To Fast. :)

Whoa! Whatta word. Today is my last day of a one meal day fasting but suddenly while i'm having my devo God speaks to me and all of a sudden He gave me word to fast again. I was speechless but then i have to obey in HIs words. I know i've been praying for something/someone. Yes i 'll surely obey. ^^

“My nourishment comes from doing the will of God, who sent me, and from finishing his work." -John4:34

My first ever bible verse to fast not because i have to coz the church said it but then i'll do the fasting coz God told me so. I believe at the end of the month something greater would happen. Actually God is starting to move the situation. I don't know but joy breaks easily when you obey. Remember, GOD smiles when we obey. So let's obey His words and He will surely directs us in our right path, how to know His words? READ THE BIBLE! ^^

***lalalabs Dadadadadadadbest! All glory to God! :)

Journey into my heart :)

GOD OF SILENCE JOURNEY IN MY HEART. ^^

1Kings3:12 (NLT)
I will give you what you asked for! I will give you a wise and understanding heart such as no one else has had or ever will have!

The Message
I'm giving you a wise and mature heart. There's never been one like you before; and there'll be no one after.

**Goodnight heart. Broken. ihh. haha. Kasaya naman Dad. thank you so much! DadadadaBest! Love you Dadii. HUG ^^

INTEGRITY :)

Got a rhema from that message. It's quite confusing but then you'll see God is working.
He'll surely correct you if you would listen silently from the heart. :)

It's about the word of God. Bringing all my heart desires upon to HIM.
No one else but you -- GOD. :)

Heart desire? To glorify God.
Him becoming greater and greater while i become lesser. ^^

And the best one for tonight devo.
Guess what. He says at first I will give you the best, but then out of that best stuff i will give you less expensive, but at the end of the race surely i'll give you The PROMISE--His greatest best, greatest reward. :)
Isn't that great? I was totally broken when He said that words unto me. Like i couldn't ask for more. It might be painful, yes discipline is painful. We must face it and eventually we'll get through it. Remember bloggers we must have that STRONGHOLD FAITH! :)

1Kings9:3-5
3“I have heard your prayer and your petition. I have set this Temple apart to be holy—this place you have built where my name will be honored forever. I will always watch over it, for it is dear to my heart.
⁴ “As for you, if you will follow me with integrity and godliness, as David your father did, obeying all my commands, decrees, and regulations, ⁵ then I will establish the throne of your dynasty over Israel forever. For I made this promise to your father, David: ‘One of your descendants will always sit on the throne of Israel.’

INTEGRITY -- being in a state of wholeness, complete, undivided. Perhaps you know what i mean. It's my love for God. Looking toward only to HIM. Being passionate. :)

**Thank you Daddy for Your wisdom for making me able to write again all for God's glory. Love you much. Goodnight. :)

It's sinking! It melts! :)

Honestly i don't know how to start again.
I'm in a breaking point that i wanna have a rest.
Not to give up but just have a rest for a month.
It bothers me most but then God reminds me what good it can bring me if i will do that step.
And it made me think. And pray while at work.
It's a year of extreme fruitfulness so i must not get tired of doing His works.

^{This verses melts my heart. I'm speechless. It was His love resounding in my heart.}

^{2 Samuel 22:20-21
20} He led me to a place of safety;
he rescued me because he delights in me.
²¹ The Lord rewarded me for doing right;
he restored me because of my innocence.

2Samuel 22:31-30
³¹ “God’s way is perfect.
All the Lord’s promises prove true.
He is a shield for all who look to him for protection.
³² For who is God except the Lord?
Who but our God is a solid rock?
³³ God is my strong fortress,
and he makes my way perfect.

***It's really God moving my life. I'm happy that slowly all His words sink into my heart, slowly but surely. Thanks for seeing delight in me Dad. IOU :)

GREATER!

I'M BROKEN.

It's just a feeling.
Above emotions.
Being tired of work stuff.
Physically, Mentally, Emotionally.
All i can do is to have a stronghold.
Clinging all unto HIM.
Nothing but on HIM.

FOR HE IS GREATER MORE THAN I CAN EVER IMAGINE. :)

ISAIAH55:8

⁸ “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways my ways,”
declares the LORD. (NIV)

⁸ “My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the Lord.
“And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. (NLT)

⁸"I don't think the way you think.
The way you work isn't the way I work." (The MESSAGE)

**I may not see the face of God(Peniel) with them at Peniel, but as He always says -- "I'm always with you my child wherever you are."

ALL GLORY AND HONOR IS YOURS, MY GOD, NOW AND FOREVER!

PRAYERS

Suddenly my heart felt sadness. Am i? No i'm not. Maybe i'm just tired. Too tired.
I wanna pray but. What if there are no but. Oh again i'm confused. Well anyways whatever might be i know God is in control of everything. He won't let me down. It means i'm stronger than before.
Yet i can't smile pa. Haha. Tara lets pray. Let's seek Him more. ^^

I may not able to change the situation, but I can pray and God can change it. Prayer works because GOD is in control.

Ephesians 3:20 says, “God is able to do far more than we would ever dare to ask or even dream of, infinitely beyond our highest prayers, desires, thoughts or hopes.”

longingness.

i miss that feeling, being a spiritual mother.
i miss my spiritual kids.
i miss sharing my testimony.
i miss sharing for God's glory.

it's my heart longing. =(

( i just can't express all my feelings right now.)

Phil.1:4