"In times of joy i'll praise Him, in times of sadness -- i'll praise Him. Oh nothing can the enemy can do that i would love you less. Love you Daddy God!"

my files are corrupted.

memory card got virus.

so then. i was like oh geeze!

everything happens for a reason.

don't wanna be sad but can'y help it.

i guess it's the way to end before the year ends.

5 more days before the year ends.

maybe God wanted me to leave the past behind.

delete every memories but cherish every single moment.

idk what am i gonna feel.

but beyond this i wanna be thankful still.

files my be corrupted but being in an EMO mode can make the scenario more worst.

it won't make sense.

instead of making it a big deal. just let it be.

funny how it seems but it God's way of teaching me how to be grateful in every little thing i have.

i bet i got lot of things to be grateful for. In line with this is my heart, my Manifesto will about to end this year but my relationship with God will continuously grow more in love. Thank you Lord. :)

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

""ALWAYS BE JOYFUL. NEVER STOP PRAYING. BE THANKFUL IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES, FOR THIS IS GOD'S WILL FOR YOU WHO BELONG TO CHRIST JESUS."

DROP IT OUT :)

"Wisdom always chooses to do now what it will be satisfied with later on." We can choose to be led by wisdom rather than our momentary feelings. We can choose to make right choices. We can learn to be good stewards of the time God has given us." -JOYCE MEYER.

here at work, currently doing my reports. Christmas is in the air. Still finishing work stuff. Well that's life, once you graduated being in school you have to find a job that will be able to meet your needs.

but what if you've got a job wherein the atmosphere makes you feel not really into it. Today you're happy, tomorrow you're not, the next day you're laughing with your workmates the next day you're so stress with each other differences. Feeling outcast at some point but you have to adopt the environment in order to survive. like asking every minute, what's gonna happen next? well got to drop it out and go with the flow. and be brave enough to say:

"I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH." -Phil. 4:13

Been praying this morning while on my at work that our GM would not be around or she'll come at the office and in a while she'll go out for an appointment because honestly i'm too lazy to think about all of these reports. Like really i wanna relax today, praise God, He is so good that He hears my prayers. And here i am blogging. Haha. :))

Wanna share you something with this guy, my workmate who wanted to court me but apparently i ignore him. Not because he's not the one for me, oh well how can i know if he's the one -- ONLY GOD KNOWS. Is just that it's not on the proper timing. Still i'm into Manifesto and it has to about to end this year. All glory to God! Everything is worth a wait! :) But here's the twist, i didn't tell the guy about my manifesto. I just don't want to, why? Perhaps he'll wait if he knows that, but if not and i keep ignoring him, will he? Surely not if he doesn't have the patience to wait. And right now, his status? He talk to me no more, he don't get my attention, he ignore me and everything just collapse. I don't know what happen, why it came to the point like that, maybe it's the fact that i ignore him before but sincerely praying that will gonna make things right, what i mean i wanted to have a good relationship towards him as a co-worker. Praying for it, don't wanna end up that wayignoring each other, dunno how would i approach him. Been sad this past few days at work due to that, but i know God has a purpose why things used to be like that. What i did is that i obey with God and drop out emotions, it;s hard not dealing with person whom they been good to you from the start but it's a sacrifice to make things right. Choosing to endure than to entertain things that will ruin my covenant with God. I believe at the end of the day, relationship will work together. Oh yeah, 9 more days! Still in the year of EXTREME FRUITFULNESS! Let's wait and receive for greater things are yet to come! :)

"Dropping out all the worries and choosing to make things right. Got to worry no more, for God is with us!"

GENUINE FAITH

"Fight the good fight of true faith." -1Timothy 6:12

December 5, 2011 -- God revealed to me that everything is worth waiting for. :)

When you're praying for something or someone at times we're in a rush that instantly we want it to make it happen. Right? Of course that's why were praying, believing that God will answer our prayers. But isn't it feels more rewarding when you know that you endure first, made a sacrifice before receiving the prize? :) Yes it is much surprising and exciting! ^^

Struggles can be encounter most of the time especially when you hope for something, yet this struggles can change you and made you much stronger if you know what is your goal and you focus on God. Sometimes struggles attacks you at the part when you're about to receive your reward, the times that you're really weak and wanna give up. Surely there will be a point that you wanna loose the fight, wanna surrender it. Then if you quit you just proven that you have unreal faith. That you don't full entrust God with your life.

If you believe that God will answer your prayers you must fight the good fight of true faith! You must depend on God alone, depend not on what you feel or see it might cause you to breakdown and give it up in just a single glimpse. But if you possess that genuine faith you won't give up coz you believe and that's faith! Not even knowing what lies ahead but trusting God in His own ways that at His right time your heart desires and His promises for you will be fulfilled. No matter what struggles you're facing through remember we have a progressive God! He won't let you encounter a situation that He knows you can't handle. Just have a firm faith on Him, never give up because surely at the end of the day God will give your heart desires and what you deserve. And while waiting with the promise, serve God! It's even rewarding knowing that you didn't even done anything to receive the promise yet by merely serving and having that genuine faith in God will fulfill your heart desires. Isn't God awesome! Oh yes He is, when you endure expect for a reward! God loves you so, at the end of the day everything will turn out according to God's will. You just have to wait, I'm telling you. -- IT'S WORTH WAITING FOR. :)

GOD IS ABLE, AWESOME, FAITHFUL, PROGRESSIVE, AND HE NEVER FAILS TO WORK THINGS OUT FOR YOU JUST TO SEE THAT JOY IN YOUR HEART! GOD IS A GOD OF PROMISES! GOD BLESS YOUR HEART! :)

TREATMENT

Treatment that causes me to break my finances. LOL. Yet with this i learned how to value more every pain that i'm feeling. Before i was just like, "ok this pain will get by." But since the day that i can't ease the pain that i'm feeling i go for a check up and like whoa the doctor says it's unusual that i might go under surgery if treatment couldn't fix it up. Then hesitation come, how about my finances God? Got a small salary, minimum rate then. Jeez, i was like feeling the pain for a week and really can't get over it, thinking of my finances i didn't undergo treatment but then that night i prayed. Then God told me to go, and He will sustain my finances. Okay Dad. though hesitation. Haha. Dropping it out. The following day i went to see my doctor again and told me that i'm so hard headed. Haha. Okay, i learned to submit at my doctor and i feel like in everything that she's saying got authority, and my mind is at peace. So blessed to have her as my doctor. :)

1st treatment failed maybe because there's a doubt in me. Pain tortured me the following day, can't concentrate at work and in everything that i do. I call out my doctor complaining every pain that i'm feeling, i was literally in tears and just can't ease the pain. Before the day i went back to my doctor two persons prayed for me. A God stranger, (Ivan, stranger of God. Blessing in disguise) and Darby prayed for myhealing and declaring i will be healed. The following day after the treatment, i can feel pain still but a light one. The next morning no pain at all but i can't eat for a week. God is so good relieving all the pain. And after the next 2weeks which is today i went back for another treatment feeling no pain at all. My doctor was so happy about it and so do I. And funny how it seems she was declaring the next treatment it will be great. So blessed. Yiih. Thank you Lord. :)

REVELATIONS:
1st Treatment:
1. God will sustain you always. Financial Breakthrough! :)
2. Learn to obey.
3. Power of Authority.
4. Peace of mind.
5. Family Relationship Matters.
6. Trust.

2nd Treatment
1. God is with you always.
2. God is a Healer!
3. God is the light of the world. He will guide you through. Follow Him. =)
4. Relax, i'm in control.

Wee. First time to be excited about it. Haha. Really i'm not into taking medicines or obeying doctor but then that doctor made it a change, oops she's just an instrument. It's God who change me. Small things, big things. Thank you Lord!:)

APPRECIATION :)

December 3, 2011. A usual work day for me, saturday. I envy those who got no work for this day. But God is so good. I feel appreciated with my workmates. :) It was 1month and a day at work since the day i've been hired at the company. Saturday is a stress free day, no pressures, no deadline of reports, etc. It was our break time when our HR approach me and told me so that she's so happy that she met me and got the chance to work with me. I was like amaze with the situation, saying at the back of my mine, what did i do to make her say those words? Then i remembered that God is so faithful. God moves in mysterious ways, things that we cannot see. :)

I dropped out all the negative thoughts about my work, the workplace, workmates, the situation and everything. i entrust God and just go with the flow and just enjoy every good and bad moments at work. Everything is at God's hand. I have to worry no more, why should i? I have my God, and He got me. :)

"Thank you Lord."

The words that i always uttered and ways to end in everything -- i give thanks to God. God taught me how to say thank you small things or big things. So happy. :)

THANK YOU LORD FOR THE APPRECIATION, REALLY IT'S YOU WHOM THEY SEEN IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU DADDY. I LOVE YOU. :)

Single Blessedness ^^

Loving Japanese =)

God appreciates you, learn to appreciate others.
God loves you so much, make others feel your love.

A bonding time with Asuka, one of my Lifegroup members. We had dinner together in her apartment, and i was like turning Japanese. LOL. We ate Japanese food and at times we talked Japanese, few words only, not good at it. Haha. It's a God's given time for us to share, to bond and to make her feel loved. Her mom told me that she's thankful for my life that somehow i can guide her child. Funny how it seems but her mom kept calling me Mama too. Haha. Enjoying her company, thankful that she entrust me. =)

Captured moments with Asuka. Cute. Love her so much! The bond we had together is priceless, though at times it's hard for me to understand what she's trying to say still i wanna make her feel loved. She might be far away with her real parents but i will always be here for her. Thank you Lord for her life, for making me her spiritual mama. =)

SCSBF =)

DAY 40: Dinner with my Super Close Special BF at Mr. Frosty. First time nya dun at first time din naman na yun so it's a marked date, not to be forgotten. A MEMOIR 11-09-11.=) Let me introduce him to you. From the moment i met him. =)

Sa HLCC sa Greenfields pa yan. Haha. The one right beside me wearing a cap, so obvious naman kung sino sya jan kasi siya lang nman katabi ko nkcap. FYI, hindi man kami close before. Haha. As in hindi, pero nung nagsign ako ng Manifesto, sya kasama ko dko nga alam bt sya kasama ko. At reminiscing the past pag pngkukuentuhan namin yun tinatawanan nya ko dahil super iyak ko daw dat time. =)

Eto naman nung graduation, so dahil nga di kami close during my college days kaya wala kami masyado pictures together. Haha. Eto napasakto lang nkduty sya sa Cafe Juan kaya yun, nakita nya ako. Nagpicture. Haha. Ancute pamo ng kulay parang pinag-usapan lang at parang mamarcha din sya for graduation. =)

So after ng graduation wala di talaga kami close though kasama ko sya sa LG. haha. At pano ba kami nging closer? Yan na oh, kung may HHWW meron din nman HHWS. LOL. =) It was during my first job, sa NSO. So yun dahil night shift ako, naghanap ako ng kasabay papunta Sn Fdo, sakto taga St. Jude sya kaya yun, match! Sakto papunta work, lalabas sya school. May times pa nga na mamimili muna sya ingredients before ako mgwork, kasi culinary students sya. At yan ay sa Arayat, sinamahan nya ako that day with NSO friends, kasi nga dahil hinahatid nya ko sa NSO naging kclose na din nya frens ko so kasama sya sa bonding. Super di namin makakalimutan to may, panu kasi nangyari dpat St. Jude lang kami eh may nangyari nga kaya kailangan mgpunta ng Arayat, in the wee hours of the night gorabels kami ng Arayat, 4 kami sakay sa motor. Ohj dba, exciting! Muntikan pa kami nahuli sa pulis. haha. At Praise God nakadating kami ng safe dun kaya lang kadating dun sumumpong hika nya. Kawawa sya in short at kasalanan ko nga daw sabi ni tita nya, haha. So yun dahilsa NSO naging close kami, pag morning shift after work ngdidinner kami pag okay sked namin at walang lakad. NSO -- We Cares. =)


Ito naman nagwowork pa ako NSO, at super bata ng face namin lalo na sya, haha. new hairdo kasi. During these times, it's my lifegroup days sa Johnny's. Yun pag nglilifegroup ako with my anaks sinasamahan nya ako at sya ang aming dakilang photographer as always. haha =)


After NSO, natawagan ako sa SM na kilala yung company namin as MSP, Inc. or sa mga tao naman Dept. Store, SMP. Ito yung araw na nag-aasikaso ako ng kailangan ko sa SM at sinamahan nya ako. =)
After sa lahat ng kapaguran na nagpatulong ako sa kanya, at dahil mahilig sya kumain at sa kanya lang ako nakakain ng madami kaya yun anong trip? Bumili ng cake sa red ribbon at hinati nya ito. Grabii, dko na nga maubos pero kailangan. haha. =)






Dahil late na at wala ako masakyan sa sn fdo papuntang gua-gua hinatid nya ako sa a.c. at yun kumain nnman. haha. Puro kain. =)


Pictures ng mga bagay-bagay, haha. It was taken at SM, during the days na pinupuntahan nya ako after work. Mga times na nagtatampo na sya dahil daw nagbago ako. Dito yung time,oh dba sakto orasan. Haha. Na dahil super ewan ng sked ko sa work madalang nalang kami magkita, magkatext at lahat-lahat at dahil dito nagkagap kami. Nakakamiss nga eh. =)

At lastly ito yung pinakarecent naman ngkasama, last recent picture namin dalawa. It was taken on the day before ako mgpreach ng DW. Super i appreciate him na kahit bumabagyo still sinamahan nya pa din ako sa apartment. Super thankful ako sa buhay ng taong ito. Thank you Lord! =)

That's it. haha. Wala kami picture sa dinner namin sa Mr. Frosty, nakaligtaan na dahil inaaway nya ako at sinisisi. haha. Nakakatuwa, pero everything that we've been together and looking forward for upcoming bonding together is God's given grace na sa dami-dami ng tao sa mundo meron isang tao na nandyan pa din lagi kahit super nega muna at super naaappreciate ka inspite of your imperfections. At sya yung tipo ng tao pag kasama mo wala ka naiisip na problema, puro tawa lang kayo kahit after mag-away at magsigawan sa daan. haha.

Oha. Diba? Ikaw ba may kclose ka din katulad ko na kagaya ng sa amin. Dba ansaya? haha. Kaya treasured every moments ika nga. At lagi pgpray ang relationship nyo together kay Big Daddy God para mas tumibay ang inyong samahan. Thank you Daddy God sa buhay ni Dj, super isa sya sa mga taong gusto ko makasama forever and ever, in Jesus name i pray. Amen. =)

**MAY KANYA-KANYANG TAO INILAGAY SA BUHAY NATIN SI LORD KAYA DAPAT NATIN SILA PAHALAGAAN AT INGATAN. THANK YOU LORD FOR BEING SO FAITHFUL. GOD IS FAITHFUL. GOD IS A GOD OF PROMISES. ^^

November 24, 2011. Super pagod and sleepy lang namin pero had a great time with friends. Thank you Lord. =)



**LOVE FULFILLS GOD'S REQUIREMENT. -Romans 13:10

39th day -- Dinner =)

"Don't let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God and trust also in me."

-John 14:1

It's day 39 again but on different prayer. I used to do this Day 1 -40 whenever i pray for my heart's desire. =) Got a dinner date with Darby and Jogs. Parang feeling ko lang mgtagalog, so tagalog muna. Haha. Ayun i invited them for dinner, kasi kinakabahan ako for Day 40 and one thing i do miss them a lot. Plus the fact na i missed the trip with them, how i'd wish i'm there. =( Declaring next time around will be all together on a trip. Excited! =)

Back to the topic, i shared my burdens. It's should i confess or should i back out. Whoa! We got lot of kuentos and find ourselves laughing and laughing again. Praise God for their lives, ansaya lang na may kaibigan ka na makikinig sa iyo ng totoo. nakakatuwa at ang gaan sa pakiramdam na alam mong dadamayan ka nila. Andame nga namin goals at gusto pa gawin, enjoying every God's given moment. Thankful super na nakilala ko sila. Grabii. haha, yun. Super encourage nila ako that day for DAY40, nakakatuwa at dahil dun di ako nkapagpamedical. Haha. at yung tipong nakikitext ka para kitain sila, yiih. Ano ba magagawa ko bawal cp sa work. At yun, nagdinner kami sa pizza hut and after that dr.pearl. Dami pngsharean, dame-dame. Yiih, super thank you Big Daddy for thier lives, looking forward sa mga upcoming Day 39 ko with them, not only on every 39th day but on every given chance to be with each other. Thank you Big Daddy GOD. Love you =)

Sa Pizza Hut, with Darby and Jogs. super busog, thankful to have them. Super! =)

Picture taken by dadarby. Plus token from their trip - Corregidor. Small things, big things. Thank you Lord. =)

AKO NA LANG. =)

"Kung sino-sino pang tinatawagan mo, nandito lang naman Ako.

Kung saan-saan ka pa naghahanap, nandito lang naman Ako."

AKO NA LANG.

-GOD.

Super i'd love hearing this song entitled "AKO NA LANG" this whole day. Feeling like i'm a desperate one looking for that love. LOL. Oh yeah btw i admit it's him, the one i've been praying for, whom i thought of while singing this song. It's day 38 today and whoa! I'm praying on what's gonna happen next will be all God's will. Im'ma excited on day40 and really been waiting for that day, that sweet special day. It's not really me working on it but God. And back to the song, tonight while singing that song it feels like God is serenading me with that song saying that GOD IS ALL I NEED. Whoa! Speechless! SO true that He's all that i need, and with Him i don't have to doubt. All i need to do is to wait for Him, wait until at the right time. Trusting Him with all that I am. =)

Isn't God so sweet? Betcha He's super duper sweet! He always embrace me with His love, filling every emptiness in my life. Thank you Big Daddy GOD! I love you! Bless my heart, surround us with Your love on that most awaited time. I entrust everything to you, in Jesus name i pray. Amen! :)

Thank you Lord! =)

"Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God."
-Philippians 1:3 (THE MESSAGE)

"I thank my God every time I remember you."
-Philippians 1:3(NIV)

Every time i think of you, I give thanks to my God."
-Philippians 1:3(NLT)

October 31, 2011 - A memoir, cannot be replaced. It is mark inside my heart. It was a day where God gave us the chance to bond with each other, it's not an accident -- it's God's will. A new family born, new people who touch my heart, new people who made a great impact in my life, they will always be a part of my life whom i will treasure forever.

It was a fun day, worry free, having that child-like faith! Cosplay, DDR, videoke, and basta super enjoy lang. Fun.fun.fun. Not worrying on what to do but enjoying the time with them praying that the time would just stop so we can bond more. Whoa! Like what more can i say with this people? Haha. I couldn't ask for more baby. Oh baby, baby,baby. Haha. Feels like i wanna sing with them again!!! Err, i'm missing them so much! Again and again and again and always again as in i will repeat it again, you guys seriously i'm thankful for your lives, Dad Darby, Baby Bro Shan, Baby Fhen. Thank you guys, i love you so much! You put a smile in my heart, praying for upcoming bondings and my we get more closer and grown up as one family. We may be busier with our own career and far at distance at times but the love that God instilled to us cannot be replaced. I miss you, seriously. Remember i'm always here for you, love you with the love of God! May God bless more our relationship with each other. Love my family, love you! =)

#CapturedMoments =)

COSPLAY - different characters but all of us are children of God. UNIQUE. GOD PLAYS NO FAVORITES NO MATTER WHAT YOUR CHARACTER IN THIS SO CALLED LIFE. GOD LOVES YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE COZ HE MADE YOU IN HIS OWN IMAGE AND LIKENESS. =)

Dad Darby, my mentor. Betcha the love of God surrounds him because he never fail to show how much he care for us. Thank you Dad! =)

After DDR, with Fhen and Shan, super sweet! Fhen, my baby beautiful girl whom surely you'll love to be with. =)

Shan, my mortal enemy. Haha, we always argue with each other, haha. It's our kulitan by the way and i'm used to it. Though at times he's sweet naman, after ka nyang pikunin. haha =)

Our Family Portrait. Dad Darby, Daughter Carizza, Baby Fhen, Son Shan. A family that surrounded by God's love. Thank you for that so called love Big Daddy God. =)

Heart Matters

how's my heart? been struggling in a while yet God is so faithful and surrounds me with His unfailing love that's why nowadays got no rooms for struggle. It's Him saying, "konti nalang, konti nalang, tiis pa." It's God encouraging me to finish the race and by God's grace i'm able to do His will, not my own will but His will, believing that He'll work out for everything i just have to entrust Him. :)

It's good to know that your accomplishing things with God, that you know you're working it out not for your own good but obeying God's will for you. And knowing that at the right time He'll give your heart desires, before i had a doubt about it yet God confirmed it. So much happiness that all the doubts in my heart has been set free, really if you open up your ears for God's word you'll get to know more His will for you. Thank you Lord for your faithfulness, you never fail us to encounter more of your love! So betcha bloggers, never stop until you fully encounter God's presence and His great love for you, His love surrounds me! How can i ask for more? God is too sweet! Thank You Big Daddy! You always put a smile in my heart. =)

See Psalm 37:4, 1John4:18 on biblegateway.com, God bless your heart bloggers! =)

Never stop until you fully encounter God's love and surely once you encounter it you will never be the same! Heart-changing! God loves you bloggers! :)

Listen, God wants you to learn! :)

“Wise people live in wealth and luxury, but stupid people spend their money as fast as they get it.” Proverbs 21:20

If we want God's blessing on our finances, we must learn to save and invest for the future. We need to save regardless of income because the point is that God is teaching us to be disciplined and wise with our money. He is teaching us to live on less than we make each month so that we can intentionally put away some to save.

God says that’s being responsible.

A fundamental financial principle is this: When you spend your money, it's gone. Yet, when you save your money, your money works for you. If you'll do things God's way, you will be able to not only get out of debt but also invest in the future by saving.

-RICK WARREN

Hi bloggers! It's been a while since i last update my blog. Sorry guys been busy, praying that i'll get to update it starting today! Okay, let's get it on! So how's everything? Hmm. For me, got hired for an accounting position with a minimum wage. Yet God is teaching me to save for the future. Like i'm asking Him how can i do that with that minimum amount, yet God told me that i must be responsible enough so i can save more. I'm praying that i can get a financial breakthrough, planning to continue in college to get board examination.

Well anyways back to it, my heart is really not into work. I don't see myself to stay for too long in that company yet i entrust God with everything, F.Y.I., i got the job by grace! What do i mean? I didn't even passed the examination and interview yet the GM gave me the chance to work in their company, isn't that i'm favor! But this happiness suddenly turned into sadness yet God told me that:

"In the days to come you will understand all this." -Jeremiah 30:24 (NLT)

"Do not weep any longer, for I will reward you,” says the Lord. -Jeremiah 31:16 (NLT)

I trust the Lord with all my heart, now i only depend on Him coz i believe that God gave me this for a purpose, who am i to complain it's a job given by grace, and i know at the right time God will give me a work that i will surely enjoy, maybe not this one but God is teaching me something in this line of work. As Dad told me: "Go with the flow!" =)

Listening Time

Fewer words as you move deeper in your relationship with God. Words don't need to be exchanged, God knows what you need.

*Love The Silence -- Intimate Relationship =)

Reflect:

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=matthew%206:7&version=NLT

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=matthew%206:7&version=MSG

DAY 40 -- Be a GOD'S TRAVELER

This is it. This is it. Whoa! All glory to God!

A word that God instilled in my heart. Before reading it. Please do pray and acknowledge GOD'S PRESENCE. Because without GOD, these words are totally nothing.

(Pray, don't cheat, pray!) Thank you for praying so okay i'll start sharing. =)

1. GET GOD'S VISION FOR YOU

And then He told them, "Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone!" -Mark 16:15

God is dealing with me really not to minister inside the church but i got a heart who wanna share God's goodness outside the church. I do enjoy sitting beside a stranger and asking them if i could pray for them. My heart really jumps whenever i share God with strangers. It's really not me, coz without God's presence people whom i used to let God received them in their life wouldn't made an impact after it, i let them encounter God's love by means of God's presence wherever God brought me to share. Thank you Lord for the courage! And btw our great traveler, it's Jesus! That's why it felt so good having a heart with strangers oops sorry not strangers God's children too! One example of this is when i'm at the Marquee Mall, i was sitting beside a man who was seating in a wheelchair accompanied by a woman, another one at SM Clark, and parents of my own LG member i take the chance to let them accept God in their life before they go abroad. Whoa! I want more! It's not me doing it, it's GOD. Coz without Him i can't do it so. =)

"The harvest is great, but the workers are few. So pray to the Lord who is in charge of the harvest; ask Him to send more workers on the fields" Matthew 9:37-38

It's not an accident that typhoon Pedring been around, it's God's choice! At this point God's heart is breaking too but remember it's a season of harvest! God wants you be on a mission, to win those people that been affected with the calamity. Yo need to work! Go in a mission -- God need workers for the harvest! Can God expect from you? Okay, Lesgow! =)

"When I am with those who are weak, I share their weakness, for I want to bring the weak to Christ. Yes i try to find a common ground to everyone, doing everything to save some. I do everything to spread the Good News and share in it's blessings." 1 Corinthians 9:22-23

When Paul gave up his rights. Whoa! I want it too! Wee. Find a common ground! There are many people who need a relief, and who need to to know and experience God's compassion. Don't limit yourself, don't limit God. Go outside your comfort zone and share God! =)

"Anything is possible if a person believes." -Mark 9:23

Believe in God and He will enable you to succeed in everything you do! Let God cast away your fears and replace it with faith!

2. Be Motivated with GOD'S LOVE

"Three things will last forever -- faith, hope and love-- and the greatest is LOVE." 1 Corinthians 13:13

"We know what real love is because Jesus gave up His life for us. So we also ought to give up our lives for our brothers and sisters." 1 John 3:16

"Such love has no fear, because perfect love expels all fears. If we are afraid, it is for fear for punishment and this shows that we haven't fully experienced His perfect love. We love each other because He loved us first." 1 John 4:18

LIVE TO DIE! Be Christ-liked! God is more concerned on loving people. Be motivated with GOD"S LOVE and be a CHANNEL OF GOD'S LOVE! People's emptiness in life can be only filled by God's love, they're just seeking for someone who can acknowledge them more and make them feel loved. Let God invade you with His unfailing love and make other people encounter God's love by means of you! Yes you! God believes in you! You can do it! =)

3. Run to Win -- Eternal Prize!

"Don't you realize, that in a race everyone runs, but only one person gets the prize? So run to win! All athletes are disciplined in their training. They do it to win a prize that will fade away, but we do it for eternal prize. So i run with purpose in every step. I am not just a shadow boxing. I discipline my body like an athlete training it to do what i should. Otherwise I fear that after preaching to others. I myself be disqualified." 1 Corinthians 9:24-27

Reality bites but in this so called life we are all runners! We need to fight, but with that fight you need to know your purpose. And ask God if what He really want you to do, God may instilled something different with what God told me to do so. But you must run and obey to God coz He puts as in a situation that differs on one another because each and everyone of us are so dear to Him, that He plays no favorite. That's why we have Pastors, Leaders, Mentors and more that created to discipline us and do our role. So why run for the prize that fades away? It's all worth it if you run for God, that eternal prize awaiting for you! =)

God wants us to love people that much enough to reach out to them with the gospel in a creative way. We need to use every available method at every available time, to reach every available person for Jesus Christ! Scared? You don't have to coz God is with you! This blogger account travels around the world. It can reach out people in different countries and by mean of this i can share God's love in my life. Just as always let it keep it simple: LOVE GOD AND LET GOD CHANGE THEM. =)

--That's it. Day 40 -- It is not finish, it's just the beginning! May you be bless! God bless your heart! I may not be a good preacher but i can write for God's glory! A heart of a God's traveler talking, a servant of God, a future missionary -- Carizza Ramirez. All glory to God. 09.29.11

"LET GOD EMBRACE YOU WITH HIS LOVE SO YOU CAN EMBRACE PEOPLE MORE CLOSER TO HIM. HEY YOU, I EMBRACE YOU!" =)

Captured Moments After Prayerworks. It's a God's choice (taga-Porac,kami ngan.haha.) =) Oh and we're almost all in red, truly it's GOD'S Love surrounding us!

I will continue to humble myself for You my God, You alone! Thank you Lord! All glory to God. 09.29.11

DAY 39 -- Relax, I'm in control. -GOD

A day before i would exhort yet due to the bad weather may parents don't wanna give me permission to leave the house. Yet I don't wanna worry coz i know it's God's choice. I text my LG leader too that get ready for he might take place if i wouldn't make it there. But still i'm declaring that i would preach the day after this.

The moment i wake up i'm praying for sunlight, that even a glimpse of that ray of sunlight just appear then it would be a sign of God's wanting me to go and exhort DW. The whole time i was praying, and believing on God coz He says: "Anything is possible if a person believes!" Mark 9:23 And guess what around four in the afternoon i was reading the book given by one of my closest friend, Darby, entitled "GOD SPEAKS." Then while i was reading God says, "Feeling down? Just look up." And sunlight appear in the window of my room, and the next page while i continue reading i was being overwhelmed God's telling me that "I Got Grace! It's GOD!" Whoa! I was like so speechless, never knowing at that time 4 in the afternoon the sun would appear. God was indeed so good so i hurriedly called my cousin to ask permission that we would had an overnight at the apartment in CSFP, and Praise God they let us go and it's all because of God's grace! That moment i feel like crying, it's start with the desire and believing that i would certainly preach on that day so God open up the door. God is so great!

I packed up things and go. But oops i'll tell you something, i got a reward from GOD. Upon arriving at Angeles i had dinner with my closest friends and whoa we enjoy the time that God gave to us. Unwinding moment, it's God telling me i have to relax. I told them t seems like i won't exhort for tomorrow, i just love the way God gave me this certain situation. After the enduring process there's a reward.

Captured moments -- Behind the scene. It's reality. Who I really Am I when i'm with my crazy friends, thankful that i can be the real me in front of then, no pretensions. =)

Dinner at Rumpa, Angeles City. Guess what while talking about on what God's want us to do, what are purpose really is, we're sitting beside the missionaries team -- declaring to be like them on God's given time. God's traveler! Darby bless us with that dinner, haha. post dated dinner, birthday celebration. =)

At first you might think that He's so serious yet behind this man is a kiddo. Haha. With that crazy acts, endless laughter is the result. After Rumpa, we went at Mcdo too. Haha. eating always. =)

With Jogs, a pretty lady that we loved to share each other God's goodness in our life and the kakiligan factor that we made us laugh endlessly--it's the heart that matters. God is so good! Ihh. (jogs, kinikilig ako pati si darby plus you. ajajajajajaja)

My SCSBF -- Dj, he used to be there as always. We seldom see each other and inspite of the kasungitan (sungit ko daw na sya lang nagsasabi madalas), kakulitan, kadramahan, walk-outan na scenario, sigawan, kabaliwan and lahat na, he still manage to make tiyaga of me. Haha. I thank God for his life. =)

Before we sleep, kulitan and kabaliwan. Tit-ser Dj in pajamas. Haha. And students got no ballpens! LOL. But honestly i didn't sleep, i was so amazed at that time. I was wide awake talking to GOD. Listening to Him, being thankful for everything. =)

And special thanks to my dearest cousins. wee. haha. Labyu! God loves you my dear! =)

And that's it a day before the much awaited day. Thank you Lord for this wonderful day. I was so overwhelmed by your love. =)

"Relax, I'm In control." -GOD

"Feeling down? Just look up." -GOD

"Got grace." -GOD

"Anything is possible if a person believes." -Mark 9:23

"There is a joy in enduring."

"Expect!" -GOD

"Behind the scene, God is moving!"

"Be still and know that I am God!" -Psalms 46:10

DAY 38 -- Goodbyes Made Us More Closer

A set date for bonding yet due to the heavy rains we didn't had the chance to see each other just before she go abroad, but behind the scene, behind those goodbyes we've become more closer even though via text. Haha. Thank you Lord!

Thank you for her life, we may not seem that closer but the bonding we had the last time around made us more appreciate each other.

FACT: We both don't know how to cook. Haha. Yet on this certain day, we had the time to bond and guess what we cooked. Yahoo! Accompanied by Aizen, thank you. Cooking is not that easy, i swear. Haha. Been so tired on this day yet the memories we had and the joy that God gave us on this certain day was made so special. Thank you Lord =)

Lord, continue to bless Jenica as she begin a new journey in her life. May she encounter more of your love and share your goodness unto others as she travel and discover more of YOU. We may seem so far away but distance cannot separate us from her neither with God's love. Thank you Jesus for her life. Bless her heart and the work of her hands use her more for Your glory, in Jesus name i pray, Amen. =)

DAY 37 -- Praying For the Word

Meditation Day -- really had a one on one time with our Great Father, GOD. While having chit-chat with Him, i'm asking for wisdom on what should i exhort for prayerworks. Whoa! Tension. haha. But then Dad made me realized that it's not really about the word, just be real and be the message! Yiih. Overwhelming, why? Coz Daddy God let me share the stuffs that i really enjoy right now. What about it? Learning to love strangers to make them feel that they are loved by God.

God wants you to encounter Him. It's not really about the word or the message that i will utter on that certain day, but it's all about putting your heart in everything that you do and acknowledging GOD'S PRESENCE. It's all about HIM! =)

It's all about God's presence, and with His presence this whole day become so special that from the moment i wake up until i closed my eyes we're just talking about His word. Whoa! Had a great time with you Dad, thank you for the wisdom! I so Love you Daddy. Thank you for Your pouring out Your love, thank you for God's presence thank you Jesus, thank you Holy Spirit! =)

DAY 36 -- Reconciliation to GOD

"For if, while we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to Him through the death of His son, how much more, having been reconciled , shall we be saved through His life! Not only is this so, but we also boast in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation." -Romans 5:10-11

Today i reviewed one of the topics in our Accounting subject way back in college, "Bank Reconciliation." I asked God for wisdom 'coz really i'm not into it though i love numbers yet the part of analyzing made it difficult for me. Btw, bank recon. is the process of recording book to bank and bank to book, which means that they must be equal at the end of the month, this are the reconciliation that not made known by each different parties. Just like humans, sometimes we commit our sins and failed to reconcile to God but at the end of the day you'll realize that God knows everything and it's much better to reconcile what we committed wrong.

It can be called deposit in transit or debit memo on the other hand outstanding checks or credit memo, this are the things that we must reconcile to each other to be balance. IN accounting, balancing is very important, but before that you would have to undergo many procedures it involves adjustments too. Like our relationship with God, we must know how to balance through Him. Yes, we may go through struggles at times and big adjustments in life but at the end you'll realized that all of this pain are worth it, coz at the end of the day you'll find God with you. Accepting you and welcoming you back into His arms after the reconciliation and eventually your relationship with Him is restored again and knowing that it's only by God and by His son Jesus Christ can make our lives balance. =)

DAY 35 -- God's Presence

Wondering why i haven't blog for 10 consecutive days? Hmm. Day26-34 not blog. Sorry if i didn't update my blog. My heart wasn't into writing this past few days. But right now, this day 35. I feel like i'm gonna explode! Whoa! Wanna know why? Because God's presence is overflowing!

Reality Check -- sometimes we tend to feel all alone by ourselves, feels like no one is there to caress us but in fact many do cares. Why do you feel that way? It's simply because you don't know how to love yourself and you disregard God's love for you. At times you feel like that remember this reminder and say to yourself that:

"I AM NOT ALONE, GOD IS WITH ME ALWAYS!"

Indeed it is true! Only God's presence can fill the emptiness in our lives. His love is what we only seek for and whenever we encounter His love that's the time that you'll feel so secured that no one can take away that joy in you. In a glimpse God can take away all the burdens in your heart if you truly seek Him. Only GOD can fill your love tank, so whenever you feel so empty and you feel like giving up check your heart! Why? Because God is not in your heart anymore that's why you're feeling all of that, coz if God's is always in your heart you won't feel any of that pain. All you can feel is His love and with His presence you'll be filled up and you'll gonna say that your love tank is full!

Mine is full, what about yours? Heart Check! =)

Your seeking for love but in fact you are being love by the greatest lover of all -- GOD. Give your heart to Him! Make Him your inspiration, motivation and the love of your life and guaranteed you, you'll never go wrong! =)

Sadness Will Be Turned to Joy

"You haven’t done this before. Ask, using my name, and you will receive, and you will have abundant joy."
-John 16:24

DAY 25 -- On A PURPOSE

"Seek God, open up your heart and know your Purpose!"

I watched the movie Thor today and there it reveals that everyone or everything has a purpose in this world. There is a purpose why you are in a situation like that right now, i may not know what your purpose is but try to seek God and open up your heart, ask what your purpose might be. Don't just be that straight forward person who is so glutton with the things around you, be patient and know your purpose.

My Manifesto? It has a purpose! Great purpose, it is to seek God more and more in my life and to start loving myself first before being in a commitment the next time around. God is preparing me for something bigger that i know when the time comes to meet The One that God will give to me, i can stand it all and give the love that i found in God.

My Unemployment? To discover things beyond the working area, what to do more? who to seek more? Teaching me to love the people around me not only to be focus to the person who can be there for me in times of need. But God teach me to love and appreciates everyone. God is preparing me for a work that i believe the moment i work again it would be more for God's glory and not self-centered.

And yeah! A lot of more! It only means that God put you in a situation right now to discover what really your purpose in life. Seek God and now your purpose! It's all worth it living in the world that you know what your purpose in this world, coz in everything you do behind it God is preparing for you--a reward for seeking Him and acknowledging the great things He has done for you!

*Dear God, help us to seek you more, to encounter you more in our life and to understand what our purpose in this world. Guide us Lord in our journey as we continue to do thing for your glory. Give us vision on what our truly purpose in this world. Give us strength that whenever we are about to give up still will be able to stand up, for You alone can sustain us. Thank you Father, In Jesus name i pray. Amen.

DAY 24 -- Who is greater?

"GOD is greater that our feelings and He know everything." -1 John 3:20

Have you ever fallen for a person? Absolutely YES! A feeling that can made you feel like you've got everything amidst of everything because that person is right next to you. Great feeling! Feeling in love all the time, right? Your mood is all set, happy to the fullest. =)

But wait when all that love fades away, you'll go struggling. Be the saddest person, like not knowing what gonna happen next. Moving on and on makes you feel so hard to deal with because you love that person so much. A person love is not permanent, one day he/she loves you the other day he/she love another person. Nothing is permanent in this world.

But hey! Got to tell you this GOD LOVES FOR YOU IS CONSTANT! Whatever you do and even you'll turn back to God still He's love for you won't fade away. He will always right there standing next to you, He's unfailing love won't change. People's love may change, but God doesn't change. =)

How sweet! So let Him be the center upon loving others, so through your ups and downs, through that feeling of happiness and sadness in your life you'll never breakdown. GOD will be standing there for you! Truly GOD is greater above anything else! =)

DAY 23 -- LOVE

Since all of the people around me are into love, i'll blog about it.

What is LOVE?

"Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures through every circumstance." -1 Corinthians 13:4-7

Each and everyone of us are longing for love. For that perfect relationship, but how can you know that is it really love? It's love when you know you're committed into it, that you know you're willing to sacrifice everything for that dearest person. You don't have to vary only on your feelings, you need to make it easy, take it slow. Think about it a million times, pray for it. Are you really ready to be in love or just because your surrounded by couples?

You don't have to rush things love will find it's way right next to you at God's perfect timing. It's a great feeling when you know that the love you're wanting for long comes from God. Right? So how would you know it comes from God, it's when the time you know by yourself that you're into loving. You'll just learn to love if you love yourself first. It's better to first love yourself before loving others. And when you're ready and whoever that person might be you'll love him or her no matter what happens. I'm really encouraging you to pray for love. It won't cost you much if you'll pray for it, it's just an assurance that this time around when you're ready to give your love for someone is that your secured by the love of God. And i tell you if that time comes, let God be the center of your relationship. How it is? Triangle Form. God at the top and both of you at the lower portion of the triangle, picturing that image? If God is in the center of your relationship, your love life will be balance and secure by God's love and no one could take that love triangle from you because you've prayed for it. As we know God always give your heart desires. So what are you waiting for? Pray for it, don't stop. And remember let Jesus be the center of your relationship. =)

Oops! Lastly i've got to say this, if you're praying for someone let that someone be a God-fearing person. A guy/lady who loves God so much. Why? Is not that i'm always being spiritual but i just wanna tell you that person would made you feel more love and you'll be secured knowing that he/she loves God more than anything else. And that love of him/her for you will be worth waiting for. =)

RELATIONSHIP? START IT WITH GOD. =)

"Take delight in the Lord and He will give your heart's desires." Psalm 37:4

Dear Daddy God, i believe that whatever it takes at the right time you'll give me that right person for me to love and have that love-triangle relationship with you. It might take time on waiting but as long as it is in your will, so be it. Only You(GOD) knows when and who is it. Give me patient endurance while waiting for the one, give me strength upon waiting. Not my will, but Your (GOD) will. In Jesus name i pray, Amen.