I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. -GOD

End of the month, beginning of a month. An end but a new beginning. Where almost halfway of the year. And first day of being unemployed yet God is so faithful that made me feel more loved on this day. I started my day with my devotion and yes it's a brand new beginning for me so i go back in the beginning.

In the beginning. (Genesis 1,2,3)
GOD is before all things, the cause of all things, therefore above all things -- HE is the goal of all things.
Bottom line: Everything begins with GOD.

Ok. Let's go. My day? Hmm. Unexpectedly a job coming otw. I don't expect it yet it come, so come what may. If it's for me then it will be, i just have to entrust everything to my God. Mind you tomorrow would be my interview at the company. Pray for me. :)

What's more? I went to SM for my exit interview and i was shocked on it, i felt a li'l nervous but them i'm reminded of Exodus 14:14. Whoa! I feel great upon that confirmation. Why should i be afraid? It is finished and i only tell the truth. Thanks Dad!:)

After that i'm about to meet Darby and Ate Rachel but sadly due to heavy rains Ate Rachel wasn't able to arrive but unexpectedly Jogs,one of my LG, came. We had lot of sharing.
***SACRIFICE -- Dying, just to let you live. Isn't Jesus did that for us. He's so sweet. :)
***And see the difference of human words to God's word.
"I never said that I love you!" -Sam Milby
"I Love You. I Love You. I Love You." -GOD
Isn't that too sweet God wouldn't fail to show how much He love you though we don't deserve His love. God is so faithful to us. :)

A picture taken at Mcdo with Darby and Jogs. :)

And lastly for tonight i don't know what's that sweetness into me. And i'm glad that out of nowhere my LG demand for a prayer again most of them.

"Prayer request ko ulit na makuha ako bukas at matapos ko ang interview." -Anjo

"Ako din, health and obligation, thesis and project ko." -Ina

"Prayer Request: Magbalik loob sa Diyos at makita si Nanay Cang." -Jeje

"Ako nga din momii. For peace of mind and emotional strength. Etc. Bsta lahat2. Pero mas yung 2 na yan. Thanks momii." -Ems

"Ako nay mkapagLG ulit network natin." -Dwaine

Restoration promise and extreme fruitfulness! I just wanna appreciate people who make me feel i'm loved by them, i wanna acknowledge them that make me wanna say: Hey! You made an impact in my life, it's a life changing. Thank you and i really appreciate you! :) So i would end up my blog with this verse and a prayer. :)

Phil. 1:3 The Message

A Love That Will Grow

3-6Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God. Each exclamation is a trigger to prayer. I find myself praying for you with a glad heart. I am so pleased that you have continued on in this with us, believing and proclaiming God's Message, from the day you heard it right up to the present. There has never been the slightest doubt in my mind that the God who started this great work in you would keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day Christ Jesus appears.

"Dad, i just wanna pray to continue humble my heart and may i vision what you whisper to my ears. I may not know where would you lead me after all of this but one thing I know you won't let me down and i believe that you will continue becoming bigger in my life and show your goodness in my life. May you continue to guide my journey and be my strength. Bless my relationship with my family, friends, and the people i loved. Protect my heart -- God's alone. Goodnight, love you Daddy!" :)

40 days, 40 nights :)

1 KINGS 19:7-8

⁷ Then the angel of the Lord came again and touched him and said, “Get up and eat some more, or the journey ahead will be too much for you.”

⁸ So he got up and ate and drank, and the food gave him enough strength to travel forty days and forty nights to Mount Sinai, the mountain of God.

Words from King to Elijah, the same words that God spoken to me. Really i don't know what's gonna happen next and what should i be preparing for? July 23 is the 40th day (Saturday), what am i expecting for that day? I really don't know, what i know July is the month wherein our CS passers will be posted. And more on preparing for God's kingdom, pruning part and seeding. It's God's will -- i entrust everything unto HIM. :)

My revelation -- 40days&40nights would be just a PREPARATION for something bigger in my life. And in the 41th day -- it would be the start of something new -- the BEGINNING of my Journey. :)

***I entrust everything to You my King, let Your will be done. Please do protect my heart. Don't make me weak, it's the silence of my heart that made me stronger nowadays. I really don't have doors to struggle again--extreme fruitfulness coming through so please do protect me. Cover me with the most precious blood of Your Son, Jesus. Guide and lead the way, bless my heart. Your Princess, truly I'M YOURS. :)

GOD made me speechless! :D

I'm a bit tired of this day, after work i had to meet my friend but then i told him that we just cancel our dinner and just have it tomorrow, coz really i wanna go home. Upon arriving home i slept, i woke up around 10pm. Eat dinner, while reading notifications on fb and this one made me excite.

A Wildfire Hislife tagged a photo of you. 1:32pm as of June 22,2011

What's on my mind first? Hmm. "Nanu ya kaya ing picture a tinag da?" So i opened it up. And this is the link

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=1775012109764&set=a.1644334162897.72242.1673163973&type=1

(click it for you to view it.) After i view it, due to sleepiness and hungriness. haha. I just said, "Ah ok, DW sched pala. Ot mktag ku ala neman lagyu ku." After a while mehimasmasan ku and i saw my name. Kaboom! September 29. I do remember once i said to this year i will exhort DW. And what happen? Haha. It's all about Jesus! Trusting Him in His ways. :)

And i wanna share something that changed me a lot, the fact that i don't get envy with other people after having my conversation with Kuya Dan, really a total change of heart. Like before whenever my kapatid in LG had to word in LG i easily get disappointed with myself asking - don't i possess the quality of a leader that's why i didn't have that chance? I easily get envy with small things but guess what nowadays i don't feel the way i used to be before, my kapatids in LG will exhort DW and i don't feel anything about it, i'm happy for them. Coz i know everything has a perfect timing. I don't have to waste my time getting envy with what they achieve, for i am unique. Should i not compare myself and whoa i'm thankful with Kuya Dan and my mentor John for always guiding me. :)

Behind all this happenings, it's not an accident. God made it for a purpose. A lot of revelations that i encountered really i wanna share, first is FAITH. then SILENCE OF THE HEART. or my journey today that still i'm waiting for more revelation - 40DAYS, 4ONIGHTS. But then i was rebuke with my own self, why should i do the planning on what my word would be for that current day? Ok, i'll just let God's will to be done. The span of time is too long for me to prepare, praying my spiritual maturity would grow and praying for God's wisdom. Wisdom is seeing life from God’s point of view. Wisdom is the ability to make decisions the way God makes decisions. I must act in faith that on that certain day I would just bring glory for our Greatest King -- our God -- only HIM being lifted higher, not me nor my revelations but only GOD alone. :)

"If you need wisdom, ask our generous God, and he will give it to you. He will not rebuke you for asking. But when you ask him, be sure that your faith is in God alone. Do not waver, for a person with divided loyalty is as unsettled as a wave of the sea that is blown and tossed by the wind." -JAMES 1:5-6 (NLT)

TODAY -- 06.21.11 ^^

"Learn to enjoy the actions that surrounds you everyday."

I quoted the start of my day like that, praying that i'll enjoy my day, though the moment i woke up until i get at work i wasn't feeling so well due to the weather. What happened next? :)

HIGHLIGHTS OF MY DAY.

**At work -- yes i'm into it -- work overload! A lot of problems at work. Yet i'm happy that they entrust me not only with the work that had been assigned to me but also with other works that weren't my task still they manage to give their complete trust with me knowing that i can do it. I thank them for their trust. It's a risky thing because we're dealing with money.

**Around 7pm at work -- I'm still at the office and one of my workmates told me -- " i got something for you, i would wait for you after work." :) Wow. So sweet, K.N.B. still manage to remember me. Haha. Funny how it seems but i feel appreciated. Thank you for the sweet chocolates, haha. And that toasted bread that i didn't eat talaga. haha. Like i wanna cry na for you to ba happy. Haha. But sincerely, i appreciate you so much! I'm blessed to know you -- looking forward for bonding moments and do remember that you can count me on, don't hesitate to approach me. I love you with the love of God. :)

**After work -- Due to my sup. kakulitan i didn't had the chance to come home early. Ihh. But it was good pa din, we bond. We eat first and chit-chat while waiting for sushi. And i'm forced to enroute Angeles -- late na kasi wala na ako masasakyan sa Sta. Rita kaya A.C. nalang. Fact -- from sm pamp i hate going to a.c. alone riding san fdo jeepney. haha. kasi naiiwan ako mg1 sa jeep parang kanina lang. :)

**At Angeles -- i saw my ex-bf. Di ko na nga sya pinansin, patay malisya na pero nakita pa din nya ako. Haha. Kainis neh. But what's good thing about it? Walang bitterness between the two of us. And trivia he's a vocalist of the band. BTW he's not Jeevan(though Jvan knows to play ang sings too.)

**Ina and Lovely--i met them finally. Hug. I miss them both. Had talked and yeah they're not that so good nowadays. Praying that they'll listen to me. Plus got a chance to have exchange messages with my others anak-anakan. I do miss them. I remember them whenever i play the song - Indescribable. It melts my heart. I do miss them a lot. :)

**And lastly had a talked with my Kuya's friend. He always pay the fare pag nakakasabay ko siya. He's like a brother to me. Nakakamiss din sya. :)

And that's it. That's my day. We can always be a blessing to a friend, and it's up to you how to make your day fruitful instead wasting your time on the problems surrounding you. Enjoy your day, everyday. :)


Dad, thank you for this joy breaking day. Meet you at the room. Devo. time. Excited. Lablab your Princess. Bless my heart. I love you so much and praying to make me a channel of your love unto others and please do humble my heart always. Thank you. Lalalab Dad! :)

JOHN MICHAEL LIWANAG -- DADA -- GOD'S GRACE :)

To my ever dearest spiritual parent here on earth -- J.M.L. :)

What's with this guy? Hmm. A totally stranger. (Masungit,1st impression-no joke.)
I met him Nov. 2009 from a friend. And from that day he became my LG leader.
Honestly at first i don't feel any care from him. Like he don't mind at all.
But then as time passed by changes occur.
He began to care like a parent for me.
He's been there through my ups and downs and most of the time - he's only the one whom i can share my problems. Thank God he's always been there for me. :)

J.M.L. -- a stranger, a friend, a struggle, a lover, a companion, travel buddy, shoulder to cry on, and many to mention but what's the best? He will always be my DADA -- GOD'S GRACE. :)

I thank God for making you come my way, i may not know what more can i do in this world if you didn't share the greatness of our God. I'm thankful in every way and you know that. I really appreciate the way you are and praying that you'll always be there. Looking forward for more encounter with you by God's grace. Don't wanna be to madrama at this moment so i'll cut it off. Haha. Lam mo naman you'll always have a special place in my heart. Happy Dada's Day! ^^

***Dad, bless GG more and more so he can be a blessing unto others. Bless his life, move his life, show how great You are in his life. In Jesus name i pray, Amen! :)


http://iheartmyself--thejourney.blogspot.com/2010/06/blog-post_25.html (link of my last year post-- Father's Day too!)

SHARING IN MY VERY OWN WAY :)

So what's up for today? As usual work and today i thought i'll be too tired at work.
But guess what, my day at work starts with sharing.
First step. I've prayed before i share my revelation with one of my office mate.
And gladly she enjoyed listening. Amen! All glory to God.
I didn't find it so stressful though we had our lunch around 2pm (i'm fasting during breakfast so that's my first meal for today -- truly my nourishment comes from the word of God. )

Had bonding at work and thinking of the outside world. Haha. Cause like we're prisoners at work. Just kidding! :) Just thinking how did my family celebrated the Father's day -- wishing i was with them too. I felt sadness too. Again i can't be with them, i had my work. =(
So i bought a cake after work for my father, but then they texted me that they'll wait for me at our Lolo's house. Yahoo! Party! Sadness replaced with excitement. I had bonding with my family plus with my Father's side family and really they appreciate the cake i brought. Thank you Dad, though it's late still they wait for me. :)

And for my Father -- no one can ever replaced him. He's the best! Thankful that he's my father, he may be strict at times but that's the reason why i had discipline in many aspects. And lastly, i wanna thank our everdearest God the Father, who created us -- who knows the best for us, giving the best father here on earth to guide, protect and love us. Truly our God is a Father for us. Thank you for my Tatay, Daddy! You are truly awesome. Bless him more, and bless our family all the days of our lives. :)

***Sharing the goodness of our Daddy God with an office mate & Sharing blessings with my family. Thank you for Your Grace Dad! :)

06.18.11

Whoa. whatta day. So blessed. :))
happiness that i can't contain. A feeling that you can't explained.
But one thing is for sure -- I AM CHANGED.

Got lot of sharing for today, different revelations from different people.
I had sharing with my two lifegroup. (COMMON GROUND) yahoo! So happy. :D

What more? Discipline. Yeah. :)
And the waiting, 40days,40nights.
It's really hard, without even knowing what lies ahead.
What i know it comes from the word of God.
I'm struggling after i received that word.
I'm praying for it. July 23? Oh Dad. Please be my guide.

**I so loved you Daddy!! Thank you for this so great day. (smiling. haha.)

“Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me." JOHN14:1 (NLT)^^

06.16.11

So how do i expect this day to turn to? Hmm.
Smooth at work and after work unwind.
But it came out not the way i want -- expect the unexpected!

Tired at work and i wanna frown. But then i realized at the end of the day i'm matured enough.
Matured enough on different things. Like at work you expect that everything will turn out just fine but then there were many cases that made you feel so weak, so tired. Or perhaps you're meeting a friend but received no reply, even a single reply. Out of his/her busy hour can he/she not reply? it's like what's the big deal deal of saying yes i'll meet you, or sorry i can't come.

Eventually you'll realized how would you handle a certain situation, would you just smile, get mad or what? It melts my heart but then i prayed. Praying. Haha. Whatta a post. I just really can't express what i'm feeling right now.

CHANGE TOPIC.
I'm preparing for something bigger anyways (4odays,40nights). I really dunno what's gonne happen next, but then i'm waiting. (July23) Dunno if i would be excited, but right now i'm preparing and praying for spiritual maturity. That's it. A not so good day. And i now it's usual. Tomorrow is another day. Cheer up! :)

“This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.” John 15:7

God has a plan for eternity and you have a role in it. God wants you to grow to spiritual maturity so that you can bear spiritual “fruit”.

What is fruit? In the Bible, the word “fruit” is used four different ways. It refers to the fruit of repentance, the fruit of the Spirit (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control), the fruit of answered prayer, and the fruit of another Christian – spiritual reproduction.

God wants to you to bear much fruit, to reproduce many Christians. This includes people in your family, in your community, and in the whole world.

It's my heart talking! :)

A great day. While on my way to church God speak to me and said i want to have you Solo! And i was like so speechless. It's Him talking to me, taking what He said seriously from the heart. Yeah, He's right. Me either i long for no one else but Him -- for He will never leave me, nor forsake me and His promises are true! I wanna have that firm faith. Yes i'm growing and reality check i need to help, i have a responsibility for my family. I may not be able to serve the church, but hey isn't God looks towards your heart -- your quality on time with Him. Wherever you are, as long as you wanna experience God's unfailing love it surely can be! It's your desire, dealing on the will of God. You don't have to box God's encounter at the church, coz God has no limits -- He will make you experience Him more and more if you ask in His name. Surely He will give it unto you.( ASK.SEEK.KNOCK.) He will grab your hand, hold you tight and never let you go! It's Him molding me into a new being. Yes i may long for a humanly caress but with Him that emptiness He make sure that it is in fullest tank -- no space -- for everything has it's own time. And now i understand, mind you Kuya Dan was a blessing that i prayed for that time so i can have a talk with him and God never fails, and whoa encouragement from a church leader make me wanna say that really we have an AWESOME GOD! :) And thank you for making me struggle so i can testify how great You are and how you moved me, making my experience a helped unto many people. I wanna have that joy coming from You that no one else can steal. I wanna have that journey with you -- journey into my heart and i wanna glance that beautiful face of Yours whenever i'm having a conversation with you. That intimate relationship. :)

Doesn't that privilege of intimate conversation with God make it plain that you are not a slave, but a child? And if you are a child, you're also an heir, with complete access to the inheritance. --GALATIANS4:7 (THE MSG)

(Praying...)
***Lord, i just wanna thank you for this great encounter with You. Thank you for the privilege, for coming into my life. Who am i without you, really i am nothing but with You i can be that special child of Yours having a loving heart towards your people. May you humble me always and give me strength in everything i do, and for in my weakness You make me more obey Your will. Yes my God i'm restored. Thank you for the love. Thank you for everything. This tears makes me long for You more and more, a year of extreme fruitfulness makes me think for no one else but You. To glorify You my God, not the people around me but only You. You know my heart and it's way, bless me more. Give me that mature heart who seek no one else but only for you, make me a blessing unto others so that they can know more about You. May they see Your everlasting love through me, make me a channel of your love. Asking for your favor, grace and love. Bless me my God and all the one i love. Guide my heart, guide my action, guide my words. Thank you Dad. In Jesus name i pray. Amen.