DO YOU REMEMBER?

Let's bring it back.. oohh.. (la.la.la)

yiiih! after copung-copung years we had a reunion with our parent's FRIENDS children.. and indeed we have no choice but to come.. it's an invitation that we can't refused and say no..
at first i thought it would be a boring at all that night.. and i'm thankful at that time that i had my phone.. less boredom.. haha =))

but out of the blue it turned into a wonderful night..
it started with the game --playing cards..
A - dare
2 - point someone to shot
3 - no choice, you have to do the shot
4 - all girls shot
5 - C.R. pass
6 - all boys shot
7 - race to heaven, the last person who raise his/her hand will do the shot
8 - find a mate to do the shot
9 - rhyming, if you failed you have to take the shot
10 - story telling -- continuation, failure =shot
J - topic, if you don't know the topic : failure = shot
Q - if that cards appeared you shall not ask questions, if you say so then you have to take the shot
K - all kings should be completed and the last one who had picked the King will take the full glass shot
--what a game.. haha.. but twas fun at all.. in the middle of the night we find ourselves laughing and laughing and laughing.. haha.. =))
i had a dare to dive in the pool and i had no choice, unfortunately i didn't bring my clothes and in the whole game i was wet -- i choose that consequence over drinking liquor.. some spell their names using their butt, & sing songs in the crowd..

After that game we sing songs and guess what our parents were so proud of us.. haha.. some of them says that we are the next generation of their choir, we can sing songs during wedding or even join the singing contest.. haha.. all of us just laugh and ignore them..haha :))

It was a night of fun and reminiscing the old times..
Thanks Daddy God for making everything fine and enjoyed each other company..
la.la.LOVE ^^.

I CAN FEEL YOUR PAIN

I feel the same way too..


=(

IF ONLY -- SORRY..

If only i can go back in time and not to make you feel that way..
If only i didn't show affections at that time..
If only i didn't invite you that time..
Maybe then you won't be struggling right now..

Sorry if i made you feel that way -- i didn't intend it so..
I just wanna make sure that you gonna enjoy the time with me and my friends..

Sorry =(

I don't know what lies ahead but if you find it hard dealing with me because of that thing just tell me so i can make a distance..
It's hard but it's for our own sake maybe..

I really felt sorry.. =(

MEMOIR :)

SUBIC!! HERE WE ARE!! (parang kaialn lang.. haha)now that plan was made into reality.. wee! :)
i had a great time with my friends at subic (april28-29,2010) and with some of our friends --their boyfriends unluckily i don't have mine.. haha(i was so naiingit tlga.. i do miss having my own guy..)thankfully dada was with me, enough to fill the emptiness here in my heart.. :)

we had lots of fun & memories that surely we'll never forget at subic..
don't you know that a day ahead subic we messed up.. (haha.. super andame pang kulang..ultimo sasakyan..)
we have a positive mindset and we won't ruin our plans.. haha..
SUBIC -- checked! :))
so much happiness.. haha.. that i can't even really expressed through this blog..

here are some of the captured moments. ^^.with my gurlprens :) (L-R: aiya,cang.sam.mye.joyz)

the boys --(L-R: lucky,than,pj,jairo,arcy,john)

--waaahh! i wanna upload more photos but i dunno what happened.. haha..
i can't upload.. just visit my facebook account for more photos.. haha :))

--yipee! thanks Dadii God for letting us to make our plans happened.. and now were looking forward to bora this 2011.. whoa! blessed us Lord God and may you shower us with more of your blessings.. and may you guide us with our journey ahead.. in our future work,also our boy friends (lalaking kaibigan,haha) in their studies.. ^^. THANK YOU :)

la.la.la.LOVE :))

STARTING POINT, WHERE?

i admit i'm having a hard time to be with my anak-anakan nowadays..
it's because of what happened, but guess what i'm longing for her -- all of them..
i miss our bonded moments, especially one to sawa texting..haha.. and the times when were together when all we have to do is laugh.laugh.laugh..

last night i had a conversation with one of my anak(ems) and told her that i miss them a lot especially her ate ina.. (yep! i miss her that when i saw her yesterday i wanna cry out loud.. but then i just hugged her and whispered "aus lang yan" then i bid goodbye..) and it's like i only had one anak that moment..

i don't know what i should say to her.. still there's pain within me..
and i wanna heal those pain inside for me to be ok with her again..

i miss my only son too -- anjo..
i wonder if he's all right..
he answer call or text no more..
i miss that sweet child of mine..

ems -- funny how she is so desperate longing for a boyfriend..
haha.. it sounds funny last night when were talking about that guy -- K.P.
but i don't think that she longs for a guy, maybe she's only mending her broken heart..
good thingi had a talked with her and it makes me feel well that i've made her happy by having a talked with her.. :)

Lovely -- my anak who had a child..
honestly i don't know what's happening to her..
maybe because of them all i'm not that in touch with her..
i'm finding a hard time dealing with her..
hope so i can cope up with her..

ina -- my original anak..
i do miss her.. that's all..

--i'm praying that everything would be fine and somehow i could make time for them..
i felt sorry for myself -- i don't wanna lose one of them.. i do love them..
but everything will be settle in time..
Looking forward to that -- HEAL..

BiTTERNESS NO MORE

i admit i've been bitter for him almost a year after we broke up..haha.. (my first ever love katangahan..haha)
but well nowadays i'm not i just don't wanna have a connection with him..
and actually i added him as a friend on fb to prove that i'm not bitter..(haha..it was only a dare..)
anyways i hope that he won't make kulit..(iww!! i have no patience..haha)
after all if he makes kulit mamatay siya sa mga friends ko..haha :)
good thing i have my high school peers ^^.

i wonder why i'm writing this blog..haha :))

♥ UNFAILING LOVE ♥

wow! I've been touched with that message..
luckily i remembered to visit his profile..
Praise God! :)

His love was so amazing..
Truly it can move mountains, right now i'm in a situation of "i don't know what should i do?"
I wanna show who really I am,hopefully she can appreciate everything that i'm doing for her..
In spite of our situations nowadays still I remained to be a loving friend or should I say mother & daughter relationship.. :)
Isn't that amazing though i know for a fact that the guy that she fell into was my ex-boyfriend still i stand besides her..
I wanna thank our good Lord for making me feel not empty that I know I have a big God who never fail to love me the way that I'm suppose to be love..
I know in myself that i've change a lot.. Honestly no heartaches..
I feel happy for them.. I hope and I pray that people won't judge them..
I feel their pain, it's not easy to accept for others but for me i can accept them..
Both of them, i love them -- praying that everything would be the same..
Guide us O Lord.. Give me strength to face every trials that occurs..

Thanks for the love.. Indeed your Love never fails..
Amen! :)

Let me share this message, feel it and reflect on your own.. ^^.
Here's the link.. enjoyed! :)

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/video/video.php?v=379056569431&ref=mf

ARE YOU AFRAID OF ME?

i keep asking myself at this moment why did she keep secrets with me?
doesn't she trust me?
i know it's hard.. but why do she need to keep secret..
i thought she is.. is..
well.. duh!! STOP..

NON-SENSE..

IT'S HER THING..

I'M NOT MAD AT HER..

THAT'S HER..

I'M PRAYING THAT SHE'LL LEARN HOW SHE WOULD TRUST ME..

TRUST, YOUR SO DEAR TO ME..
I DON'T WANNA END UP BEING NOTHING TO YOU..
WHAT'S THE SENSE OF MAKING ME YOUR.. .. .. .. ..

.. .. .. .. .. .. .. . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . .

F.Y.I.
my last post is not about the idea of being in love with the person involved in that post.. i just can get rid of these questions that comes easily to my mind..

INSTINCT - -

hey you! i knew i was right from the start but i kept ignoring it!
whoa! i wanna ask myself:
"IT HURTS,ISN'T?"
i'll just answer:
"PERHAPS! BUT WHAT CAN I DO?"
..besides he admits it, it takes courage before he had spoken..


SPEECHLESS..

when i read his message to me..whoa..
i can't find words to write..

anyways thank you for letting me know that thing..
be happy.. don't worry my prayers are with you..
no hard feelings.. :)

why should i get mad to you if that's what you feel for her..
but the thing, that girl..NOTHING..
BE HAPPY..

i wanna end up with this song..

"i never loved nobody truly, always one foot on the ground..
and by protecting my heart truly..
i got lost in the dark.."

I'M BLINDED BY YOUR LOVE AND NOW IT'S OVER..
IT'S OVER.. AND YOU KNOW THAT..

but why should you asked permission to me if duh! stop carizza!

END!

(thanks my HEART♥ for letting me write this crazy feelings i had in my mind, yah mind not by the heart..expect more blogging time together..i'll whisper everything to you..and i know you would listen..haha..i'm being weirdo..)

WORRY FREE =))

04-20-10
whatta day! worry no more..
i was surprised with this video.. i appreciate it.. :))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-MsZM7AHZQ

thanks dada! ^^.

people may misinterpret this but i don't care..
why should i worry for what they think..
God said don't prejudice..
and I remember the story in the bible that Jesus didn't judge the woman in spite of stories that all people said..
He always see the beauty within..
Isn't he amazing.. :)

And I'm a worrier no more..
I want to live life to the fullest..
as long as i know what i'm doing and know what's right from wrong..
I know that He won't let me down..

God is so good.. Praise God! :)

A GREAT DAY -- MY DAY! :)

Wee!! Before anything else I want to congratulate myself for this new blog..

NEW BLOG..
NEW AGE..
NEW RELATIONSHIP WITH THE ONE..
NEW CARIZZA RAMIREZ..

yep! that's true a new me..
i was transformed and i'm currently in love in the idea of falling in love..
falling in love with the one -- GOD!

Another year older, and i'm so thankful, blessed! :)
I'm speechless.. (momentum gone -- kuya's interruption!!) =>what's new.. haha..

anyways i just wanna thank everyone who never fail to remember my special day..
i'm overwhelmed..
and thank you Daddy God for making me feel loved..
Thank you for my family, friends &relatives..
Blessed them oh Lord and secure them with your love..

THAT'S IT.. I WANNA END UP WITH THIS VIDEO AND PHOTOS..

"FIRST TIME KO -- ACHIEVEMENT!"WITH DADA JAN.. THANK YOU FOR THE GUIDANCE.. ^^.