MY STRUGGLE

am i struggling again with him?
why? maybe because i suddenly open his blogsite and read his post.
but it can't be. we're too far away from each other now. how can it happen, right?
distance. made us so far away. yet i miss our bonded moments.
i miss the way he laugh.
i miss the way he throw jokes.
i miss the advices.
i miss listening to his word.
i miss everything about him.
why so?
perhaps it's because i used to have him around.
but now i feel so far away with him.
seems like i don't even know though a single detail of what's happening with his life nowadays.
i miss listening to his stories too - stories about in his everyday life.
but i guess his happy, and he will always be happy. :)

**Dad, bless him. We may be too distant with each other but here in my heart he will always remained. Memoirs last forever and can't be erase. Praying for his happiness though we may find ways and just in case we're not destined to meet halfway again. I really just miss him. Waaah! why it seems i can't get over him. haha. Funny how he can always be my struggle. The one who can make me struggle most. The guy who can put a smile on my face. But betcha bloggers i'm not struggling i'm just reminiscing and missing our bonded moments. Bless my heart Dad. Goodnight. Love you! :)