DAY 12 -- INSPIRATION

INSPIRATION? I GOT ONE HERE. YOU KNOW HIM, ME TOO. BUT I WANNA BE ADDICTED TO HIM. I WANNA THINK ABOUT HIM EVERY HOUR, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SECOND IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO. I WANNA KNOW HIM MORE. I WANNA BE PASSIONATE ABOUT HIM. I WANNA WORSHIP HIM MORE AND MORE. I WANNA LOVE HIM MORE AND MORE TO THE POINT THAT ALL MY LOVE WILL GOES UP TO HIM. LESS OF ME, MORE AND MORE OF HIM! -GOD.

Whoa! 2months of unemployment. Yes, i'm sad. It's true. but one thing for sure this sadness won't make Him love less. At this point i'm trusting Him more and more, i depend only to Him. For he does greater works! I drop myself off, i put Him inside my body. He's in control of me. More and more of HIM! I wanna be addicted to Him!

And inspite of this sadness, God never fails to cheer me up. I was reminded by this tag a while ago. =) Whoa! Closer! SEPTEMBER 29, 2011!!!! =)

"My thoughts are nothing like your thoughts,” says the Lord. “And my ways are far beyond anything you could imagine. For just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways and my thoughts higher than your thoughts."

-ISAIAH 55:8-9

DAY 11 -- Worry Free

"Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt and dance like no one is watching" - Randall G Leighton

My day. Feels like doing nothing. I just wanna sleep. Wearing my pajamas and socks! LOL. That's life, you don't have to worry much. Sometimes you just have to be yourself. Not to think to much. Not to worry about the future. All you need to do is trust God. =)

Trust in His ways, in God's perfect timing you'll have that breakthrough! Career, Financially, Relationship, Spiritually, or what so ever you've been praying of. Just believe in Him. For He is greater than you ever imagined. You just have to wait, be yourself, and depend everything on God! =)

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take." -Proverbs 3:5-6

"God's way is perfect. All the LORD's promises prove true. He is a shield for all who look to him for protection." -Psalm 18:30

DAY 10 -- TAKE IT AWAY

DAY 9 -- SECRETS

"YOUR SECRETS ARE SAFE WITH ME." -GOD

Isn't it most people wanted someone to share his/her secrets? We're humans, we need caressed, we need that crying shoulder most of the time. Right? And hey! God wanted us to trust Him through a friend. Someone you feel like speaking up and that person must be a trustworthy one. =)

Really feels good when someone is sharing his/her burdens to you. Why don't you be that secret friend keepers to your friends. It's good, God wanted us to be a channel of His love that's why He send somebody else in a person life in times of need. =)

Be that someone and be careful! God trust you that's why you're friend entrust his deepest secrets to you. Thank God for making you that trustworthy person. You're accountable on that person coz God trust you so much! Isn't that sweet? And God's promise to you? Here is it. Be ready!

"As for you taking care of your friends, being a listener in his/her ups and downs. God is now telling you that He'll handle every burden in your life. He'll be the solution in every problem while you're busy helping your friend!"

And if you're in the place of seeking for a friend to share your secrets, ask God. Pour out your heart ans pray to send someone you can depend on. God knows what you're need, He'll send it at the right time.

Right now i have a secret and i wanna share that secret to you here is it:

God loves you and God has a wonderful plan for you! Whoops! That's a secret. Sssshh! So sweet right, you can tell it unto others coz i trust you to be my secret keeper with God! I love you with the love of God! that's another secret. :)

DAY 8 -- Waiting Patiently, Waiting Painfully

Have you been waiting recently? Is the span of your waiting time is too long? Feels like God doesn't answers your prayers? Right now this way it's God's telling you that you must wait patiently and wait painfully.."

Let God be your strength in the process of waiting. Yes it might take to much time but everything's worth the wait. You don't have to hurry. God is at work. God is moving. You just have to let Him work out in your lives. Trust Him and wait for Him. Cheer up! It's part of the test. Trust him or give up? It's up to you! But as for me, i wanna encourage you to wait patiently and no matter how painful the waiting period is, take courage my dear for our good Lord won't fail us. Let's wait joyfully! Let God be our strength in the time of waiting. Only him, and trust God alone! =)

"Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act." -Psalm 37:7

PRAY. PRAY. PRAY. DON'T STOP! DON'T QUIT! WAIT! =)

DAY 7 -- OBEDIENCE

God wants us to walk in obedience—not victory. Obedience is oriented toward God; victory is oriented toward self. This may seem to be merely splitting hairs over semantics, but there is a subtle, self-centred attitude at the root of many of our difficulties with sin. Until we face this attitude and deal with it, we will not consistently walk in holiness.

This is not to say God doesn't want us to experience victory, but rather to emphasise that victory is a by product of obedience. As we concentrate on living an obedient, holy life, we will certainly experience the joy of victory over sin.

Jerry Bridges, The Pursuit of Holiness

Why God wanted us to OBEY? Because He love us. That's it. He knows what's best for us. He don't want us to be hurt. All He wanted is for us to be happy and if we obey, victory will surely will follow. And when we had victory, surely you will only boast out that God did everything. Simple yet its hard to do. OBEY! =)

Like in our human nature, at times we fail our parents. Right? Because you don't obey. Isn't it's hard to obey God if at the first place you tend to disobey your parents. Our parents just like our God the Father, they only want what's best for you, and again they love you that's why they discipline you. And God said you should Honor your father and mother.

There are many areas in life that obedience is needed. Obedience is a key to meet God. It's not us meeting God's needs but it's God meeting our needs. He will surely show how great He is in your life and how big is He can do for your life. Trust Him, OBEY! =)

DAY 6 -- The center of my life -- JESUS.

"From my heart, to the heavens. JESUS BE THE CENTER. It's all about YOU, JESUS!"

A song that keeps us singing last night. A song that really sink deep within our hearts, That we know at that moment in time God's presence is surrounding us. We had our lifegroup, Thursday-Aug24,2011. We had sharing-Word of God and afterwards we meditate. Invite the Holy Spirit and we start praying. It's really reviving, restoring, everything. That moment we don't wanna stop Praising God, funny how it seems it's been hours that we've been praying (non-stop tears continuously falling down), yet we don't know how to end our prayers. God is really moving and that night we're asking for only one goal and that is: JESUS TO BE THE CENTER OF OUR LIFE.

If you would allow Jesus to be in the center of your life as our Lifegroup leader said, your life will be balance. As in balance! Why? Because Jesus said:

"I am the Lord, and I do not change." -Malachi 3:6

Yes, Indeed! God doesn't change. You will not be left hanging if you would allow Him to be in the center of your life. He will balance everything in your life. And if you will seek Him everything else will follow, not only in one areas in your life will be good but everything! I tell you EVERYTHING! Trust Him completely, give your 100% trust in Him with no doubt and everything else will follow. If you'll obey His commands and keep following Him, God will fix your life. You don't have to do anything for yourself, there's only one thing God wanted us to do. OBEY! And His favor and grace will shine upon in your life.

Don't waste your time doing nothing, instead boast only God's goodness. Share! Ask for directions! Know your goals in life. And your goal must be for God's glory and as a family we must have our common goal and surely all the people around us and even strangers if they'll see how passionate you are in sharing. God will work out in their lives and who knows your goal will sooner be their goal.

GOAL: JESUS BE THE CENTER OF YOUR LIFE!

And as always you must keep this in your heart:

LOVE GOD. MAKE DISCIPLES. IMPACTS OUR WORLD.

It doesn't stop with LOVE GOD alone. The three must be reunited to work everything, you must be able to share--MAKE DISCIPLES! And surely if you wouldn't stop seeking God you would make a great impact! IMPACT OUR WORLD! =)

The decision is yours, ask God to direct you and vision your goal in life. PRAY FOR IT! It's a life-changing. =)

DAY 5 -- MERCIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE GOD

There are times that we run away from God. Times that we don't want to obey His command. Like Jonah who flee from God's command. Many times we have failed, and yes many times the situation that we're struggling for we're like coming back with no end. Why? Because you always run out in God's arm. You don't hold His hand firmly. You're trust in Him it's not that 100%. You tend to disobey Him always. Yet at the end of the day you'll find yourself clinging back to God.

Yet God's mercy and grace still overtake us, in spite of all the sins we have committed and all the downfall we had in life. Truly we had a Merciful and Compassionate GOD who love us the most. No matter how big the sins we have committed still His mercy remains. He's just waiting for you, to knock on His door. REPENT! For the Lord our God is waiting for you in His kingdom. No matter what happened His love for you will always remain the same, and His love will sustain you. =)

DON'T RUN AWAY. ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, GOD IS WAITING FOR YOU. =)

DAY 4 -- FRIENDS

"Every time I think of you, I give thanks to my God." -Philippians 1:3

I THANK GOD FOR THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIP. I THANK GOD FOR MY FRIENDS -- THE WARRIORS. =)

Mcdo, after lamay. (Aug.232011)

Aug.18,2011 Surprise Bday Party of Kris-- He's emo that day coz we didn't greet him, though he was forgotten on his special day.

Junica's Bday =) - Aug.9,2011

Jam's Bday - July2011 =)

Random Pics. More pictures on my facebook account. LOL =)

Actually we come from a Star Section during our High School days but different circle of friends. Yet know we are combined together and united as one again. Our group together as one named WARRIORS.

Why Warriors? It's because during our High School days we always win every competition at school -- academically or extra-curricular activities. And way back high school the competition is too hard, that you really need to study hard. Cheating is not that our atmosphere, though sometimes we're tempted but since we're in the Highest Section people expect from us a lot. And yeah! We had victory! We are the Warriors of God. =)

Funny how we can stick together though we have chosen different paths in our college years. Praise God. And i know God binds us together to mold us for a better person. You can really come to them in spite of every challenges you'll be facing off. They won't let you down. You might not see each other often but the bond will always be still there. And really i thank God for having friends like them. They are a gift. And guess what? We don't drink liquors since the day we surrendered. Whew. It flows. If you would just stick and be yourself to your friends everything's gonna be all right! Here are the circle of friends wherein you don't need to pretend. All you have to do is be yourself! =)

All Glory to God for all the victory we had together! And i strongly believe we can still have more victory by sharing God to them, it's not about the religion. Right? It's about your relationship on God. And i can sense the time is coming that we can boldly share unto them, I and one of my Brother in Christ in our Lifegroup, Mark Rovin are in Warriors. We are together praying for them. And we do share to them at times as one of my friend said yesterday in our bonding, why don't we start sharing? See? God is with us! God is on move! God's victory! It's all about Jesus! Amen! =)

DAY 3 -- OBLIGATIONS

A busy day for me at home. I'm all alone doing household chores. Doing this and that, like i tend to get disappointed on what my status right now. I'm doing this stuff because i'm oblige to, 'coz currently i'm unemployed. Wew! Okay. Sooner i'll be working.(daclare.declare.PRAYERS! Pray for me,my work.)

Obligations is the act of binding or obliging oneself by a promise, contract, or sense of duty.

Okay. I'm speechless right now. Sorry. Hate this. But mind you that in all things you do you must not weigh it all. Sometimes you just have to this not out of duty, but out of love. Just like in serving God, you must always delight in Him not only because you have your obligations, you must do it because you know that your heart is really into it. =)

BE OBEDIENT! DO YOUR OBLIGATIONS NOT OUT OF DUTY BUT OUT OF LOVE. =)

DAY 2 -- HEART DESIRES

Psalm 37:4
Take delight in the Lord,and he will give you your heart’s desires.

Today it starts with my desire. Desire to go to church. Many do know that my family doesn't wanted me to attend HLCC. Yet my desires are still there and i won't give it up. And Praise God with my desire, i was able to attend the family gig. Amen! All glory to God.

LIVE YOUR DREAMS. The word exhorted by Pastor Anthony. If last Sunday the word is about in ONE DAY -- Your upset can be a Setup. In here living to the max is that in ONE NIGHT -- You can live your dreams! ONE! Because there is only ONE who can able to do bigger things in your life and that ONE is GOD! :)

GOD IS A GOD OF DREAMS. God-given dream gives energy, passion, drive, keeps you moving forward, it sustains you, it motivates you, it pushes you beyond the limits!

Ptr. Anthony told us about the story of Joseph that at the age of 17 years old he was just only dreaming and come at the age of 30 he become a interpreter of dreams. 13 years of waiting. Patiently waiting and on that waiting period, he became a HELPER, WORKER and SOWER. At that time, he is able to encourage other people in spite of his situation in prison and during the time of waiting he is starting to build his character. Being discipline! And the Lord was with Joseph, making everything smoothly and successfully! Whoa! Victory. (Let's claim it, while waiting.Ü) Upon interpreting the dream of others, his own dream was fulfilled. From a Dreamer to Interpreter of Dreams and From a Prisoner to a Prime Minister. God gave him the victory for he never fails to acknowledge and trust God's ways in his life. =)

All right! So once you acknowledge God in your life, God will turn up things the way it's supposed to be. You don't have to be afraid. And honestly before i was about to sleep suddenly i find myself longing for someone. Weird? Maybe it's God reminding me at the end of the race, no matter how long will it takes, you just have to endure and wait patiently for my dreams for you would come to reality. I believe in Him and have my 101% in Him coz i know that ONE night of my dream can only be fulfilled by the ONE--GOD! =)

DREAMS DEMAND DISCIPLINES!
A DREAM IS NOT A DREAM , IF YOU'RE ONLY MEANT IT TO CONSUMED IT BY YOURSELF.
DREAM BIGGER AND BELIEVE GOD WILL FULFILL HIS PROMISES TO YOU. YOU MUST LEARN TO WAIT PATIENTLY AND OBEY HIS WILL.

I remember what Ptr Anthony said last Sunday, "Kapag inaayos mo ang puso mo, mas pinapadali mo lang si Lord na ayusin niya ang buhay mo." So what are you waiting for? Submit everything to God. Don't hold unto something that can pull you down, instead hold into something that can draw you closer to God! God bless your dreams! =)

DAY 1 -- FOCUS ON GOD'S LOVE

“Do not be afraid of them,” the Lord said to Joshua, “for I have given you victory over them. Not a single one of them will be able to stand up to you." -JOSHUA10:8
--My Life Verse, Holding on to His promises. Claiming it! =)

I wanna introduce my Preparation Days. For what? Hmm. As i woke up this morning, Saturday(Aug.20) my phone alarm. Wondering what event? It's my first day before the 40th day where i would EXHORT MY WORD IN DAWNWATCH. Grace! =)

This preparation is all for the Glory of God and to deepen my relationship to God, i wanna know Him more, i wanna be closer to Him and share the goodness of God in my life. Okay, let's start. :)

"WE LOVE BECAUSE HE FIRST LOVED US." 1John4:19

I started with this verse because it's the memory verse of my 6 years old cousin. Today i wasn't unable to attend the Youth Gig 'coz of Auntie and cousin's request to teach her for her upcoming examination and at the same time family gathering until the next day, celebration of her birthday.

So how do you show your love? At that certain moment, i was struck with the kids (my li'l cousins). I was about to loose my patience teaching her. Why? Because while i was teaching her at the same time she's playing with my li'l cousins too. Whoa! Plus the fact that i have to teach her with her 8 subjects--Science, Math, Christian Living, Filipino, Sibika, MAPE, Computer. Asking myself, is this for real? LOL. By the grace of the Lord, i was able to teach her the 5 subjects and 3 more the next day.

Glancing at my li'l cousins, I remember how God loves us unselfishly. Why? At times when we are hard-headed or should i say when we tend to disobey God's command still at the end He will show His unfailing love for us. He's willing to forgive us, He's just waiting for us to approach Him. No matter how many times you make a wrong decision, God will never ever get you wrong. For our God is a very forgiving Father, a loving Father who never fail to make us feel so loved. See how marvelous His love for us? :)

So let me ask you. How do you show your love to others? Love selflessly. Always remember how God loved us first, for us to love others. Because you can't love others wholeheartedly if you wouldn't acknowledge the love of God that He gave to you.
For GOD IS LOVE. LOVE is a SACRIFICE. LOVE equals TIME. Make sense?
=)

God's revelation for me today is all about love, that i must not focus on the past, i just have to be focus on what is present right now in my life. What is it? God said to me and was really broken. "FOCUS ON ME(GOD) AND MY LOVE FOR YOU." -whoa! Sweet! :)

And what matter most isn't the day that i would exhort my word on DW, right now i really don't have my word for that day. It doesn't matter too how am i capable to exhort the best word that i can say in the crowd. All i believe is that on the certain day, God-given day for me to exhort His word is that i would just LIFT HIM UP. Higher and Higher. MORE OF HIM, Less of me. May you be lifted Higher Jesus! =)

A day that i would Bring back the All the Glory to Him. A day that He would use me more and more. A day that i would acknowledge Him how bigger He is in my life. ONE DAY that can have a total impact in my life--CHANGE. Praying i would mark on people's heart, not because on how good I am but because they would see that i'm favorable Princess of our King and just merely seeing how God has been so good in my life that He never fails me. Praying for Anointing and presence of the Holy Spirit and guidance of our Great God. Thank You Daddy God. All honor and glory are Yours, in Jesus name i pray. Amen! :)

God's Victory--It's All Yours!

"In every battle you're facing through always do remember God's victory will always be yours if you'll seek His guidance!"

In every battle you'll come to the point that you'll get upset, everyone does come to that point right? But in every downfall moments, in your weakness it takes guts to trust Him, especially if you have that little faith. Like God can you do this or do that? Can you do miracles? Oh common! Stop that little faith. It's time to put your full TRUST in Him! Then surprisingly you'll receive a healing inside your heart and everything else will follow--Salvation! Restoration! :)

Have you ever tried putting your trust in Him? Me, I do. And forever i will, stand firm with my faith in Him in every battle that i will encounter, as long as I live I'll enthrone Him as my Personal Father, Savior and King! :)

UPSET? This week. Monday, i have scheduled a Family Salvation yet the enemy is everywhere. I didn't manage to go to the family of one of my LG due to the sickness i felt. I felt really sorry cause i can't come. I feel sad, 4 more days and her mother will be leaving the country. What should i do? Ok reschedule it. Tuesday. Tuesday comes and I'm available, can move freely though my body felt weakness. Yet the enemy again, her mother was on a outing. Oh common! I don't wanna be upset. Please Dad, give me a break. I know it's a risk. Whatever happen, i won't give up as long as her mother is in the Philippines. I won't give up!

He said, “Listen, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Listen, King Jehoshaphat! This is what the Lord says: Do not be afraid! Don’t be discouraged by this mighty army, for the battle is not yours, but God’s. ¹⁶ Tomorrow, march out against them. You will find them coming up through the ascent of Ziz at the end of the valley that opens into the wilderness of Jeruel. ¹⁷ But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out against them tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:15-17

“Listen to me, all you people of Judah and Jerusalem! Believe in the Lord your God, and you will be able to stand firm. Believe in his prophets, and you will succeed.” -2Chronicles20:20

What did God say? Common! DON'T BE AFRAID! DON'T BE DISCOURAGED! BELIEVE! STAND FIRM! SUCCESS! VICTORY!

Wednesday come and dandadadan. Gotcha! Schedule and i'm really nervous! Haha. This is it! I'm available, the family too! Whoa! I can feel the pressure, yet God's love sustained me. And guess what before i meet them up along the way i have a talk with 2 Pastors. Am i not blessed? What's great about it the Pastor thought i was a worship leader and amazingly he declares that i will be a Youth Pastor! Whoa, Lord! AMAZING! AWESOME! :)

Meeting her mom, should i still continue Dad? Nervous. Calming myself down saying it's All for God's glory, I won't let this night pass by not for them to receive Jesus. One step of faith. Risky. Aha! OTW to Xevera with the family, i'm being quiet. Honestly i'm just praying then for God to cast away all the nega vibes. To be bold enough. Ok. Ok. Here we are. At the house, the momentum. Common Holy Spirit. Oh God helped me, i don't know how to start it. Chillax. Ok. God is on the move. He's with me. Victory! We're eating all together now. How can i? How can i? Will i be able to share? Can i win my LG's family? Take a deep breath. Her mom is talking to me now, got it! Here i am, whatever it takes i would take this risk it's all for God's glory. (IKA MU ING ITAS KU DAD, ALA NG ALWA.) Out of the blue i whisper, can i share something to you? Oh whoa! It's not me. Honestly. I can do all of this by myself. It's God's in me, using me.

STARTING: "Alam nyo po hindi aksidente na andito po ako ngayon kasama ko kayo. blah.blah.blah." Sharing goes on and on, i just can't stop. And kaboom! Interruption! I know it's the enemy. We pause and look what was it, and i told them it's only the enemy cause i believe that God is moving right now in your family and no one can stop it now, the enemy is being afraid. And then sharing goes on. And when i ended the sharing part, 4 spiritual laws come in. It's the first time i didn't forgot, it's not me saying continuously. It's the presence of God and the Holy Spirit in the place. And ask them, do you wanna surrender your life to Jesus? One step of faith, start of something new and guess what. I didn't doubt from the moment i start sharing until the moment i ask them to receive and they all say YES. =) I say a prayer, they responded. And after that, i prayed for them. And as a token i gave them a book(Buhay na Hindi Bitin) and the Daily Devotional Plan. ^^

In response, they we're amazed with God. Thanking me, but really it's not me. I acknowledge God that without Him i can't do this. They say that from this day onwards they will start reading the bible. It maybe miles away for their family yet with prayers and God;s abiding love they will always stick together. And her mom says, now i can go with a calm heart knowing my child has a companion guiding her. Whoa! Am i not blessed? She entrust me with her daughter. Ahh. Dad is indeed so sweet! See? If you start trusting God, other people will trust you! Believe me, i am a living testimony of God's grace. :)

Funny how it seems but after the word, surrendering part and prayers, we continue to share. Haha. Non-stop. I share thoughts on how to read the bible and hear God's word for them. Whoa. A lot more. Really when God is in move, no one can ever stop us! Amen! :)

Got pictures, it takes courage to say pede po papicture? haha :D

The Noha's Family

Feels like i belong in the family. Sweet Mom :)

Korea! LOL. But she's going back to Japan.

With Asuka. :)

“Do not be afraid of them,” the Lord said to Joshua, “for I have given you victory over them. Not a single one of them will be able to stand up to you.” -JOSHUA10:8
--This verse, the last verse that i shared to her mom. :)


***DAD, WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? MY VICTORY IS ALL YOURS. A RISK THAT I DID ALL FOR YOUR GLORY I DIDN'T LOOK ON THE SMALLER PICTURE INSTEAD ENTRUST YOU WITH A BROADER SETUP. AN UPSET THAT AT THE END HAS BEEN MADE A SETUP. FAMILY SALVATION. THANK YOU FATHER FOR TRUSTING ME. THANK YOU FOR NOT LETTING ME GO ON WITH MY OWN. THANK YOU INDEED! I LOVE YOU DADDY, ALL GLORY AND HONORS ARE YOURS NOW AND FOREVER. IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN!

HD -- Heart Desire

"Deeper and deeper i'm falling in love with you.."

Whoa! It melts my heart. I was blogwalking and hear this song in my friend's blog.

Truly. You will be complete with God's unfailing love.

I just can't explain what i'm feeling right now, in tears. (happy tear.)

Yesterday I was broken, today I find myself being more in love with my Saving Grace, My Endless Love -- GOD.

***Gtg to a.c. i have to fix some documents. Favor and grace, really i don't have a courage right now, but my meditation with this song it's just like God saying: "With me, you can do everything. For with me, Nothing is impossible! I trust in you Dad!" (AMEN!)

Just like my message this morning.

ALONE? I can't.

TOGETHER. WE can!

--GOD & I :)

NVM

Whoa! This is my most painful tears ever. Woke up 3 in the morning with joy by the grace of God yet i didn't expect these tears to fell continuously. NVM.

I miss my SCSBF whom i can share all of my burdens. Aside from DG he's the one i can talk to but nowadays we have a gap. I feel so stupid at this moment. =(

I'm convincing myself to be fine but i just can't. Can i feel free to say: Hey, I'm not doing fine. I'm weak. Feels like Job.

Please do sink in Nehemiah 8:10.

***If i could go back back in time--i won't talk at all. I'll rather be in silence for you not to be hurt that cause me too much in pain now. If Our Father in heaven can easily forgive our sins what more the mere humans? (still trying to convince myself.) No Rewinds. Reality Check!

FORGIVENESS--My heart melts in pain.
(Dad, idk what's gonna happen next. In times like this, my weakness made me wanna obey Your will. Let your will be done. As the song goes by SORRY seems to be the hardest word yet Your mercy and grace prevails.)

TIME CHECK-HEART CHECK!

Time Check: It's 01:55 PHT in the morning. In this wee hour of the , i'm currently listening to the song entitled "GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART," while aiming for ACE and drinking hot milk. ^^

"My heart and my soul many times they failed. But there is one truth left: GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART AND MY PORTION FOREVER!"

"Lord, you alone are my inheritance, my cup of blessing. You guard all that is mine."
Psalm 16:5 (NLT)

"My choice is you, God, first and only. And now I find I'm your choice!
You set me up with a house and yard. And then you made me your heir!"
-Psalm 16:5(THE MSG)

***Goodmorning bloggers! Just finished my shift. Wee! Sweetdreams. Sleep na.
♥Lablab Daddy GOD. ♥ (overflowing love 02:09 a.m:)

Instant God's Gift -- Family by blood

Have you given much time of your family or relatives by blood more than other people? If you would ask me this one i might answer: "not at all." Sometimes we do tend to put other people first instead of our own family. We spend more time on our friends than our family, we wanted more bonding with our new found friends yet seldom we find time for our family, right?

There's still a time, we are capable to change. Maybe right now you can stand in your faith and give quality time to your loved ones. People whom God puts in your life since birth, surely they won't leave you behind. :)

Nowadays, i just realized on how important they are in my life. I value them the most, we can go back in time at the past we can do our best to appreciate them more. Have you ever think of blessing them first over your friends? Me, I do! And I'm praying for it. Whenever there are occasion in our family, i started being one of the person present in the celebration. I just want it to overflow when the time comes that i would have my own family. Praying will have a wonderful relationship towards others. ^^

Yesterday i got the chance to bond with my Father family side, we celebrate our cousin's second birthday. And got a chance to mentor my cousin, one of my 12, sharing time and told her to appreciate more her family. By God's Grace we had lot of fun. Precious Memoirs. :)

Some pictures of my Li'l Cousins ^^

Super likot kong inaanak, he's playing with me, playing hide and seek under the table. Really i get tired whenever i play with him. :)















The birthday celebrant, i'm playing with him together with his brother. Haha. Betcha he's so sweet, whenever he kiss me he would tell "i love you" or before sleeping he'll surely says to you, "I love you, goodnight, sweetdream." :)










Captured! Precious smile! wee. :) Who would have thought he's undergoing a therapy and as always all of us we're praying for him. He's 3 years of age yet he can't talk and walk, but with those smiles we can see how happy he is. Praying for healing as always. Dad(GOD) hear our prayers, heal him. And by faith I believe he will be heal at your own time. :)












He's fun of making wacky poses! Haha, whenever i take his picture his always on different wacky poses. haha :)
















And that's it. It takes time to upload pictures, haha. Some other time again.
Remember, KEEP THAT CHILD-LIKE FAITH AND APPRECIATE MORE YOUR FAMILY! :)

Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony.
-Colossians 3:14

Full Armor -- Brave Heart!

Hi bloggers, maybe some(who always update my blog) would wonder why i'm not blogging almost a week. Apology, but really i don't have my heart in blogging for the past week. I have thoughts in my heart, yet i find it hard to blog. And now, i'm back again. It's been a tough week, been facing struggles. Ups and downs, but all of these comes from our God. In times of joy and sadness still I will rejoice in Him! :)

“I am the Alpha and the Omega—the beginning and the end,”^[a] says the Lord God. “I am the one who is, who always was, and who is still to come—the Almighty One.” -REVELATION 1:8

A verse that sink into my heart this morning while i was reading my bible, NLT version. We all know that everything would change, except for one thing that remained constant -- GOD. God never changes -- yesterday, today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and forever -- His faithfulness never changes. No matter what we do, what we're facing through still God hold us firmly in His hands. At times we may feel that He left us hanging behind the struggles that we're facing but in fact He never abandon us nor forsake us. As what Ptr. Anthony said, "Ni anino ng Diyos di niya tayo nakuhang talikuran."

This morning we go to church, where i attend since birth, i can't change the fact that i'm a Catholic but by heart i'm Christian. Is not about what religion you belongs to, but it's all about your relationship in God. Our whole family went to church, and my parents and brothers have obligations at our church. My parents are in choir, they lead the praise songs this morning. As i was listening to their songs, I'm praying for them, praying that one day they'll let me push through Christianity. Really they admit that they are afraid on the time that i will have my full-pledge as a Christian. Yes it would hurt, both of us were hurting. I know God has a plan for our family, i will patiently endure for the right time. :)

As they sang "How great is our God" and "Be Still" ( i dunno if it's the title of the song.haha.), tears fell down on my eyes. But then i controlled it, why? People might think i'm crazy. Crying during the Catholic mass, unlike in Christianity no one would mind you. My father leads the team, he's the vocalist. At times we do jamming at home that made me cry. Really our God is so great, we may have different views in our belief but one thing i'm thankful is that even though i'm struggling at this part i believe that time would come that we will be united as one through God. :)

What i miss most is the church (HLCC), God's marvelous presence in that place. Remind me of my friend Darby that says, "whenever i go to this place to worship God i always feel like i'm in heaven." Yeah he's right, because in that place you can be who you really are. There are no pretensions, no one would stop you glorifying and praising God. Whoa! But then we must always remember that anywhere you are you can acknowledge God and bring glory to Him. It's about your heart who longs for Him, a heart that believes that wherever you are God will always be there too. God is always by your side. :)

Been struggling to? Read the verse before this post. Sink that verse into your heart and pray. Mark 11:24. God bless you bloggers! :)

STRUGGLES&BREAKTHROUGH,COMES FROM GOD. NO NEED TO DOUBT IN HIM. STAND FIRM IN HIS PRESENCE, BE IN YOUR FULL ARMOR SO THAT THE ENEMY WON'T KNOCK YOU DOWN. BRAVE HEART! :)

EMBRACE GOD'S LIFE

Jesus was matter-of-fact: "Embrace this God-life. Really embrace it, and nothing will be too much for you. This mountain, for instance: Just say, 'Go jump in the lake'—no shuffling or shilly-shallying—and it's as good as done. That's why I urge you to pray for absolutely everything, ranging from small to large. Include everything as you embrace this God-life, and you'll get God's everything. And when you assume the posture of prayer, remember that it's not all asking. If you have anything against someone, forgive—only then will your heavenly Father be inclined to also wipe your slate clean of sins."-Mark 11:22-25(THE MSG)

**Haven't blog for a week. Been facing struggle yet by God's grace, i stand firm--Trusting His ways. I'll be updating this soon. God loves you so much! :)