8:10***

Monday, September 20, 2010

sorry

no entry for today my dear readers, cause by this unusual feeling-sick. maybe tomorrow i can write again.


>nowhere to run =/

Sunday, September 19, 2010

114 closer to 144 :D

why 114 to 144? well maybe it's not an accident that before i post this blog i saw that i had already 114 post and this one to make it 115. yet the rhema for me 0f 114 is that Daddy God wants me to be more into Him and He wanted to remind me to keep praying for my 144. not to stop inspite of busy schedules, hindrances. :)

Whoa! I can say this day was so great! It happened for a reason, EGR mode. Sorry Dad i control my feelings, i didn't give my best. While praying then, i really wanna shout and burst all my tears, but i just can't i find it hard breathing that's why i wanna say sorry Dad. I know i can give more yet i didn't do it. But i'm thankful Dad, that once again i know you're glad because you can see your kids -- how we really wanna seek for your face, for you Oh God.

Once you've said to me: "For you O God tested in fire, refine us like silver to a place called abundance." Yes Dad we may encounter different trials but nothing can stop us from seeking you. We may be weak at times but You are the source of our strength. We know that in God's time that abundance you're saying, your grace will pour out and be a blessing more and more in our life. Thanks Dad for that encounter,i was blessed so much. :)

And how's my heart? Hmm.. I guess I'm not really struggling though i know how i missed having a boyfriend and sometimes i can't help not to care for him yet the promise of Dad for me when i finished the race is much more rewarding. I know in my heart that I love him and I'm not afraid to surrender him over and over again because at the end if it's God's will then it will be. 1John4:18 :)

And Praise Report i saw my anak-anakan and betcha guys, whatta a great feeling that from afar seeing me they run towards me then they hugged and kissed me. I was really overwhelmed, it's a surprise for them. Haha. They don't know that i'm coming. I really miss them, and honestly sometimes i felt sad that spiritually they were not really into it yet i kept praying for them. Dad reveals to me that -- "When everything else fails -- i must LOOK UP because best things are ahead! :)"

And another thing, i was overwhelmed with my LG kapatid -- aizen. When she was encountering trials, she always look forward on telling it to me. I wasn't alert that she always acknowledge my advices, i was really overwhelmed. Haha. And she said she was praying for anointing from me. I was surprise, she said that she's waiting for me to shout while were praying she's waiting that she knows anytime i would shout. Now i know that though i can commit on a ministry at church still i can do things that can glorify Dad. Wee from now on i'll keep her updated, plus Kylie and Phredo. Thank you for their souls Dad, that they appreciate me,my advices that comes from you. All glory are yours Dad! :)

So that's it Dad, was it too long? Haha.. Thank you for your endless GRACE Dad! :) i'll pray that my anaks will be more excited to encounter you as how i am excited to be with you. Love you Dad, Oops i'll have this interview tomorrow Dad, Bless me. :)

***LET YOUR WILL BE DONE--Exodus14:14***

Friday, September 17, 2010

HOLDING ON

Whoa! Dad was so great though i'm feeling unusual He reminds me of what He had said to me a week ago.
"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear . . ."

Yeah right! It's my fear that scares me a lot. Then i realize at this moment that why should i fear if I know God is with me? Dad really knows how to put smile, to strengthen you when you feel so weak. He never fails to say, "I love you very very very very very very very much. My love for you is an endless as forever."

And this revelation yesterday while on my way home is that when i fall asleep at the jeep i tend to held my hands together but suddenly i was awakened and my hands fall apart. Then i found myself trying to hold on back, i don't know but i find it hard that it made me hold my hands to tight, seems like i'm falling apart but then because of that holding on to God's love made me eager to held my hands so tight. It reminds me that i must "HOLD ON,TIL I REACH THE GOAL." Funny but it's so sweet that even at my weakest point God doesn't seems not to care but He gave His fullest love just to made you feel that you're not alone. Though i fall asleep at my way home since i'm working, i can be at home safe and sound. Thanks Dad for taking care of me. :)

Just wanna share this, reading this one made my tears fall.

Friday, September 17, 2010

"I know that your love will last for all time,
that your faithfulness is as permanent as the sky"
(Psalm 89:2 TEV).

"Isn't it good news to know that God never gives up on you? No matter what you do, his love never gives up."

Human love wears out; that's why we have so many divorces. I know a lot of people who are not divorced but they don't love each other anymore. There's a limit to human love; it dries up.

That's why you have to have God's love in your marriage—in all your relationships—if they are going to last. God's love never wears out. God's love is patient, persistent, and persevering.

Isn't it good news to know that God never gives up on you? No matter what you do, his love never gives up. It's wide enough to include everybody and it's long enough to last forever.

God will never love you any more than he does right now.

But he also will never love you any less than he does right now.

He loves you on your good days; he loves you on your bad days.

His love is not conditioned by your response. God is love and his love is

given freely.It cannot be earned and it is not undeserved.

Accept his love and worship him, knowing that his love is long enough

to last for all time:"And may you have the power to understand,

as all God's people should,how wide, how long, how high,

and how deep his love is.

May you experience the love of Christ,

though it is too great to understand fully" (Ephesians 3:18-19 NLT).


***BLESS MY HEART,I WANT YOUR GRACE***

weak

i'm physically weak. i want somebody who would care for me. if only i can go somewhere when nobody knows me at least then someone would care.

*body aches, eyes turn into red, head aches, hands, and worst my heart.

honestly i just wanna keep quiet for a while. i hate to hate myself but i hate it.
it's my heart speaking:
"i'm scared to fall in love. scared to fall fast. because every time i fall in love it never seems to last."

*i wanna shout. cry out loud.

*why am i supposed to feel this way? is it because of my past, made me think no one would last. that eventually they would only pass by into my life. i hate this part. i'm scared.

***IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE--listen to the song***

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Great Day! :)

grabii i wanna blog but kumikidlat.. takot na me.. haha.. sana makatulog pa.. just to have a short story for this day. my day. hmm.. :)

at work. it's good but i hate it, i hate it on the part that my friend in the team kept teasing me with this guy whom i don't even like. hindi ako napipikon, but i don;t know what's running on the mind of the guy that when he looks at me i really feel that nababastos ako. it ruined my day at work though it's just for fun but then i get easily irritated when the guy looked at me. i do pray that he would stop staring at me like that. (Dad,please.)

after work, had this LG at the secret place. and whoa. i fell asleep though for a while that i wanna do a hug. haha. but then. you know na,it's not right. haha. ENDURE. we had this sharing, sadly most at the group were not around. praying next time will have that super bonded moments especially with Daddy God's Guidance, Love and Grace.

and this revelation. (contine tom.edit this one.)
Dad, revealed to me on holding unto something your heart truly desires while sleeping on my way home.) ^^.

that's it. i'll just end it up now. coz i'm scared honestly with that camera este kidlat.haha.. i do hate rains. sometimes, but sometimes i appreciate it. thank you for this oh so great day.. love you! :)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

ihh

ihh. bat kasi mknta. haha. grabii. itang tipung bat kasi. haha. puru kasi. tas mgselus ku ba? grabii. bat kasi eh. pero makanta pin siguru talaga. ihh. eke kasi atuluy ing blog aini. hai =/

have a break! :)

to be posted soon :)

Monday, September 13, 2010

DAY40 OF 40DAYS

Whoa! After all.. Haha.. It was finished and i learned a lot. It makes my spiritual life more stronger, being Dad as my companion and He's the one who made me stronger more and more each day. And guess what i don't worry at all. Haha. Sometimes I do but not to the point that i will give up something for a cause, i'm a fighter now. Wee! Thanks Dad for making me a real Warrior. Warrior not by the name of my High School Peers but definitely a Great Warrior of yours to fight for this so called life. :)

My day? It was a tiring day, for how many times i tried to sleep at work when the supervisor wasn't around. Haha. And guess what, i'm too lazy to encode for my own but i find it easier to encode for others. I pity them maybe. Maybe because never did i experienced my name to be on the weakest link, always one of the most highest. I don't know how it happened, haha. Anyways, i do miss too my other workmates, they are on the night shift now. And the freedom board really make sense nowadays at work, it becomes our medium. Haha. I do enjoy the company of our new team today, new faces. Adjustment. ^_^

Off to school. I admit i do miss dancing a lot. =/ How i'd wish i can perform again with TG. I miss our bonded moments. I miss my feedbackers group. Haha. They always say that "i'm so malandi when it comes to dancing." Haha.. Quite funny but then when I dance I wanna make the audience make dance too by giving my best shot. I miss dancing. :)

And on my way home, i had a walk with this guy and i can tell my stories. Haha. "MADE TO BE?" haha.. But that's ok. And now i'd finished fixing my resume, ending this blog and i don't know what's gonna happen next. Hope i can sleep well and wake up early tomorrow. :)

I'll end this with a prayer:
Dad, thank you for this so Oh Great Day. 7th month, 5 more. Surely I'll enjoy the remaining months with you Dad. I'll promise to wait patiently, running toward the goal. Nothing to worry, right Dad? You know my heart's desire. Let your will be done. Take care of me Dad, my heart. Thank you for your grace. I love you Daddy. :)

***Many are the plans in a man's heart,but it is the Lord purpose that prevails.-Proverbs19:21***

Sunday, September 12, 2010

DAY39 OF 40DAYS

whatta tiring day.. haha.. bonding with li'l bro and him though for a while.. he seems like he care, not for me but for my bro.. haha.. thanks anyways.. he put smiles on my face.. :)

and whoa! guess what it's the first time that i finished watching a movie that's not a drama at all but then i find myself with a teary eye.. STEP UP 3.. haha.. why? coz like Moose been quoted: "I MISS DANCING BUT IVE GOTTA SAY I MISS YOU MORE." not only that, Luke and his leading lady on the movie it was like a love that fades away but then at the end they find theirselves back into the arms of each other. Isn't that sweet? (smiles) And they gonna pursue their dreams together. Haaaayyyy.. Haha.. :))

And i know with Daddy God -- "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE! :)"

Whoa whatta a movie to end the day. It's almost 12am? haha.. I gotta sleep, hope not to be late at work tomorrow. Goodnight Dad! Love you. Hugs. ^^.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

DAY38 OF 40DAYS

Heartbreaks. Heartaches. Love failures.

somehow i feel glad that i let him go. (reminiscing,haha) i can feel your pain. been there, done that. move forward,best things are ahead!:)


a post in my fb and twitter account. i was pertaining to my 1st bf. remembering it when my friend in HS share something about break ups. a long time ago i was like a kid who cries out loud when somebody got my toy. haha. well, it really hurts and i admit from then on i find it hard to trust a guy. i was always in doubt. after him, i had several relationship but then i was only fooling myself. yeah i had love them too but not fully. i can't give my full trust. that's why it's one of my reason why i'd signed up this manifesto movement. it's for me, for my heart, for my future man and especially for Dad! :)


I'll end it with a prayer:
Dad, bless my heart. Bless my man's heart. You know my heart and it's way, if you would give me The Promise i wanted him. And you know him. He may not show his love for me but i don't know why i continue loving him from a far though i don't know who's inside his heart. I never felt this way, waiting for the God's time for this so called love. I'm not struggling Dad, i just want you to know and share at this moment that out of the blue i can feel this love, maybe it's your love that shines above all that's why though i can't feel his love, i'm just loving him more and more each day. Bless me Dad, lead the way. I entrust everything to you. Favor Dad, can you hug this guy for me? And whisper to him that i do miss him. Thanks Dad. I Love you! :)

***Love REINSTORE, Love REINSTATE, Love REQUIRES***

Thursday, September 9, 2010

DAY37 OF 40DAYS

Am i in love? Hmm.. Yes! I'm in love with God's love. So much love that i can feel that makes me wanna jump for joy! :) I don't know why, but I was so excited for all the plans of Dad in my life. Wow! I really can't wait, but then before i would have this true happiness i should learn how to endure. I know in God's time everything would be all right. No one can let me down, i'll be much bolder in sharing Him unto others and with Him i can do anything. :)

And what made me really excited? His Promise for me after this Journey(Manifesto). I'm not after who's that guy might be, well honestly i have someone in my heart right now, and i want him to be The Promise. But then, i don't know what's gonna happen next. I'll just wait patiently and for sure in God's time i can be happier with that guy. The guy that He would give to me. For so long i never been to much in love but right now having the full blast of Daddy God's love for me, whoa! What can I say? The Promise that He would give, surely i'll take good care of him just how much Daddy God show His love for me. I would fight for that guy,The Promise,for my future hubby. Fight for the Love of God. Fight for the good fight of Faith! :)

Okay that's all. I just wanna share what would i feel right now. Haha. Some might think i'm struggling right now, but i bet you're wrong in that case my dear. My life is changing day by day with His constant love for me and everyday i'm enjoying God's love that's why you can see me being in love. Yes! As i've said earlier i'm in love, totally in love with Dad. And so let's sing together Dad: " I'M OFFICIALLY YOURS.." (la.la.de.la.la.de.la.la.de.^^.) Let's enjoy God's love everyday, worry free. Enjoy it until your partner in life met yours and then live your life to the fullest, Fullness in Christ. Sharing Daddy God together with your partner, whoa. That's so sweet, surely Dad would be please and bless your future family. Love you Daddy! :)

***THERE IS NO FEAR IN LOVE, PERFECT LOVE DRIVES OUT ALL FEAR(1John4:18)***

DAY35 OF 40DAYS

I really find it hard to smile the moment i wake up this day. Yet funny how Dad made me smile, it was like a bloopers in life that made me smile though for a while. I was on my way at work and Kuya Darby and I exchange messages, then i was shocked that we're riding on a same jeepney. Haha. We're far apart, so we can't do talks along the way. Just smile at each other and do the handshake before he left. He made me smile. :)

Second, at work. I find it hard again. haha. But once again, Dad made me smile when my workmate ask me if I'm a Christian, because she saw i'm wearing a baller "LOVE GOD.MAKE DISCIPLES.IMPACT OUR WORLD." Then we had a conversation, testimony. Funny how it seems but we sing song of praise together at work. Yet an INC friend of mine, argued with our beliefs. I just listened then to that INC person, haha. And say nothing against her belief. I do respect her. (kabilis ning kalaban) Anyways that Christian girl and her testimony made me smile. :)

Third, I'm about to have a LG at school. Praising God, though i don't had an LG i've done sharing Daddy God with my 4 members. And whoa, guess what Jogs cried. Haha. Telling me that why do i always made a person cry when i share my beliefs, sharing Christ. I don't know why? Maybe that's my gift. A gift from Dad, touching their hearts. I'm glad. It made me smile. Having conversations with them, one on one. Hi's and Hello's. :) Plus i saw Kyzza and Dj. They made me smile too. A hug from Kyzza and that putos.. haha.. And Dj, he made me smile to. That's our bonding, haha. Sadly he went home late because of me. (ihh yan kasi pinuntahan pa ako keysa magluto) I felt sorry. Anyways, TG made me smile too. Seeing them dancing, i miss dancing a lot.. :)

A time for everything. That's what i've said to my anaks. Praying for something/someone may took long, but in God's own time surely He'll give what their heart's desires for. Endure,wait patiently. But now it's the time, an event in my Alma Mater for them just to enjoy it and give their best shot, showcase their talents and do it for the Glory of our King!(Ecclesiastes-A TIME FOR EVERYTHING.)

***A SMILE FROM ME TO YOU, IN CASE YOUR FEELING BLUE.(Dad, was so sweet.)***

DAY31 OF 40DAYS

ARE WE FRIENDS? that line crossed on my mind when my college friends tag me in a post. I can't help myself not to get mad. But then, i just kept quiet and hide what i really feel about what they said. And now i'm writing in this blog, feeling free to say about everything. Well that's me, if i can't tell anyone what would i feel i always do talks with my blog at the same time with Dad. It's like having a conversation with Daddy God, saying all i wanna say to lessened my burdens.

My friends, oh yeah. They were my friends. Super! That it hurts me when they said that i didn't go out with them for a reason. I had a reason, it's Saturday - youth gig and i really don't have money then. It really hurts. As if they don't know me at all that i would go as long as i can and if i'm available. But why do they have to say about that thing to me when in fact they know what my reasons are. I feel sad. Yet, they were my friends inspite of all the hearsays. What can i do? Let go of the things. That's all i can do, let them and perhaps they will realize what all they say.


Close my eyes. Count 1.2.3. Open my eyes. And whoa tell myself.
"Past is past. Best things are ahead. Daddy God loves me so much! :)"


***LESS TALK,LESS SIN***

Friday, September 3, 2010

DAY30 OF 40DAYS

It was a great day! :)

Off to work and i knew i will be late. haha. I fell asleep at the jeepney, read PDL while at the jeep, and guess what it's all because of His grace that's why I'm not that too late. Haha.. 5mins only. wee.. :) People notice me at work that i'm hyper. Haha. (sino ba nman di sasaya pag kasama mo si DG^^) It was fun at work yet stressful yet fun, fun, fun. haha.. (positive!) Had many issues with guys at work, (what's new??) i'm used to it and i don't mind it at all. (loyal ku kasi.) And most of my workmates thought that Dj was my boyfriend (laugh at them), they ask for his name.blah.blah.blah. Dj and I always talked about stuffs like his crushes.. haha.. And going somewhere, car stuffs and the likes, and endless laughters. Haha.. Laughing for no reasons (insane?not yet.haha) And everytime we're together, it rains. Heavy rains. (we dunno why?loving the rain slowly)

Whoa! This is it! The highlights i had this LG and guess what 1 out of 7. haha.. But still i was so glad, having this soul. Whoa! Opportunity, to please Dad. What i've learned now is to smile at times when my faith in Him is in test. I feel great today, having this chance to share Him once again to other people. Thanks Daddy God for bringing me back to the Heart of Worship. All Glory are Yours-Daddy God! :)

Next? Had a talked with this guy. Haha. It seems like we haven't talked for a long time ago. As he said, "it's been quite awhile." I feel great. Haha. Isn't it obvious? What a reward with that patiently waiting. Never had this talked to him like before. Thanks to him. Looking forward to the next time, i don't know when or how long will it takes but again i'll just wait patiently. Thanks Dad! Bless our hearts! :)

And guess what he met my bestfriend, and best said: "bage nakayu man eh, mukha siyang mabait and pogi siya. (grabii!!!haha) It was the first time i introduce a guy to my HS bestfriend. And i feel glad he said that words. Whoa! Thanks again Dad, it's all because of your grace. ^^.

Had a dinner with my brother and cousin. Had fun, sharing. blah.blah.blah. Haha.. I was eating alone when my cousin joined at me, at my own plate. Then my kuya joined too. Talking about this recently accidents, then my bro said he dreamed of this before and it was a dejavou. And then he started, "taya tamu j******" haha.. We almost die into laughter, me and my cousin - Charles, laugh at him. Because he was too serious. Haha. Whoa! Thanks for them Dad, i had fun eating. :)

Great Day! And it's all because of your Grace Dad. Thank you so much. Bless my heart, his heart and everyone hearts. Hold on me Dad, never let me go. I love you Dad! :))

♥♥♥SOW FOR YOURSELVES RIGHTEOUSNESS, REAP THE FRUIT OF UNFAILING LOVE♥♥♥

Thursday, September 2, 2010

DAY29 OF 40DAYS

Starting the day hearing the sounds of the rain falling on the rooftop made me sick. I dunno i hate rain, maybe because of my past experiences - rel'n gone. But then, i'm removing that and just leaving the past behind.

Off to work and it's raining! Thankfully i'm not late at work, thanks to my father. We go to work together, having lunch together but we don't go home together - he always go early. And at work? Hmm.. Sermons. Oh yeah! Fault of one person - fault of the team. Raining in and out. What a day! And guess what, i do less talk at work. Why? Because i'm in between with this guy who seldom talk, so why would i bother wasting my time talking at them? haha.. Anyways i'm ok with it, i find more time having chit-chat with Daddy God. And whenever i'm asking Him something, He would reveal His answers with the lines of the music playing. I was so amazed with it. Haha.

SOME OF THE ANSWERED PRAYER:
1.What if i give up this so called love and don't wait patiently? Well it is not only I who wants his love right? Hmm.. What if? What if? (haha..sounds crazy but sometimes i'm asking that..haha..)
"IF YOUR MIND KEEPS THINKING YOU HAD ENOUGH, BUT THE HEART KEEPS TELLING YOU DON'T GIVE UP, WHO ARE WE TO BE QUESTIONING WHAT IS WHAT DON'T GIVE UP, THROUGH IT ALL JUST STAND UP."
2.Dad..Dad..Dad.. (haha..nothing i just keep calling Dad while at work because my workmates were too busy and doesn't even talk to me at all)Well the truth is i'm asking Him to protect my heart at work. Then guess what He said, worry free with His answer. So sweet. :)
"YES YOU BELONG TO ME AND I'M YOURS EXCLUSIVELY."

And what else for this day? Hmm.. Yeah, this guy who lend me his jacket. I didn't bring a jacket today and the cold at work whoa! Anyways he lend me his jacket and i was glad that he cares on the other side some people at work thought we had something. Knowing for the fact that there's nothing between us so both of us just laugh and he had his girl. Bless his heart Dad for being kind.

Next? On our way home i was a li'l bit irritated with my workmate. Not to mentioned what happened.

LG. Yeah! We had a LG today. It was good, having a time with Daddy God even with this busy schedules pleases Him a lot. But this moody attitude of mine, whoa! Unexpectedly, i walked out. I dunno how it happened but maybe i'm just too tired at work. It was an attitude that i hate a lot. It was only then that i did it again. I remembered the last time i did that was when? When i have this fight with my ex? Hmm.. Not to remember. ALT+CTRL+DEL ^_^ (Sorry DAD.)

Phonecalls. I received 2 phone calls from this 2 different companies. Position? Sales Admin. Assistant(Angeles City) and Accounting Staff(nearby Manila-Intramuros). And guess what i won't go with it. Why? I'm afraid? Hmm. Not at all. BUt i just want to spend more time having LG. Letting go of this opportunity wasn't that heavy for me. I believe Daddy God has a big plan for me. So i won't frown. :)

What i learned today? Hmm.. Is that..
"Daddy God will used me too if i would just say no to excuses."

***JOHN17:4***