kasakit =l

grabii Lord kapilan mipalapit naku keng obra ku pati kareng tau ling obra mi ka rin pa kailangan manglakwan. ali ku asahan na kauli ku apin na talaga ing seryus a pakisabi na kakung tatay ku. solid pipigilan ku luwa ku harapan na neng kalako na tinulu na pin man. makananu ku sabyan keng obra? whoa. it takes guts and courage for me to say the words "RESIGN." amiss kula kwork ku Dad hay for sure mangaga ku lalu na ing papakit dang care kanaku, lalu na manager ku kahit masungit ya paminsan. deng supervisor ku Dad. lalu na deng kayabe ku T.A. - ate tet, ate choi, kuya louie -ups & down ku keng work Dad ila abe ku. deng forex Dad lalu na i ate lyn na mamaus baby kaku. hay kasakit, i found comfort to her Dad lalu na ala kung kapatad babai. hay Dad, deng ngan forex Dad amiss kula. biglaan. kasakit pala Dad. eku expect. pero ta obedience Dad, i know pigaganakan daku. sopan muku ne Dad. for sure tears will fall pag sinabi ko na yun. bday gift ku na din kang tatay ku Dad. epa tuknang lua tutulu ngeni. phug naman Dad. =(

sabi mu pin kaku "RELINQUISH"
ok Dad i will listen. give me this remaining days of January.

bless muku din ne Dad, guide mu ku lagi pag pauwi, i know sisikanan ku mu lub ku everytime mumuli ku king work but deep inside tatakut ku din pu. guide muku Dad emuku papabruen. lako mu din pu ing worry kareng pengari ku. hay Dad. you break me this night.

I'm praying for a job breakthrough Dad, i know you will kasi pkiramdaman dnka ngeni kalwat din megmasyas ko ne Dad. Sorry Dad. This time i will give up - relinquish.

Give me that strength to say those words oh God. Let your will be done.

***Hug me tight Dad, never let me go. =(